Everybody's Guessed
This child cannot be blessed
Until he changes
And becomes like all the rest
AIM: phoenixvamp
eMail: i_to_i@yahoo.com
Welcome I am your host and resident web-slave. Another cynic with a pedantic streak and self-absorbed complex that believes he has something to say. With enough HTML to get by and enough piss&vinegar to make it interesting. This is the story of my life as I choose to live and tell it. I am a seeker of truths, a maker of music and a dreamer of dreams. Everyone has a story, this is mine.
T'was somewhere I read the first part someone clicks on a personal website is that of its author. I know I do, hopefully this will be *somewhat* entertaining or enlightening-maybe even both. If all else fails, the world is your oyster, what the hell do you want from me?
i decided to update this, but I don't know what else to tell you. I deleted the old clutter because it was just passe, and I'm anything but.
Things that taste like Happy in my mouth:
Goth/Industrial Music, Rainy Days, Moon light, Red Wine, Pale white skin, Confidence, Brunnettes with blue eyes, Pierced Navels, Musical ability, Eloquence, Intelligence and '80's MadonnaThings that taste like Burning:
Birkenstocks, Sun light, Insincerity, Stupidity, Smelliness, Girls who don't shave, Smoking, Outtie bellybuttons, Girls who spit, and '90's MadonnaFavorite Music: VNV Nation, Covenant, Apotygma Berzerk. You can find me most thursdays at Anderson's 5th Estate nightclub
I love the Smashing Pumpkins, Radiohead, Placebo, Tool, Tori Amos and even indulge in a little Dave Matthews Band. Favorite Movies: Fight Club, ET, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, American Beauty, Pulp Fiction and 80's flicks.
What else can I a say about me that you don't already know (or assume). I'm not a saint but none of us are. I don't like to wallow in my own pity though that's usually where you'll find me. I'm not your garden variety person nor your average Joe. My acumen about others has not prevented me from making mistakes and hurting (and getting hurt by) those I love. It's an unfortunate but true fact. I've tried to improve myself, and I've stumbled along the way. I do not lie to myself. I know my faults and know them well. I haven't always made the best choices, or even good choices, but they were mine to make. I value the friends I have and miss the ones I've lost. I'm arrogant, self-centered and snobby, but at least I'll admit to it. Though usually jaded, those that know me, know that I tend to be ultrasensitive and I'm prone to having my feelings hurt.
I also write my thoughts and feelings that i do not share with other's in my journals. Born a Taurus, I embody all of the stubborness and selfishness that are qualities of all of us born under the sign of the bull. I do, sometimes, insist on having my own way. I'm not proud of it and I am trying to change.
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