Wonderland

Walking through the coarse sunlight
Clenching to my cloak of darkness,
Drawing closed the last beam of light.
i throw out an unforgivable jolt of hate, loneliness.

Walking through the rain-pounded street like a lonely phantom,
Trying desperately to shut out lovers crazy gobble.
Contemplating as I reap the hatred I find everywhere,
shadows of the lovers.

Feeling whittled, cut apart.

I bear my fangs,
Clenching to the harsh reality noone seems to notice,
Fighting this giddy wonderland.

I show my teeth and pull two more into kansas.
You aren't in wonderland, toto.

© Algernon, 1999


I wake to darkness and things therein
I fear them and their beauty
I turn on a light, to chase them away
but I'm only brought face-to-face with my fears.
I shut out the light in an instant
embracing the dark that it brings
I turn to face the beauty.

Here I see nothing but the wonder in my skull
Here I need never face my fears
Here all is subject to my imagination
Here is my home.

© Algernon, 1999


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