Thirty days
since the last episode.
 I've grown my hair long in honor
of this day.
 Maniacal grin.
 You feel it too.
 I smell the fear in your sweat.
Moods wax and wane
 like a trembling earth
 and grow stronger...
 Through a crack moonlight seeps.
 I can't hide.
 Crazily I claw to get out. 
 There is no asylum.
    ...I'm a closet wolf.
 Part of my brain 
 so temperamental 
 to the fullness of moon
 and the signals it sends
 in frequencies most do not hear
 or feel.
    ...the sun hardly phases
me.
 But that mysterious rock
 which circles my world
 animates madness
 with clock-work synchrony
 tugging my sanity
 with strange gravity
    ...I have the fever
again.
 Dripping with emotion
 I howl in the hazy hot of heat
 and run with the dogs
 like a freed lunatic
 transformed and born once again...                                     
© 1999 by David Bozzi  |