I have often searched in vain for love, yet not a normal love nor mere physical attraction. I seek no lust, for the pleasures of the flesh have left me hollow, in the heart. In the modern world does such a concept of true love even exist. I hope so, for if not I shall forever be alone. While physical attraction is the first attribute the eyes see, however outer beauty masked a lack of a soul of equal beauty. I have tried to look beyond what my eyes can see and yet what I seek is often not there. Maybe I look to hard at those who have worked only on the exterior and failed to turn such energy inward. Or perchance I am just looking for that what does not exist anymore...