Beginning of the Ending

I have met ones like you before
their cires of anguish were hard to ignore
They could not find a place
where they could hide their face
not a place where they could belong
so they kept hearing their own mournful song
in time all hope they gave up
and they wandered around
making not a sound
they began to die
in their minds
their sleepless faces
the world's disgraces
began to cry
the saltless tears
of yesterday's sorrows
filling the many tomorrows
with sleepless nights
their own mind's frights
slowly wasted them away
now we are the only two today
but I can see in years to come
that the chain will be done
and I will be the only one
left in this awful place
Don't be frightened
everyone dies
except yours
will be worse
than mine
only because I am scarred
and so very charred
by the others existences
and you are so hooked on your substances
that you will go away
and find a place for your heart to stay
then come back to me empty
and that is the way it will end
with only me
cause everyone has left me
to die alone
I have a fear
only one
that I might be suffering
All by myself plundering
into a dark place
and you will be my disgrace
leave me now
So I can leave in peace
good be my friend
I am now soon at end
farewell

© Charsha, 1999


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