At times I realize, with startling sincerity where I'm walking. At times I skid to a halt because of guilt. At times I take off my shoes when entering a building. At times I dash and leap -- vainly attempting to avoid a murky puddle. At times i slow to a stop, resting before my continued ascent. At times I cannot help but collapse in laughter. At times I wonder if I'm already too late. At times I see the world cease it's commotion and stare right back at me. At times I read the labels on simple things. At times I cannot help loving you. At times I convince myself I'm too sick to move. At times I look through the refrigerator insistently swearing that there must be some food in there. At times I argue that faith in reality is no faith at all. At times I give you the benefit of the doubt. At times I spit when no one is looking. At times I lie to a bum asking for change. 1/94
At times, I actually like what I wrote years ago.