About Masterbation Letter 1 (july 9)
Dear Master,
Ironically dont even know where to begin..as of right
now..she am hyper as anything..wonders if that is good
or not..i jumped out of bed once again at 6:30 in the
morning and just had so much energy didnt know what to
do with hit..Did some reading..did some cleaning more
laundry..and well do have to finish her room in a
sense destroyed it trying to clean it..*giggles*..but
as usual cleaning her room is usually a 3 day
affair..but did have so much energy..even did 30 mins
worth of step aerobics...so right now..going to focus
energy on getting this email through as well as
study..*giggles*..this one is forgetting what is
important at times...is undergoing training and has a
manual 7 inches thick that has to be learned,
memorized and understood...
Ok...where does this one begin..well after we hung
up..did had to get a little food..so actually had
left overs of my lunch..a half a sandwhich...but was
left hyper a bit..but was exhausted..so retired into
my room and the constant thought in my mind
was..ok..what now...here this one has the choice to do
whatever she wishes..and didnt even know what to do.
I undressed slowly Master..and almost wanted to
extend the moment withought overdoing it or
playing..so i gripped unto rope..just felt compelled
to do so..needed to hold it, run it through my
fingers..in face..can even say just pooling it over my
belly feeling the coolness of it..that alone was
special..tried tying my ankles widely almost with the
thought you left me of you binding her up completely
spread eagle..but..that didnt work..dont ask her
why..usually talented..but just maybe mind was other
places to try to attempt to do a fancy rope
bind..*giggles*
running through her mind..was thikning about how it
would be like lying down ..and you their almost
encircling about..the fearful thought is the
silence..would you just be alone silent in your
thoughs...that dominating silence
*shudders*....anyway...was imagining what it would be
liked tied and teased.but just began slowly running my
hands across ever part of me ever so softly..noticing
how the goose pimples just was all over with every
shudder..dont even know why..was just a simple act of
touching...in my mind this one though Master would you
be pleased..would you ever desire this body..yes
Master maybe that was a downer..but..just imagined you
ever so softly just touching me..argg this is almost
as much tormenting writing about it as it was
doing....*takes a deep breath*..
anyway was running my hands over my curves and that
is when she thought about anal fun. That has always
been something which i feared the very first time..and
has always been so painful, so exciting, so
sensational...geeze find myself shuddering even more
now then ever lately....but took some of her nice
aromatherepy massage lotion caressing my buttocks as
well as lubricating up and down the delicate skin
feeling the tension..the slight spasms going through
my body..until finally used my brush and ever so
softly penetrated...had to do it so slowly...applaying
pressire centermeter, by centermeter..until finally
the entire handle was in...felt the pulsation of my
heart beating..and almost felt like in a daze..dont
know how to truly describe what she actually felt..but
when it comes to that type of play..she never does any
motions..cant do it..it is more then enough to have it
within...and my body trembling,,plus..just too tight
to actually do the penetrating actions..but that was
what a girl was thinking of..although wasnt in the
position you left when on the phone..but that alone
let her wonder..you would have access to any portion
of her you wished..to be in the "karta" if you would
call it..but that position alone was one which at that
moment was ubelievable..but working on the
image..using that make shift plug..thought if it was
you using this one in such a way...*swallows deeply*..
the scene worked up in her mind as this one
continued to tease her clit and she was unbelievably
soaked..and the slight throbbing ot it..was almost too
much...even to pull tug, squueze my breast..even that
let me escape a moan through my lips..until the
sensations built up completely and was left lying
their sweaty, hot, and the brush still lodged it...had
to even take time to compose self completely...finally
slid the brush out and almost in frustration just
threw it across the room..knows it shouldnt
of..because it was a wonderful scene..but felt almost
ashamed..would that have been pleasing to you..know it
was wrong to be ashamed..but think that was just a
temporary situation...which was quickly dissolved by
the nightime slumber...but one thing wich remained
with her was the rope...settled down clutching onto
the rope with my cheek against it..and fell asleep.
That was the night..waking up..well once agian in
the morning with so much energy have no idea what to
do with it..even at one point picked up 120 days of
sodom..started reading it..its a book just she just
picked up once again..remembers the first time she
read it..but now...just had to throw that against the
wall and just say Madness..it is all madness..but most
of all..some of the scenes De Sade describes..just had
this one wondering....well that will be something
maybe we can talk about...
Think it is about time a girl end the letter
here...since she is going off topic..plus can talk
about this at another time..
She wishes you well Master..have a wonderful and
nice day..
Sincerely
yours truly
melanie
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