These are my two first ever lyrics. I'm looking back and wondering: did this all really happen to me?
I'm falling, looking behind,
Passing my life by,
All I've created
Is now falling apart,
Back to the start.
A thousand questions
Are haunting my mind
At long sleepless nights,
Don't know the answers,
Flying on black wings, almost broken
I can't hold on more...
A fallen angel...
Make, make my wings white,
Just make me blind with your love again.
Spread, just spread my wings
For I'm too weak
And make me fly again.
Again...
My soul is sleeping inside,
Numb, deaf and blind
Or just pretending?
Just to believe,
Just to become...
And when I wake up,
See the rain outside
And nothing more...
Nothing...
My angel of love,
Make my wings white,
Just make me blind with your love again.
Spread, just spread my wings
For I'm too weak
And make me fly again.
Again...
My temple is ruins,
My fears break my wings,
Just one, broken, dream,
Can't hold on more...
You, holding my hands, were holding me above,
My angel, under your wings I just could hide;
Ascending to the clouds, you let me die,
You let me fall, but now it's time to rise.
My memories have gone back, have all revived,
My past that was erased now gazes at me,
My love is pain that's multiplied by time,
My memories are cuts, again they bleed.
My reveries are pain that's not felt yet,
My soul now is little shards of lies
I've told myself just to believe myself,
It's not the real me, it's time to rise.
My body is supine, but, trying to stand,
I make a step and fall, for I'm too weak,
I'm bound to die, return to me again,
Please, find me, lifeless, here and pray for me...
And make me rise...