children @ play
all day
Nate here
he has somethin to say
"Im here" he says
"care" is in his mind
"who" is it?
"is" it them or her
"Jesus" or just some
really wonderful chronos
"music" reach out nate
reach out
"sigh" Be Thankful nate Thankful
Friends come thru the door.
Its Josh & I missed the movie.
_______________
World of questions, so huge then
compress from spiritual gravity down
to size & on the tip of a pen that squiggles
friction releasing tension evolving my created
fiction. And soo..... I settle
with that & leave be.
oh dear. oh me. oh poetry.
read me read me read me
& think about nothing again.
please please please
who who who
Looking around for clues marked upon my life.
where where where
right here.
rip
scratch
brake
the drip
stopgap slander on grandmas time candle.
_______________
dick tracy's wife called last night,
your football buddy, Derick, got into a fight.
& dear the stove was burning hot & the door left unfixed.
I cooked for hours
I ironed all your ties
I pleased your bed time needs
Who else loves you when Susan & Bobby are at School?
The chimney has turned golden from all the Bees nests wax
The pastor called & is wondering where you are.
Why didnt you just put the TV in my place at the
dinner table when we had company last night?
Jack @ the office is looking @ me funny
and all you do is laugh & call me stuck up
I think your setting him up with me.
You have more Beer in the fridge then the
kids have sandwiches - or love from you
the police caught Billy in posession....
.....(Staring intent & focused, hands clasped to
sides of legs & a twitching frown, nose up, nostrals showing,
face carved, eyes focused, begin to water, eyes focused, wide,
tear runs down lower eye to cheek, stops outside of mouth)
A PEACEFUL AFTERNOON IN THE LAND OF
ANNOYANCE
http://WWW.PCOFMND.COM
she typed briskly.,then ___ waiting.
the graphics slowly loaded - images
of a transparent glare in the monitors
1,260 X 768 resolution
"sheesh" she uttered disagreeingly
"And I just upgraded to ISDN"
- the images:--still slowly slithered on the
screen - the picture was incomplete & unseen.
Suddenly through IBMs Deep Blue an Email
appeared from sister Betty "Life sucks & the release is soon"
She wrote "Im just not ready"
"Im coming over Nancy - the revolution out has ended within"
Quickly nancy deleted Betty's email, a desperate plea.
She put her computer in a box along with its accompaning
rocking chair.
Sending it all to Silicon Islands:Air.
-She put her dog to sleep & broke
up with her boyfriend that creep.
Dieing for hope & peace that no software could keep.
Strange feelings swept her in her emotional crash.
with no immenent reset button to reach for and grasp
- Nancy rang the doorbell but it was broke & she knew it was
broke & she knew she was broke & she knew Betty was broke
yet she rang the doorbell & they were crying for each other
& were close to each other & the doorbell was broke.
tears rolled down their eyes
the apartment was empty.
the night had no sky - they had seen the world through eyes
full of tears they had seen the world with eyes of lazy pixels.
the door bell would not ring & the protocal was now a new dead
thing. nobody together would ever sing, physical unity was done
people were annoyed by the sun.
the CRT was the light -
the world was a link. 2 girls stood crying on the brink-....
she got up slit her wrist in the sink
she pounded the Bell but the flood already came,
she ran and struggled only to sink
too bad huh
Religous BRAND product Telethon
Well glad you all could make it. Last time was a wonderful
time wasnt it? Remember when you decidded how much Better you
were than the person you were sitting next to in that fun
experiment we did.... remember how I told you exactly what
kind of person you were & showed you how much more successful
I was - how much - better looking I was over you - then we looked
at the meaning & significance in my life & you looked at the
significance in your lives - It was a splendid time as we got
to learn more about ourselves. going away knowing just how much
farther we needed to go. today im going to share some more about
myself & feel free to come up front while I talk & you may kiss
& worship me at my feet - beutiful women feel free to roll around
naked where I have walked - & to those viewers at home - in no way
do we mean to leave you out either - sacrifice or make an alter
out of your fine oak coffee table & set it ablaze - Its fun to
do & makes you feel so much more involved & enriched - feel the
wonderful sensation of wholeness & tender power fill up your soul.
reach inside your heart taking a peice of something special from
within you - something you have never taken outside of yourself
& hold it out, something sacred, precious & you have saved it
for the most holy & let everyone in the room clean their lustful
hands of sin in it, making it ugly & horid - now put it into a
box and our beutiful women and men of this program will pick it
up as soon as we can so you can get rid of it. & your life will
be compleatly different - incredible happyness - with you and
your spouse - in fact do this simple procedure right now - thats
right you and your spouse - it doesnt take long & its what you
have needed to do your whole life. finally your spouse and you
will compleate this procedure & there is no time to lose We gave
you the Box's last time you were here so your all set. think of
it - think of the freedom - think wonderous - dont think first
act now as you think first. we'll throw in a free hurst.
say this one in your funny loud voice
could ya calculate that for me?
I mean get a little serious - cuz Im not jokin. oh
thats so peaceful, play that part again -- I like that
______ ohhhhh -- yes.
I could masterbait to that. --- Goodness me!
wheres the center of my heart?
Im gonna encourage you. I'LL share this with you:
SIP ON A PEACE OF SHIT!
----oh crud. ...... it came out again. Please remove
your Belt Buckle so I can whip myself -- no one else will
-- just cuz -- " Im A Big Boy Now " ----
----- how big am I really?
no not really. yes.
A Letter to Jen
This is probably the most logical starting point.
JeN So concluding thesisis remain scheduled in ordanary
([in artsy reasonson to start here from the National Letter
little Foundation, ILL Be signing my Letters soon on my Quarters
letters]) in Renton parent preacher assosiation chain of book Letters.
Saterday December 13
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Jennifer and Shaw my I am here on paper Live. I have folded the matirial
in Quibic particles, infered heat will be absorbed and rader should
reflect off the surfaces. forgive me, but Doctor ReFlin at TOp SecRet
headquarturs couldnt schedule my current schedule in time. Bask in The
negative thought of any type of revealation to Information Retrieval
(Brasil) giggle. hey.
Returning ^ ATTEMPT The favor : regarding your manuscript I bypassed
editing nervous of limp response times. Relationship correctional Silence
within. You must forgive me. regaurding faulty membership. my left lobe
did not leave a note, There was no place to leave the note. the skelatel
tissue absorbs all adhesives, furthur more my left lobe, upon leaving -
decided the - pleasure of company of a company buddy would please The
body. in itself. catholic mostly. Therefore the 2 sides have left me Jen
and are shopping for matching tennis skirts. The popping noise Stops. no
need for sighing The silence clearly explains it all to me frankly through
clean air and room easialy manoverable in. Further explanations will
continue as I have written above descerment between aquittale is not
decisive between the 2 and There are no 2 to chose from and 0 has a
disapointing probabliity when analized directly by advanced mathamatical
algorythms. Surely continuation would reign True between devine decisions
of non significance? ... ? ... interaction . not liable or viable for my
own design limintations. TEXt has been used further more into the past
extended exeedingly more. diRection of focus higlights you as a
stimulation for pointalism in Thought direction, Therefore more fruitful
and satisfying to both? but a loss perhaps to only The proud and greedy
of his own work he covits not remembering the origin it was founded upon
and the purpose it evolved to fulfill. Surely & truthfully IVe come to
recognize I point at myself much alot and a point or statement to another
may lead to enrichment to both parties.?indeed; Reverse engineering could
prove Such motives in time of begining of such a project would greaty
lesson The quality of work and personal satisfaction of the creator.
its Late and naeerons crash continuously most unvolenteeringly. me I Cant
Steer any more. vierity,mystery, newness flowing from the peice, never old
or formulated. But randomly ramming you unsuspectedly.
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