I Stand Alone
I stand alone I'm just a face in the crowd
I get lonely if the truth be said
Sometimes I want to cry out loud
But I try to undertand instead
I wish I had the strength inside to walk right up to you
I'd never have to hid e behind these doubts I know are true
It's not too late to fall in love
I have to accept the fate that you're the one I'm thinking of
It's not too late, but I runaway
I need you so, but it's hard for me
So very hard for me to say
So I listen for the pers\fect moment
To rush to you, but my heart's too slow
Everybody here can see me stumble
Better wait until the lights get low
I wish I had the strenght inside to walk right up to you
I wouldn't have to hide behind these doubts I know are true
Really thought that I could live without you
Really though that I could make it on my own
I sent you away by saying I didn't need you
I let you go!
Now I'm so lost with out you
Now you are not here and now I know
That lonely is the night when I'm not with you
I get lonely in the night, with no light shining through
Until you are in my arms, until you are here by my side
Lonely and I
Never thought aht I would need you
Never thought that I would be missing you
I have got to get you back
I just have to find a way now
I have to let you know
That I am so lost without you
And now this world is just not right
I don't need money and possessions
I don't need things to weigh me down
I dont need to be under suspicion
For all the things that never came around
All I need is you and your affection
To be a part of everything you do
To break through a lost communication
To let me know that everything is true
you were a diamond in my life
you were the only star insight
Playing against the odds, I lost all I had
Oh what was the cost of you leaving me
I came to try
To tell you that I have to let you go
Now I'm wondering why
God knows I don't know
I don't care what they say
I don't care what the do
I dont care if it's right or wrong
This feeling insdie of me
Is more than some fantasy
It's bigger than you and me
It mst be time for love
Pictured of you race across my mind
Filling all the space there is to find
Melting love's own ice that lay so frozen
I give that sacrifice for feeling chosen
So if I face anothe day without you next ot me
I'll lock you in my mind and throw away the key
I know you are leaving
I won't ask you to stay
I wont hold you back
I won't stand in your way
If that is what you want
I'll learn to understand
It's not that easy setting you free
But that is how it has to be
And as you are walking away
There is just one more thing I want you to know
Just remember my heart is with you
When that night gets long and cold
And there's no one to hold
And you love what we used to have
Take a moment to think of me
And the love that we used to know
If you ever find you need me someday
I'm just a heart beat away
Light a lighte in the window
When you are lost in the dark
These arms would be happy to hold you again
If you ever miss me or when you
Start thinkin about
The times we were here
Just remember I'll always be there
I've spoken my mind
There is nothing left for me to say
Well it is in black and white
There is nothing in your way
Only your heart will know when it is time for love
Don't wait too long or you'll find you are
All alone and love has come and gone

Written in 1990
*Copyright Trixey 1985-1999
*All rights Reserved*
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