Abandoned
in a desert under a hot sun
 I hack calloused elbows in sand.
Dragging crippled legs behind
 I inch forward.
 I am wounded.
 The wound is so very deep
 it leads all the way back to Heaven.
    ...but a dragon guards
the wound.
 It breathes fire fear 
 into those who dare to look
 so no one go deep enough 
 without turning back, 
    ...back to the desert.
 I crawl closer like a slug
 as vultures circle over head,
    ...the dragon guard
is near.
 Coming from the wound
 I feel heat of dragon breath.
 Desert sand begins to burn
 and melt to glass.
 The fear is so immense it hurts
 like nothing I've imagined.
 Acid fear,
 eating it's way out from inside
me
 like an alien. 
 But I crawl deeper into the heart
 of the wound,
 of the dragon's cave.
 Through the dragon's fire breath 
 and sulfur smoke it snorts 
 I see it's eyes glaring 
 with the power of Medusa.
 But if I look away 
 then nothing will have changed.
 There's a deep dark secret 
 that the dragon's existence depends
on. 
 If anyone finds it out
 the dragon can be slain.
 It roars like a thousand lion beasts;
 it is protective.
 Sleep calls my name like a siren, 
 but I inch deeper.
 Volcanically, 
 the dragon's breath erupts.
 It spits doubt.
 What ever on earth could survive
this?
 Who could possibly conquer this
mighty beast?
 But guided by some 
 unknown spirit.
 I crawl closer.
 The dragon roars like thunder,
 so loud it shakes the sky
    ...but this time it's
in pain.
 No one has ever come this far 
 into the dragon's lair.
 It beats it's wings and stomps it's
feet in rage,
 offended.
 Directly I gaze into the dragon's
eyes,
 they pierce like daggers...
 But  it recoils as I stare
back
 and the power of the beast 
 becomes more diminished
 with every step I take.
 I can walk now.
 I'm not afraid...
 I can run.
 I run to slay the dragon 
 but it ghosts away in air, 
 vanishing 
 like an extinguished flame.
 It is nothing. 
 It always was nothing.
 This is the secret the dragon had
kept hidden 
 in the darkness for so long.
 Nothing keeps me from Heaven now. 
 Nothing.                                                                  
© 1999 by David Bozzi  |