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Persuasive Suicide
Surrender to me, Don't defy me, It will make it so much harder. Don't fight me, I am you. Deep, deep inside you. Stare into the darkness And you will find me, Solitary, unmistakable. Growing, stronger. Don't deny it, You want me, To save you, Embrace you, Cut off the pain. Keep looking, That shadow inside you, Will it command me, Let me engulf you, Finish it all. What have you left? Besides me? That light inside you, Glimmer of hope, Setting you free. Show them, show them all. Show them your strength, Show them your power. Follow me to eternity, Yield to me your soul. Let me take you, Fill you, Possess you. I believe in you. One reflex And it's over. I am infinite, I am your salvation. Draw me closer. Let me cleanse you. Let me............Kill you. Paranoia The end of a book story, fairytale They all end I end No ceremony dignity, happy-ever-after No animation, spirit light It's a parasite, sycophant sucking, seizing Blowing the candle out I am to die Vanish, cease No more life breath Lying on a slab, cold Inanimate, defunct Waiting for it decay It won't happen quickly suddenly, prematurely It lacks nothing but mercy There is no grasping catching, clasping To the last hope The rest is demise lifeless, lethargy In a grave, spiritless Sleep You came for me spirit, energy You're not it, not my salvation It can't all stop and fade waste, dwindle Forever cease to exist Nothing could stay dead departed, forgotten I have a reason and subsistence The state of being living, existing With total and permanent cessation None of the vital functions operations, necessities Is the state of being dead Fearing one, feeling a thousand multitude, host I can't, I won't die Morgan Le Fay, 1999
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