it doesn't seem to give in
To turning my life against my soul
and making it crash from within
Why can't it just see why can't it leave
what will make it cease to breathe?
Into my body that aches so much
and the innermost feelings of me
I try my best to trust in those
who are supposed to be "trustworthy"
I try to see that they're trying to explain
but it just seems all to wordy
I cry so hard like I'm not supposed to do
but I get no answer again
I sometimes wonder and even feel
that I'm not being tough like a man
I've failed to prove myself at all
without any question or doubt
I've taken the blame for every fall
no matter how it came about
What else can I do? What else can I say?
I need help to deal with the pain
I'm trying my best to deal with the loss
I'm tired of taking the blame.
by Daniel "Spuks" Mansell - 3/24/99