Fantasy

        You invade my thoughts
        when I least expect it
        I hear your voice, I am elated
        you want me to long for you
        but I hold back
        I can't let you in my heart
        cause you might break it
        it is vulnerable and soft
        and just can't take it
        I don't want to feel
        that pain of emptiness
        when you aren't there
        I don't want to feel
        the agony of wanting you
        reaching out, not touching you
        I can close my eyes
        and dream of you
        but if I let go
        it will only be a fantasy
        and I want more

        Written 17-03-1999
        Copyright cheeky