staring bright-eyed into the darkness afraid to go any further but afraid to turn back this describes my love for you so unsure so scared someday i’ll be able to tell you how i feel but not today not when i need you the most because your not here for me in my eyes you’ve died,been taken from me i feel so alone and cold this is my own imprisonment i’ve crated my own hell and i must live in it for we have sinned we pay for our sins, our stupidity our destines collided and we became one only to find that we would soon be ripped apart i feel distant from everyone like i could die from this broken heart i prayed i’d never lose you now the day i did has come and gone still i hope one day you will return to my arms even though i know the damage i’ve done to you is to great for you to love me once more © Meghann Simms, 12/3/99 * * * * * *as if it were all untrue i cried thinking to myself why i thought i loved you i turned away and left you cold when i first thought you didn’t care before this thought of deceit came to mind everything was perfection in own i thought you’d always be there i was so afraid of losing you not knowing what to do now that i’ve done this to you i feel that we had was something true to think that i accused you of betraying me in reality all along it was me © Meghann Simms, 19/2/99 * * * * * *i’ve given you so many reasons to pull away but still i never thought the day would come when you’d leave me when i look back at all we had maybe we weren’t meant to be but you can’t only blame me you played your part you lead me on and broke my heart and now were through even though i still love you now i’ve come to say what we had was yesterday the pass is over and done but still i feel your the only one © Meghann Simms, 1/1/99 * * * * * *i had never been more happy so intoxicated with love to look deep into your into your soul with the glance of an eye now i know it was all a lie that foolish game we played broke me apart and i never knew that in your heart you didn’t feel the same i’m beaten down left lonely and cold you left me only to find my love had been sold for a price you paid simply with lies your player ways are getting old i’ll keep this heart brake of mine a secret never to be told © Meghann Simms, 1/1/99 |