Being existent or existing

As I closed my eyes
A familiar, yet mystical I felt.
At the moment, time drifting idly.
All the while, something emerged; like rainfall on my face.
An expression, of the tiredness of existence.
A life that betrayed, wasted
An instant of my life tragically reviewed in details.
As the darkness brightened
I wonder how persistantly I can stay?

© wetek natas, 1997


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