Problems, Pleasure And Pain

    I was wrong, I know, it was her body, I did adore,

    It is gone, it is lost, now it is friendship I implore,

    I must have erred, in those first three days,

    On my mind, this thought always plays,

    She is lost, this I know,

    But I want a full friendship to grow,

    I think the friendship is lost, down the drain,

    We both got caught up, in a game,

    Our feelings, will never be the same,

    I made a mistake, I began to care,

    These feelings she never did share,

    Never again will I show this side of me,

    Never open, never bare, for the world to see,

    I will not apologise for what I did,

    But I'm not a three year old, a kid,

    I know what I want, I know what I need, I'm a man,

    The lady to whom I erred, an fill my plan,

    A lady full of real love and desire,

    Can light up any mans fire,

    As I said, it's not what I want, I want a friend,

    A friendship that will last, right until the end,

    I made a mistake, I began to care,

    These feelings she never did share,

    Never again will I show this side of me,

    Never open, never bare, for the world to see,

    All I want is to be someone, with which you can speak,

    I'll be calm, sedate, I'll be very meek,

    Your friend, is all I really want to be,

    Alas your hatred is out of hand, and you can not see,

    What can I do, to make things right,

    I am sick of our daily fight,

    I don't think that I have done anything really bad,

    You don't care, that I am broken, I am sad,

    I made a mistake, I began to care,

    These feelings she never did share,

    Never again will I show this side of me,

    Never open, never bare, for the world to see,

    You have a husband, I have a wife,

    I'm not trying to cause any strife,

    Being mates, being friends,

    Upon you, this depends,

    It was you, I tried to love, I know I lost,

    Please don't let our friendship be the cost,

    Those moments we did steal,

    Left a memory, so unreal,

    I made a mistake, I began to care,

    These feelings she never did share,

    Never again will I show this side of me,

    Never open, never bare, for the world to see,

    Please be my friend, that's all I ask of you,

    I hope it's not too much for you to do,

    Knowing it was a relationship formed on lust,

    Now a lasting friendship is a must,

    Our moment is gone, probably will never be again,

    Please trust me, with problems, pleasure and pain,

    I know what we had, does not mean much,

    But to those once pleasant thoughts, I do clutch,

    I made a mistake, I began to care,

    These feelings she never did share,

    Never again will I show this side of me,

    Never open, never bare, for the world to see.

     

    Steve Corke

 

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