Supernatural III

I thought I am already free of all this ….

The cinch is she left city for a vacations. She didn’t said when she would return.

I had some biz to do.

Last couples days I was beginning to get a lot of troubles.

I thought – I am already free – I already have no that need to call her.

Yes as a ordinary natural wish – it passed.

But ….

Biz become a rot last days. All went wrong – ALL.

It has no explanations – hitch there and hitch here… And it was rot!

You can argue – it’s your right but this is MY BELIEFE that it was namely so!

I felt – it’s because I MUST call her – she returned.

I don’t want to say that she revenges me for the oblivion, no. It is just the … the order of the things, their consequence.

I have got the urge to call her – not because I wanted it – but because felt – otherwise something disastrous could happen.

I KNEW – she has come to the city, she returned. I just KNEW.

I said to myself yesterday – “I will call her this evening”.

That evening I had an important engagement so I was unable to cal her BUT …. Things became getting smoother and smoother.

This morning (unordinary thing) I should be off and out all morning.

And she called me in my absence! And NOBODY told me about it! (I was very angry about it with man who took phone receiver).

And I called her and she didn’t take the receiver. I called second time and she has taken it and said that she called twice for me this morning!!!

But it’s not the end!

Talking about night dreams I hade only once “border” dream.

I dunno but I suppose that in that dream I was on the edge of two worlds.

I was very close to made one step beyond.

Last time I saved myself by extreme force of will – I argued with myself that this unnatural world couldn’t be a real one…. Errrr – Let us say – I KNOW that this OTHER world was a REAL one but not our world.

It’s very difficult to depict but … well … it was the world of the dead.

How did I know? – I KNOW.

I don’t want to say I saw people with whom I was acquaint and who are dead now, no.

First time – it was Hell! There were no individualities – there were ugly monsters whose exterior was a exact image of their hollow and stiff inner side.

This time …

But as I hope you understood today I WAS AGAIN NEAR THAT MARGIN!

So this time in this dream it was no horrible.

… mmm I mean I also saw creatures from other world and creatures who should be in Hell. But .. there were other people, (to say true – two people).

I don’t want to talk who they were. It has no any importance. – Absolutely.

But I also … no I guess I had no risk to stay there. Some force (I have got the realization of it only when I was awake), supervised me and took from it.

I had no need to pledge myself “Hey, wake up, this is your last chance”.

My awakening was sudden but … I guess I BELIEVED that there will be the return from it.

Just a two words more:

First – I don’t think she is revenges me. She is a witch and from a family of witches it’s a cert but … it’s beyond her will, I guess it’s some of her angels, (or such like).

Second – there wasn’t a nightmare in a common understanding – there wasn’t “a cinema in the dreams”. The horror of all this was in REALITY OF UNREAL.

And third – WHY DO I BELIEVE IN WHAT I AM SAYING???

It’s not even the one more long chain of unbelievable coincidences.

A man always know when he is at danger of sudden death while sleeping.

I said you – it was THE EDGE.

I was awake about 4 in the morning, and previous time the time was approx. the same. (I guess you know the peculiarity of the hour).

And the last – no I am not mad about her. This morning, (I mean the morning which was last day), I saw a girl on the street with EXTRAORDINARY perfect legs and you can betcha.

So why all this? – I dunno. I guess there is SOMETHING.

Hm, I never believed in anything always thinking “prove me!”

Now I thing – what more drastic proofs do I need?

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