Well not much to say right now other than, credit card debt sucks, photography doesn't, and geography isn't that bad either. I love Tom alot still. And we have A LOT of fish.

From 9/02...

Goddamn working at the pet store over the summer smelled. But, I did get to play with my old bandmates & wreak havoc with Mandie. And then late August comes, I move down to Urbana again to continue school. Which is the best thing I can think of to do now, career wise.
However being down here isn't all fun, many people have decided to hate me for one reason or another. Either that or just want to be buddies. I'm honestly surprised at the number of people that still talk to me at all. But I'm trudging along, with the help of a few truly good people, and a wonderful wonderful man, named Tom. GodDAMN I'm so lucky. I have a few pictures, but I'll make it so you have to click here to see the rest of them.

From 5/02...

I kinda forgot this page existed. So I decided to rip it up and make it different. I just don't have time for things anymore! Being a full time student at UIUC and working downstairs in the cafeteria takes alot out of you. Trying to stay sane is even harder, sometimes I think IHOP and cigarettes are god. Well, smoking is bad for you, so don't do it. But I can. Drugs are bad for you too. Sometimes so are relationships, sometimes I feel like I'm being flushed down the toilet. Somehow Jerry & I have been able to stick it out. I still love him. I'll put up a picture of him too. Other than that... Laura & I just signed a lease too, so next semester we'll have our own damn place to burn our own damn candles and our boys won't have to walk down the damn stairs to the damn first floor just to take a damn piss. And we won't have to walk up all the damn flights of stairs to do our damn laundry or eat some damn food. Sounds like some kickassness. OH and I'm playing with my old bandmates over the summer again, so that will also be some kickassness

From 7/01...

Goddamn it's been a long time since i've done anything to this. I have less than a month before I leave for champaign. What has happened to me in the last year & a half... I'm in a band, the name keeps changing but I think it's sticking with Propaganda, for a while anyways. Florin & I ended. It's surprising how many people tell you after you break up how they didn't like your ex. OH and I just developed a roll of film, it cost me $10 and it's a bunch of prom pictures he never got his happy ass out to develop. Other than that, I also started going out with Jerry. When I have pictures of him, I'll put them up here. And I work at a pet store, but i'm kinda running late for work, so I've gotta get going...

From 2/00...

There's the newest picture of me. Not bad, Florin took it. So here I am in the year 2000. Make it up to you in the year 2000. Make it hard for you in the year 2000 with you. Enough of that bullcrap. I dyed my hair red on New Year's Eve. It's supposed to wash out after 2 weeks. It's still freakin there. But I don't mind. My life has been changing a lot in a while. Thank you millinium. However you spell it. But, I am now going out with Florin. So I'm happy again. A lot. There was another dance not too long ago, we went together. What else about me... my new word is caca. Can you tell I'm pulling things out of my ass now?? I'm leaving before i do any more damage...

From 8/17/99...

Lately I've had no social life. This has been the slowest summer I can remember...not really in a bad way though. I've been trying to redo my room. Oh GOD that's the stupidest thing I've ever done. I'm moving out in 2 years anyways. So now the place is a mess and it has been for at least a month now. My room is all gestapo looking. Other then that the only thing I've been doing is sleeping, eating & being online. I have been hanging around with my friends a little more now though. I still feel all bad & antisocial. School starts in less a week. Please someone shoot me before then...I hate this. I've been through all this crap before though. Just stay happy & everything will be good. Yes, that's it. My big fat frog died too. That doesn't help anything...but at least Hippy the Tadpole is getting legs now. That thing is stupid but soo cute. Well that's all I can think of to say.