I was asked the other day… "why are you a submissive female?" and I had to think. I never gave thought to the why or the reasons, I just am. But I'll tell you the way I feel about it as best as I can.

My master is everything, without him I am nothing. He is my reason for existence, my purpose for being. To be without his direction, would be like a bird without wings, a flower without a stem…. A life, without a heart.

My life began the day he took me into his life, and he bound me helplessly to the rack, naked and ashamed. I offered myself to him without limits, without question. He responded with love, and punishment, and pain…… given out of his love for me. The ropes were like caresses, the clamps were sublime, but the lashes of the whip were kisses from within.

Master could do anything he pleases, for he is master. His will is the law, and I'm only the humble plaything he enjoys. He honors me with his attention. My flesh belongs to him. My heart, my soul, my mind, are his to do with as he may. For there is nothing I have, that I wouldn't give to him gladly.

My cries of pain are praises, my tears are of joy. My scars are my beauty, the remembrance of his touch. My acceptance of his lashings are testament of my trust. His kindness is hidden , under black leather wraps. But his love is as evident as the collar on my neck.

The sessions are long and sensuous, my climaxes are many. My body aches from his attention, I'm at home with his loving abuse. The pain would be far worst, if it wasn't given at all. The moment the ropes are untied, my body may be free. But my mind starts the countdown, until we are back at it again. My life without master, or bondage or pain……. Is empty and lonely, with nothing to gain . I long for his caresses the moment he leaves, my body is breathless until we meet again…….

My description may seem slanted, a "vanilla" would seem surprised. But a true sub will understand. A life without a master, would not be a life at all……………. It would only be an existence.

I hope that answers the question for you……