recorded for your pleasure. ahh... the way we were.
BTW I do not have any piercings or tatoos, because I see no point to them.
But... that's my choice. If you like them, it's up to you.
Bye now...
- 198.231.114.178 - Wednesday, March 19, 1997 at 09:24:33 (EST)
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lynx:
I have 18 (I think) piercings... down from 22 or 23 at my holiest. 4 tatts
including a beautiful blackwork cat that Corrie did... and she was so
gentle, too... since we seemed to be on the topic...
Gwyn:we both did, don't sweat it...mail me at lynx@howling.com... I won't
post it.
Sanction/L: Was not able to stay long enough to wade to the bar. Ask Paul
who I am, maybe we have already met? I know a few by your name, so am not
sure without setting eyes on you.
Dread: Naming something always gives you power over it, but love can never
lose it's power, it can only alter. To name it and have it "lose it's power"
is to confuse infatuation with love... or to let fear guide you when you are
naming love. I believe that there comes a point when you are about to fall,
when you can dive in or choose to abstain. Love, of and from the light,
gives free will here and does not dictate, whereas fear is a bully and a
coward and tries to force your hand...
lore&Whipped: more power to you. congrats and thanks for renewing my
faith...
- ppp-052.toronto-01.ican.net - Wednesday, March 19, 1997 at 05:04:38 (EST)
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Athienne:
Mishkin~^~y'know, these days, 66 isn't really all that many....but my next
question was an inventory of locations...
- port3.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 23:56:30 (EST)
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Athienne:
Wow...another digital relationship off to the races! Congrats whipped and
lore!!
SANCTION~^~You were there this weekend?!?! Well heck, say hi next time you
see me (identifying feature: the drunken guy with the leather biker jacket
with white art drawn all over the back.)
SPIRITUAL CRAMP~~^~~ ALERT! ALERT! A friend of mine said he saw a K2000 in
long and McQuade last week. The price was around $1900!!! Call them ASAP!!
- port3.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 23:54:32 (EST)
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john:
so, gwyn, how much longer do we have? i guess i better see if i can find
something to repace this. As for sackville. all i can say is that it is
great place for blood suckers.
i am glad you corrected that Mishkin, i was wondering wwhere you would have
put them all.
Congratulation to whipped and lore for finding some love in this cold arena
of electrons. parents (and people unconnected) feel that the internet is
nothing but a hiding place for perverts because this is wha the media tells
them. sensationalism sells and kiddy porn grabs the attention. never mind
that the desensitize us to horror and the suffering of others. i remember
when i was younger i was watchin something on the news about a mudslide that
had crushed famalies under tonnes of material. one man was in tears about
his wife and children. i made me feel ill. now i think i would be much less
affected.
ah, FECK the media.
- ts21-15.ott.istar.ca - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 20:11:05 (EST)
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Gwyn:
Once again, I am here to remind all of you that the Sanctuary web page will
be moving sometime soon(yeah I know, I've been saying that forever) The new
adress is www.global serve.net/~djtodd/sanctuary. There is actually a second
page up at that site right now, so for all you sadists who just can't seem
to get enough check out this site. Unfortunately, I do not believe that
there will be a chat line available, but there will be a link to the new
house of ill Repute on line catalouge blah blah blah, you've heard it all
before. I'm tired, so shoot me.
Lynx, I thnik I came off sounding harsher than I desired. I don't take too
much seriously, just my work, and my marriage. Those are my two passions.
You have managed to pique my curiosity, though, who are you? Where and when
have we spoken?
John, I am from the maritimes as well. I lived in Sackville N.B., a great
place to grow a well adjusted gothling.
Has any of this made sense? I'm goin' to bed
- dial052.passport.ca - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 19:36:30 (EST)
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Mishkin:
OOPS! 6 piercings! 6 piercings! not 66!
- 131.162.97.238 - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 13:26:46 (EST)
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Mishkin:
I'm female, I have 66 piercings and two tattoos but that might change this
wekend :)
- 131.162.97.238 - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 13:23:13 (EST)
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Sanction:
Ahhh, it's been a while. I've missed you all. I just spent the last 1/2 hour
reading so I'm a liitle behind. Regarding tattoos and piercings. I have 6
piercing (used to be 8 but 2 ripped out-ouch!). I'm getting a tattoo of an
eye on my big toe and my tongue pierced.
LYNX- what the hell?!?!? I wish you would have came and seen me the bar
wasn't that far away.
Athienne- I was there on Friday (and Sat)I wish I would have met you. I'm
there every weekend.
By the way everyone, I know there is a little mix up with who's male and
who's female, so once again I'm female so no one's mistaken.
Siren- I love the place but I can only look. Too bad it's so expensive.
You are all welcome to E-mail me - meadowsl@rosebud.eci.yorku.ca
John-I apologize for the ignorant question.
- 199.212.66.70 - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 12:14:06 (EST)
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Janosch :
hello there
- edb1214.roskildebc.dk - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 11:05:07 (EST)
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Mishkin:
Whipped: good god don't applogies for bing happy! That is what I am talking
about, love, and happiness are things you should shout about from roof tops
if you have!
Dread: I don't know. I haven't ben able to describe how I am feeling, and
feel that the other person understood unless that other person was in love
as well. So I think it would loos it's power if someone who has never ben in
love could understand it. maybe.
Spiritual Cramp: But is that true love you are feeling? Do you believe in an
everlasting love? I do. I have found it. honest! :)
john: I agree with you.
hrmm maybe that is why people get married when they have kids accidently,
for the love of the child they give up everything.
- 131.162.99.217 - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 10:19:32 (EST)
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lore:
good morning everyone. i'm sorry to subject you guys to my problems and my
personal life too. i have never been all that happy, and our friend whipped
has made me extremely happy. i've never met someone so much like myself, it
really is amazing. i am also overjoyed that i have the chance to meet all of
you and whipped. i'll come back soon enough.
whipped: i do love you too. we love eachother in our own ways. most won't
understand. but i won't ever lose touch with you, i promise.
- usr17-89.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Tuesday, March 18, 1997 at 06:22:41
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Spiritual Cramp:
Seeing as though everybody seems to be on the topic of love, I just thought
I'd add my thoughts. For those of you that are in love, and are happy.. I'm
happy for you and I hope things work out. Just remember love isn't always as
strong as it seems, and things can turn around in a flash. Personally, I
know I'm not the type of person capable of love. More so in the receiving
sense than giving.. but I'm fine with that.. I think. Just wanted to let
those people out there that feel the same way - your not alone, and there's
nothing wrong with it.
- bart.ionsys.com - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 21:45:28 (EST)
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Spiritual Cramp:
Athienne ~ Thanks for the help / info. Buying new equipment is a big
desicion these days with all the high-tech models, and especially
considering the prices are just outrageous. I just sold my esq-1 which will
remove a bit of the financial burden from my new one (whatever is turns out
to be).
- bart.ionsys.com - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 21:35:43 (EST)
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Whipped:
Why do parents think that the Internet is the source of all evil.
Parents think that everyone on the Internet is a pervert.
Parents do not believe in true love.
Ohh. This is so frustrating.
Lore: It will, be OK. I always love you. Remember that.
Everyone: Sorry to bring our personal life into this.
You guys are the ones who understand.
Forgive me.
- ppp-070.toronto-02.ican.net - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 20:39:20 (EST)
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Dread:
Greetings...dark souls
Lynx:indeed....what you have stated is well put...however i agree with parts
but not all....perhaps it is because i do not feel love....or experienced
it(sobb story....oppps....forgive me...i do not want it to sound like
one)....thati have garnered the opinion i have....
Lynx:indeed....but i ask this when it is finally identified....does "love"
lose it's power then?....
Farewell for this eve.....dark souls...and angels.....
- www-an2.proxy.aol.com - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 20:25:53 (EST)
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Dread:
Greetings....dark souls...
Lynx:indeed...what you have said is quite well put....and some i do agree
with however i cannot say i agree with all...perhaps it is that i do not
feel love in my dark life and have never experienced(sob story...opps....not
trying to make it sound like one)....that i have garnered an opinion such as
thye one i have stated...
Mishkin: indeed.....but i ask this when it is identified..then does it lose
it's power?....
- www-at2.proxy.aol.com - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 20:12:40 (EST)
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lore:
hello my dears!!! you have come upon a wonderful topic!!! i hope that
everyone is doing good on this fine day....i hope i can be optimistic. it
seems that certain people in my life are trying to interfere with what i
want to do. i understand that they are concerned, but, i can take care of
myself. i think i know myself well enough to know what i want. i hope to see
all of you soon.
whipped: i love you too!!!
- usr14-172.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 16:29:05
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lynx:
Dread: No. I do not agree. Fear, as hate, (in their most base forms) are not
_human_ in nature. Evil exists, and these are the figurative embodiments of
evil. Anger, apprehension, anxiety and just plain nervousness are "human" in
nature... (though we are only another creature that feels these things, we
_do_ bring the complexities of said emotions to a much higher plain) ... But
not fear. When one walks in light, and seeks betterment of the self and
psyche then one finds fear to be the consuming and exhausting thing it is,
whereas love, which originates, and is a higher power, actually creates more
energy. It is expansive. Fear is evil. Humans aren't but can be. Evil uses
fear to keep us from fulfilling our true potential... Oops, I'm ranting.
Sorry for the spam.
- ppp-234.toronto-08.ican.net - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 15:49:18 (EST)
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Whipped:
I just want to let everybody know that true love exists and I have found it.
So did Lore. So keep the faith my friends, keep looking for that one that
makes your heart jump out of its socket.
And I do not mean that in a metap[horical manner, but rather very much
biologicaly speaking.
I have never been happier in my life, and intend to stay this way.
I do not want to sound over-optimistic, or offend anyone, but it's true.
Lore: I love you.
- 198.231.114.177 - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 14:57:22 (EST)
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john:
well, if being loved is worth almost everything then being loved by someone
who loves you would be worth everything.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 14:35:18 (EST)
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Mishkin:
john: I ment 'I mean' not 'I am'.
- 131.162.97.156 - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 12:00:37 (EST)
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Mishkin:
john: I am to be in a state where you love them and they love you at the
same moment in time. And you know that they love you completly, and noone
can tell you any differently. The exchange of emotions is where real
sweetness happens, not just when you love someone or someone loves you but
when you can love together.
- 131.162.97.156 - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 11:59:10 (EST)
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john:
Mishkin: it depends on wether you mean giving or recieving.
being loved for an hour is worth almost anything. which is why IMO peopole
do some much to try to belong.
Loving for an hour is something that never happens. i think that once you
love you can't stop even if you start to hate too. like all emotions it
never really goes away it just fades with distance.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 11:35:19 (EST)
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Mishkin:
Lynx: thank-you
Dread: I think if love was easy to identify and describe it wouldn't nearly
as powerful, would it?
john: Do you think one hour of love is worth two hours of pain? I do.
- 131.162.99.168 - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 10:39:39 (EST)
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john:
Joyce, i must admit that i never expected to see a personal add here. good
luck.
Athienne, I got 16 but they are Vinal and not CDs. and i sold the Double to
someone i know who is the bigest fan of the Cocteau Twins so that worked out
alright.
ok, on to love. i think that love is something that untill you have
experienced it you have to go on faith. (just like believing in any other
good thing) but if you are a cynic it is hard enough to believe that people
can be nice to eachother with out an alterior motive let alone love one
another. that's why i like being a hopeless romantic. and i like being in
love too. the worst part about ove is not being able to be with the one that
you care about. love can make lonlyness all the more unbearable but that is
ok because you can be maintained by the knowledge that you will be together
again. i don't believe that you need love or that "all you need is love" but
love can make make a difference where nothing else can. i think that people
do not believe that they don't need it but that they are more afraid of the
pain it could cause them after they opened them selves up.
or maybe they are afraid that once they have opened them selves up the
person they thought loved them will see the nothing that they feel is inside
and not realize the love can take away that hollow feeling.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Monday, March 17, 1997 at 10:18:03 (EST)
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Athienne:
Spiritual Cramp~~^~~Ouch...never heard of a synth increasing in price
before...
the 01 makes some very scary sounds, if you don't mind spending hours wading
through the waveshaping process...very trial-and-error type of programming.
I was used to FM and analog, but waveshaping is really nutso. That's kind of
a roundabout way of saying yes, it can do what you want, but it takes a long
time. And believe me, when that creative spark is flaring, it's not easy to
sit down for an hour or two to create exactly the noise you need for a part.
WORDS ON LOVE~^~ It really is a personal thing. I know love exists, because
I've felt it. And we aren't talking raging hormones either. It exists. But I
also acknowledge that for some people, love simply isn't a possibility,
either because the 'right person' hasn't wandered by, or some other
instrusion.
Ah, but hope doth spring eternal.
JOHN~^~So what CD's did you pick up besides Cocteau Twins?
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 22:55:29 (EST)
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Joyce:
I am a 30 year old female that loves to have many laughs and also am great
for serious conversations. Love to live life to the fullest and would love
to have some different mail, so if youu have nothing better to do then write
me at: sparkie@bconnex.net I would love to hear from you. BYE!
- pm10-95.barrie.connex.net - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 20:59:34 (EST)
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john:
well, i guess it is a good thing i stayed this weekend.
i didn't have to deal with the storm and i got far too many records.
so many in fact that i lost track and bought something twice.
anyone interested in a cocteau twins double ep? mail me: vague(at
symbol)istar.ca
i'll talk about love later.
- ts7-11.ott.istar.ca - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 18:16:06 (EST)
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lynx:
Mishkin: No. Not mushy. Just realistic, and in the flush of true beauty.
Jamie: hey Calvin! How's you?
- ppp-113.toronto-14.ican.net - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 17:46:01 (EST)
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Dread:
Greetings all....friends and foes....and others....as usual i have
returned.....love?....interesting.....perhaps the most complicated
topic......and the least understood.....what is "love"?.....how does one
know that one is in fact in "love"?......indeed Lynx.....i agree with
you...but thou should not call them cowards......for "fear" is part of human
nature....many of those you speak of are indeed blinded by society and it's
"laws of nature"...and "love"...in this moment in time is a very frightening
thing for many.....many rather shun "love"....than add more
troubles(searching for "love") to their already lost lives.....many are
content to believe in their own and societies lies that they don't need
"love".....and are fine with what they are.....what we all
are....."nothing"...or maybe perhapos dreams of
another...regardless...."love"...is strange and unpredictable.....and at
times harsh.....but even with all this the squest for such a thing as
"love"...is indeed a quest that i would take wholeheartedly...and indeed
am.....farewell....."dark souls.....shrouded by the shadows......nourished
by pain".....
DMoon69657@aol.com
- www-ad2.proxy.aol.com - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 17:40:57 (EST)
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Spiritual Cramp:
Athienne ~ I figured they would have brought the price down as well. I was
at Steve's about a month ago looking at the k2000, and he told me the price
had gone up $300 a couple days beforehand. Apparently synthesizer prices
fluctuate quite often. I managed to find one for $2600 which isn't bad
(considering a new one is now $4100), but it was in horrible condition so
I'm still holding out. Is the 01/W any good for going after industrial
sounds? Thanks for keeping your eyes open, I appreciate it.
- bart.ionsys.com - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 17:05:22 (EST)
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Mishkin:
goodness I'm very mooshy today! :)
- 131.162.98.226 - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 15:17:06 (EST)
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Jamie (humble doorguy):
hey beezer, pauly, billlllly, swan, and flarin' darrin
- ts69.accessv.com - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 14:43:27 (EST)
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Mishkin:
Lynx:I don't think they are all cowards but I totally agree with you about
true love and the risks necessary. My So takes my breathe away everytime I
see him, he makes me feel like I can fly. He is smart and beautiful and
wonderful and he makes me feel like I am too. I think that eveyone should
have the chance to feel like this, it is the most wonderful thing to be in
love. That is why it made me so sad to hear so that so many people don't
beleave in love or don't feel that true love could happen to them. People
seem unable to invision love or work towards their own happiness. It's scary
trusting someone but thrilling too. My lover is my favorite thing.
It is a sad world that has lost faith in the existence true love.
- 131.162.98.226 - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 13:47:22 (EST)
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- ppp-073.toronto-02.ican.net - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 13:32:35 (EST)
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lynx:
Gwyn:my apologies. I rec'd a lot of email after that post, quite funny
actually. I didn't mean for you to be insulted at the comparison, find you
quite softspoken and unimposing the few times we have spoken. No. I couldn't
seriously compare you to them... you are real while they are striving so
hard to emulate what they see as kewl... I remember the circumstances at the
time, when your shoppe opened... as matter of principal would not buy from
them, but have made several purchases in your store... from Charlie or
Carrie... or some other girl I don't know... my corset came from your
store... not that you care... but know I was just being flippant, don't take
things so seriously... btw, was ecstatic at your lip ring when you got it...
suits you, too.
I*S*U*K: mail me. I can't find your new address or site...
- ppp-073.toronto-02.ican.net - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 13:31:19 (EST)
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lynx:
Mishkin:think about it... most ppl in your class are probably there because
they had a bad emotional experience, want to logically dissect their
emotions rather than feel them... they are cowards, and shun truth and the
light... when it comes to love, one must hold their breath and dive in...
the more that is risked, the more the joy in true love... only someone so
willing can ever win my heart... I have faith and can wait until he comes
along... and you? what of you feelings on this? do you agree/disagree? if
too personal, answer to lynx@howling.com
lore:hello, darling. always smile at the sweet voice behind your posts...
wondered where you had gotten to...
- ppp-073.toronto-02.ican.net - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 13:20:09 (EST)
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Gwyn:
Lynx, didn't mean to offend any sesitive sensitivities. If you knew me, you
would understand that that is my attempt at being offhandedly sarcastic. I
am by no means afraid of the competition, although by the way they're
acting, they are apparently totally frightened of me and my store. Afraid of
what started out as a little friendly competition.We used to hang out, and
then when they found out I was opening a store, that was it we were their
"mortal enemies." After I broke up with my ex boyfriend Jim, they were
immediately on him, asking him to open up with every little detail of my
business. Any way I am rambling, but you can see how I may be a little
offended by any comparison to the gruesome twosome.
- dial057.passport.ca - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 13:14:36 (EST)
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Athienne:
Spiritual Cramp~^~I play a Korg 01/W, and have an old Roland Alpha Juno
kicking around for those nice choppy fat basslines. The 01/W is a pain to
program new sounds in, but when you [put the effort into it, you can get
some incredible digital noise...and the on-board 16 track sequencer makes
songwriting super-easy.
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 12:33:20 (EST)
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Athienne:
Sheesh! Apparently the smoking police were out in full force last night,
checking bars that were "flagrently disregarding the non-smoking by-law".
Sanctuary was one of the clubs they targeted. As a result, the place was
half-empty last night!
Not that i'm complaining. There was lots of dance-floor room.
Lynx~^~no problem...at my age, you don't really 'celebrate' a birthday; you
more or less mourn it.
Spiritual cramp~^~$2200 for a k2000? Wow, I thought they'd come down in
price by now. So far, I haven't seen one anywhere around here....but I'm
keeping my eyes open for ya.
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Sunday, March 16, 1997 at 12:29:54 (EST)
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lore:
hello dark angels(if you don't mind that)...yes, no one can fill whipped's
boots...goodbye all. i will return again soon. goodnight, i think???
- 207.127.25.80 - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 22:58:22 (EST)
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lynx:
Attienne:happy belated, was stuck out of town, otherwise I would've said
hi...
Whipped:nobody will ever be able to fill your boots, even though you feel
you are just struggling to do what you can in this life??? that's what I get
from that dream anyway.
Negilum: what happened to you Fri night?
john:lost your address. resend?
Matt D:still watching? you're spooking me. know who I am yet?
Everyone:good eve and good morrow, friends
- ppp-014.toronto-01.ican.net - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 20:25:36 (EST)
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Mishkin:
Has love become socially unacceptable? Noone in my first year psyc class
beleaved in love, it was just a biological response.
I thought that was depressing.
- 131.162.98.211 - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 19:18:50 (EST)
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Spiritual Cramp:
Athienne ~ I'm hoping to find a used k2000 in good condition for about
$2200. As for the asr-10 I'm not sure.. I haven't done any looking into it
price wise and what would be a fair deal. It seems every time I call
somewhere looking for the k2, they just had one but sold it a few days
before. It gets kind of frustrating.. What kind of synth do you use? (if you
use one at all.. I think I saw you say it)
- bart.ionsys.com - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 13:33:28 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
ok bye bye
- port7.hm.interlynx.net - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 05:13:04 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
good nite everyone sweet dreams and all that. I miss having dreams I dont
dream much well that I remember of in the morning ya know
- port7.hm.interlynx.net - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 05:12:44 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
well actually I do find comfort in it sometimes if in the right mood ya
know. Well it keeps me sane and all. ummm john where are you from? oh and
least i forget hello everyone
- port7.hm.interlynx.net - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 05:11:24 (EST)
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lore:
hello. MORTISHA: you remind me of a close friend. you guys even talk the
same!!! don't weep. oh hell, i'm such a hypocrite. if you're anything like
me you probably find comfort in weeping in the dark. i am happy to do that
in some warped way. but don't stay bummed for too long, kays?
well it's off to bed i go. i must enter the dream world which i love all too
much. farewell dark angels!!!
- usr16-36.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 02:39:28
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Nevenka:
just checking in to see how everyone is doing.
- isdn-19.niagara.com - Saturday, March 15, 1997 at 00:42:02 (EST)
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MORTISHA :
(john) yes i deffinatly got your mail. thanx. uhh hello everyone just
checkin back for messages i am bummed out so gots to loaf on the couch and
sit in the dark and weep bye bye
- port73.hm.interlynx.net - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 22:31:36 (EST)
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john:
Mortisha, i guess that means that you got my mail.
- ts25-01.ott.istar.ca - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 19:32:47 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
HELLO EVERYONE sorry for the caps just wanted everyone to see hehe. I am
gonna be in toronto tomarrow so maybe I will stop by the Sanctuary to see if
any of you are there okie dokie. OK I have to go to work so I will talk to
ya's tomarrow ok? ok bye bye
- port9.hm.interlynx.net - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 19:12:55 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
Oh and john you are not a boy you are a man silly well you act your age
which is a good thing.
- port9.hm.interlynx.net - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 19:10:23 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
(john) its a face »À» see he is sooo cute I thought that i would show ya's
my cute face *LOL* he is a darlin eh?
- port9.hm.interlynx.net - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 19:08:43 (EST)
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john:
Mishkin: thanks and welcome.
Athienne: well, you could always hang out here tonight. :-)
- ts9-03.ott.istar.ca - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 18:43:57 (EST)
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Mishkin:
John: that was a beautiful dream, it took my breath away!
You must be a hopeless romantic!
I'd rather accidently run into a group of angels than a group of vampires
- 131.162.98.184 - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 18:04:04 (EST)
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Nevenka:
I just wanted to get some feedback. Anyone hear of Die Blind? What do you
think?
- isdn-18.niagara.com - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 13:49:52 (EST)
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Athienne:
*smile* Thanks folks....another year older, and better...
well, it looks like the freezing rain is keeping us away from the Sanctuary
tonite...looks like NRG is the only alternative. Ugh.
- port121.hm.interlynx.net - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 10:43:18 (EST)
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john:
MORTISHA, what is that upsidedown question mark thing?
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 08:48:50 (EST)
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Brian:
well hello
- 134.240.35.26 - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 02:00:02 (EST)
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Brian:
- 134.240.35.26 - Friday, March 14, 1997 at 01:59:45 (EST)
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Dread:
Goodness...it seems i sent my message long before it was
completed.....indeed it should say Happy B-Day Athienne....
- www-al2.proxy.aol.com - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 23:03:58 (EST)
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Dread:
Good eve.....Happy b-day
- www-al2.proxy.aol.com - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 22:53:17 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
oh and bye bye nighty night and sweet dreams. »À» smile
- port151.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 22:10:15 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
HAPPY B-DAY ATHIENNE!!! So how is everyone this stormy night? well for sure
this time I am going to the Sanctuary on Saturday so if any of you are there
I will see ya's there okie dokie well then toodles
- port151.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 22:08:58 (EST)
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lore:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ATHIENNE!!! okay, that's enough of the shouting. hope
everyone is having a good time, whatever they may be up to.
john: okay, okay, i should have been more careful with my words. such dreams
though...your's did sound beautiful though, like you were a little closer to
heaven or a better place(whatever you believe in). but poor dear whipped,
his dream seemed a little on the scary side(especially the boots :)!!!).
i've enjoyed checking out the few new messages that are here since i was
last visiting. farewell, be back soon enough.
- usr17-95.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 15:17:42
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john:
alas and alack, i will not be in toronto this weekend.
have a good birthday Athienne, i'd buy you a drink but, well, i can't.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 14:50:40 (EST)
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Athienne:
p.s. I and a few friends are definitely going to the Big-S on Friday.
Assuming the blizzard everyone's warning us about doesn't happen. Hopefully
some of you will be there...
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 11:59:31 (EST)
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Athienne:
Pity me...today is my birthday.....
Julian~^~*smile* I don't offend that easily. Good to see you back here. As
for the Nick Cave phone calls...I suppose the meaning would depend on what
the people were saying. Either: 1) "What is this crap? Stop playing it!" or
2) "What is this great music? Play more!"
Hopefully it was the latter.
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 11:57:50 (EST)
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john:
my gods, the grammar. i should really proofread.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 09:02:10 (EST)
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john:
Hey, Ofeliah:
1. there is no such thing as vampires. but if you do want to talk to people
who think that they are try the newsgroup alt.vampyre
2. this is not a chat site regardless of what the name says. just post a
message and if it is worth it some one will respond.
3. release your caps lock.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 09:01:08 (EST)
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OFELIAH:
IS THERE ANY VAMPIRE..WHO WANTS TO TALK???
- 194.236.147.87 - Thursday, March 13, 1997 at 03:26:20 (EST)
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Negilum:
Godfuck : The beast has been put in motion.
- proxy.arcos.org - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 22:20:12 (EST)
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Negilum (AKA TPL):
- proxy.arcos.org - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 22:15:55 (EST)
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john:
well, i don't know about cursed. i liked the dream.
Gemini: we won't ignore you but you might want to say something we can
respond to. jump into the conversation. talk about dreams, angesl, burned
boots or whatever.
- ts7-14.ott.istar.ca - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 21:11:00 (EST)
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Julian:
Athienne-- I hope i didn't offend you and all that.
I'm just trying to stay on a rock n roll joy ride.
How come there were more calls last night at the station for
the new Nick Cave spotlight then the past 4 hip hop shows combined?!
alright then.
btw-i'm male. (duh)
- xyp33p18.ltec.net - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 18:21:05 (EST)
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lore:
have i cursed you all? last thing i said here was something about lovely
dreams to you all. i just wanted to say hi to everyone. i see that a great
deal of things have been going on since i was here last. amazing what 24
hours can bring.
john: i do recall you mentioning something about my dark angel and apple
orchards. you'll be getting mail from me.
whipped: hello! what a strange dream! it's too bad your boots had to get
burned too. you'll also be getting mail from me. :) i'll talk to you later!
goodbye all. be back soon. this time i mean "sweet dreams".
- usr14-165.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 17:46:44
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gemini:
helo. Although I go to Sanctuary almost every week I am new to this page.
Please don't ignore me.
- rmurray.interlog.com - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 17:30:27 (EST)
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john:
now i feel like a super hero.
"Stand back, I'll save them. All in a day's work for Angel Guy."
tough luck about the boots.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 15:18:25 (EST)
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john:
now i feel like a super hero.
"Stand back, I'll save them. All in a day's work for Angel Guy."
tough luck about the boots.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 14:13:00 (EST)
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Whipped:
Well if Angel Guy gets to tell his dream then so will I.
Cause I had a weird one too.
The entire night I was trying to run away from nuclear holocaust. Third
Workd War started and misiles were flying everywhere. In the end my boots
got burned.
Well anyway...
- ppp-134.toronto-07.ican.net - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 14:08:01 (EST)
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john:
to Mortisha: thanks. i just wanted to make sure that it had gotten there. i
guess e-mail is jsut one of those instant gratification things.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 13:36:01 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
( john ) yes I got your message thanx. ummm i will e-mail you back tontight
k. So how is everyone today? I will check back later to see what everyone is
up to so c-ya's around bye bye
- port91.hm.interlynx.net - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 11:29:19 (EST)
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Dread:
Greetings....
John~ a peaceful.....yet fairly chilling dream....interesting.....the
embrace of angels....
There is not i shall say at this moment(there's a surprise)...indeed just
resting my weary soul.....and merely checking on things....but as always i
shall return(goodness...i do believe i have used this line far to many
times)...regardless...farewell for now all dark souls...and angelic
ones.....
- www-ab2.proxy.aol.com - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 10:03:51 (EST)
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john (t.a.g.):
i had this strange dream last night and i thought i would chare it with you
folks.
i was walking through the Orchard at the house i grew up at. i was walking
along the fence at the edge of the property. the fence is at the top of a
fairly large hill which ends at a small creek. the time of year was earily
fall. every thing was fairly over grown. i looked through the tangle of
branched at one of the apple trees and noticed a goose. i though, "That's
strange." then i saw that they were all over the place. i decided that it
would be cool to try to spook them so that they all flew up into the air all
at once. but they just ignored me. then they all transformed into
androgenous people with long curly red hair. at that point i knew they were
angels but they didn't have any winge. one of them senced my confusion and
she (i think it was a she) turned and dropped her shirt down from her
sholders. "Touch My Back," she said. and i did. it was like passing your
hand infront of a stream of air or a jet of water. as each finger passed
through the stream i could see and feel a flash of a wing like a retnal
after image untill something clicked in my head and i saw them in all of
their glory. then i awoke.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 09:16:22 (EST)
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whishes:
excuse me...I also exist....
- 194.236.147.20 - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 05:09:41 (EST)
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whishes:
anyone who wants me
- 194.236.147.20 - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 05:07:00 (EST)
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b::
liar's love the tortured touch....heart of pain and tears of blood...looking
deep in the raven's eyes...searching for a love in disgise.
- pm1-14.passport.ca - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 03:03:32 (EST)
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b::
i'm back!!!!
- pm1-14.passport.ca - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 03:00:20 (EST)
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russel oliver:
what do you mean by that????
- 207.176.130.224 - Wednesday, March 12, 1997 at 02:20:09 (EST)
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Negilum (AKA TPL):
- proxy.arcos.org - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 21:42:36 (EST)
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Negilum (AKA TPL):
Seems I may know a few people here from the club, feel free to make yourself
known to me. Anyone who know me by my AKA feel free to drop me a line
negilum@arcos.org, if your reading this, it's free.
- proxy.arcos.org - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 21:41:24 (EST)
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Whipped:
Tell me where and when to meet, and I'll be there.
Bye Evil Ones.... and Angel Ones.
- ppp-244.toronto-04.ican.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 21:28:31 (EST)
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john:
well, if i make it to the city i would love to meet.
and BTW mortisha, did you get some mail from me? i use the name "lower case
j".
- ts22-15.ott.istar.ca - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 20:18:44 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
ooops that message got messed up sorry for any inconvenience
- port124.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 19:40:37 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
So how about meeting up at the Sanctuary I had a little trouble getting
there last weekend so maybe this weekend. Get back to me and we can figure
out how and what day exactly k. So I hope to hear from all of you that are
close oh and I almost forgot how was last weekend good i hope. well again
good night and hope to meet ya's
Well as the evening progresses I will stop by periodically to say hello and
good night.
- port124.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 19:39:05 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
Hello all my day was ok and I thought that I would just stop in and say hi (
so hello there )
- port124.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 19:34:04 (EST)
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lynx:
Gwyn/Lynn... alright, you don't want the competition mentioned, but a club
that is no longer open isn't competition, is it? I thought this was a page
was for goths in general, not a Staren&Kan elitist type of dictatorship. If
you feel that way, you should banish ALL talk not directly related to
Sanctuary and H.O.I.R. How's married life anyway?
barcode: engines of aggression and chemlab, yes, but only on compilations...
and doesn't everyone know PWEI? They were fairly mainstream when they came
out.
Whipped:just a phrase I use, picked up from a friend. It beats saying "cheer
up". Do tell when you are going, I'll enjoy a game of pool, or perhaps we've
played before...
you have your own cue, do you?
- ppp-183.toronto-07.ican.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 18:45:34 (EST)
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lore:
thanx to athienne(for response about siren) also! sorry if i forgot to thank
anyone! bye.
- usr15-225.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 15:33:08
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lore:
greetings all! just wanted to see what was going on.
to everyone i sent mail to: okay, this is how it goes, thanx for the
responses. you can be expecting some sort of response from me also.
there's been a lot of talk about a meeting, so whenever i come to toronto
i'll be sure to get in touch with those who want to meet! until the time
comes i'll be talking to those who want to respond and getting to know
everyone better! thanx for the response WHIPPED! talk to everyone soon! may
there be lovely dreams for all (not to sound corny!) farewell!
- usr15-225.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 15:26:13
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john t.a.g.:
Whipped: you can find the International Goth Club Listing at
http://www.vamp.org/Gothic/clublist.html
there was one listing for vancouver that i saw.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 14:41:28 (EST)
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Whipped:
Does anyone here know of a good goth club to visit in Vancouver?
I'm headin' there In May, and want to get the best out of a week-long stay.
- ppp-137.toronto-03.ican.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 14:02:51 (EST)
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NefariousVamp:
hello
hello
hello
- 204.138.173.55 - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 12:44:33 (EST)
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Jupitier:
uhhh....ok. Check ya later...
- rc9245.rogers.com - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 11:50:09 (EST)
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Jupitier:
Anyone seen Boobiejuice?
- rc9245.rogers.com - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 11:48:54 (EST)
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Jupitier:
hello all....
- rc9245.rogers.com - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 11:46:39 (EST)
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john (t.a.g):
well, i haven't heard from the potential ride yet so the CD convention is
looking pretty good. oh boy. more money i shouldn't spend.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 11:25:06 (EST)
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Athienne:
....just realized this is Sanctuary chat....in my defense, I didn't really
enjoy myself at VU...*sheepish grin* OK, I'm crawling back into my little
cubby-hole now.
- port42.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 10:49:42 (EST)
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Athienne:
My, I'm being annoying today...just had to mention that Mondays at Velvet
Underground is a new Gothic night....no industrial played, but lots of
obscure Goth sounds spinning...well-dressed crowd as well.
- port42.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 10:48:54 (EST)
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Athienne:
Oh, and John~~^~~do the CD convention...the tapes will still be here.
Actually, I'd like to digitize some of it and put it up on my
web-page...just need a better sound card.
- port42.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 10:46:50 (EST)
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Athienne:
Needle~^~It's called "Recycled Instruments". Seems to be "the" place for
cool vintage gear. While I was there, the guitarist from Junkhouse dropped
in. I'll keep my eyes open for the stuff you mentioned. Any price range
you're limited to?
Barcode~^~not familiar with the first two, but who doesn't know PWEI?
Actually, I'm looking for their version of "Games Without Frontiers", the
old Peter Gabriel tune. Can anyone tell me what CD it's on? All I know is
it's part of a compilation CD, and was never put on any of the PWEI CD's...
- port42.hm.interlynx.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 10:44:57 (EST)
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Incubus:
Anybody out there
- 199.234.64.13 - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 10:32:57 (EST)
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that angel guy:
i think i like the new nom de plume.
Gwyn, yes i am orriginally from NS. Wolfville in the Annapolis Vally to be
spesific. i go back fairly regularly and i'll be going back for easter
weekend.
Barcode. nope. no one hs ever heard of those bands and i personally find it
hard to believe that they even exsist. as for industrial being the greatest,
i am going to have to dissagree with you there. it is good stuff but the
label is almost as over used as Alternative and some of it can get very
tedious.
- ts20-16.ott.istar.ca - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 06:42:54 (EST)
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barcode:
- proxy-13.iap.alma.webtv.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 03:35:49 (EST)
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barcode:
- proxy-13.iap.alma.webtv.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 03:35:15 (EST)
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barcode:
has anyone heard of voice of destruction,engines of
aggression,PWEI,chemlab
- proxy-13.iap.alma.webtv.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 03:34:28 (EST)
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- proxy-13.iap.alma.webtv.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 03:31:21 (EST)
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- proxy-13.iap.alma.webtv.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 03:30:48 (EST)
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barcode:
industrial IS the greatest,no other music comes close.
- proxy-13.iap.alma.webtv.net - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 03:27:24 (EST)
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Gwyn:
Enough of all the Death and Siren talk...let.s talk about Sanctuary and
H.O.I.R (grin) Yes, by the way I do know it spells whore Kind of)
John, are you from the maritimes? If so, where? Doyou still reside there?
Visit?
- dial029.passport.ca - Tuesday, March 11, 1997 at 01:26:32 (EST)
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Dread:
Good eve.....i shall not stay long....i merely drop by to say hello to
all.....but as always i shall return.....farewelll....
- www-as2.proxy.aol.com - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 22:07:35 (EST)
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Dread:
Good eve.....i shall not stay long....i merely drop by to say hello to
all.....but as always i shall return.....farewelll....
- www-as2.proxy.aol.com - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 22:05:55 (EST)
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serenity:
just stopping by for a while
- ppp1380.on.sympatico.ca - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 21:37:11 (EST)
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john AKA that Angel Guy:
Sure thing Whipped. or should i say Duckie-boos. any one else remember Count
Duckula?
- ts41-12.ott.istar.ca - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 21:36:13 (EST)
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serenity:
...
- ppp1380.on.sympatico.ca - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 21:31:35 (EST)
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Dread:
Walk with me...the shadows call thy name....broken.....wandering....you
shudder....the brightness of the moon...the paleness of the skin....a
poisoned soul.....a tattered heart.....shattered screams.....rotted
hopes....misguided dreams.....paradise lost.....
- www-ag2.proxy.aol.com - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 21:25:29 (EST)
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Whipped:
Just a quick stop.
John: I prefer DUCK. About the puddles and the lightning - a great concept.
To everyone who sent me letters: My replies are in your mail!
Bye Evil Ones... and that Angel guy.
- ppp-059.toronto-13.ican.net - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 21:09:18 (EST)
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john:
Well, Athienne, there is yet another reason to head down tis weekend.
however there is a record and cd convention here this weekend. i think i
might be torn asunder.
I can see why you might dislike june Lore. here, august is the killer. it is
the damn humidity. i miss the ocean. at least there are thunderstormes. does
anyone else like splashing in puddles while the lightning flashes over head?
or is that too perkey. :)
Lamb is better than Duck, Whipped. and i am not at all evil. I want wings
because i am an angel.
Sirens has so much neat stuff. it is where i finally found a top hat that
fits my oversized head. of course it did cost $100 but what price is a
dream.
(Gwyn, i don't know if you keep up but i don't remember House of Ill Repute
having any hats at all otherwise i prolly would have gone there)
- ts6-10.ott.istar.ca - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 20:44:33 (EST)
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Athienne:
Lord above! It is so exHAUSTING to re-do a song from scratch...saps out
every ounce of creativity one has....
but, if all goes well, a professional demo will be ready for handing out
this weekend....
Re Siren: overly-priced, but very nice vamp-gear. Most of it you can find
elsewhere at a fraction of the price.
- port195.hm.interlynx.net - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 19:59:00 (EST)
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Needle:
Athienne: If you would be so kind as to let me know the name of the
instrument store you mentioned, I'd really appreciate it. I'm currently
looking for a k2000 and/or an ASR-10 and havne't come up with any luck
finding a USED one, or a new one at an acceptable price.
- bart.ionsys.com - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 19:56:19 (EST)
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Whipped (erutluV):
Hello everyone!
Yes it has benn a very crappy weekend. I was shooting a promo for my art
company and these things take lots of energy. Sunday I've gone down to
SANCTUARY but could only stick around for two pool games.
Currently I have 9 messages on my server and they first few seem to have
attachments that are 2mgs each, so anyone who sent me mail please wait for
my reply, it 'll come eventualy.
Lynx: huh?! (lamb!!)
Siren is a very interesting store, however the prices are way high for me.
The clothes are great and probably worth the money but I got to save up
first.
Lore: When you come around in the summer we should hold that "Goth Talk"
meeting for everyone here.
Kuru is a great band, but a drum machine?!
Bye, Evil Ones.
- ppp-233.toronto-04.ican.net - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 19:06:17 (EST)
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lore:
greetings all! wow, i need to keep track of who's male and female in here.
so far i've got it down pretty good.
lynx: you're welcome for the mail!!! i'm not coming to toronto until this
summer, probably june or so.
you know, june sucks! i really hate the summer! you should see some of the
looks i get when i visit my father in virginia beach *grin*! i just hate to
wear shorts and all of that summer crap. i prefer black velvet dresses and
air conditioning! but i'm sure most of you know how it is! i just want to
get to toronto and be able to walk down queen st. i want to see the
sanctuary and siren(by the way, do any of you guys think that it is a good
store?). i guess i don't have too much news! i just like to read what you
guys write, it's much more interesting than what i have to say. bye
everyone! i'll be sure to keep in touch. *hugs to all*
- usr18-142.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 17:35:01
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MORTISHA:
okie dokie i am back. have been gone for a while. well as usual stuff came
up that sat night. hopefully we can meet sometime that would be really
great.
- port53.hm.interlynx.net - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 12:31:19 (EST)
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john:
Athienne: i know, i know. but every one here is so atypical. i guess i
really shouldn't be suprised by that.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 10:47:07 (EST)
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Athienne:
John~^~assuming everyone is a male unless otherwise specified is usually
correct (considering over 60% of internet users are of the XY persuasion)
- port144.hm.interlynx.net - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 10:03:21 (EST)
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Athienne:
B:---Nothing like gear to get the creative juices flowing....
I found a recycled-instrument place near my apartment. The owner is always
interested in old gear, and he pays pretty good dollar for it.
Hope the show went well last week (couldn't get down to see it....hopefully
you're playing again soon).
- port144.hm.interlynx.net - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 10:01:52 (EST)
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john:
you know, i think i am going to start assuming that every one here is the
opposit sex of my first impression.
and thanks for posting your ages. i don't feel quite so bad. perhaps it is
just because i am only now able to go to a club (having grown up in rural
NS) but because i work and i get up at 6:30 there isn't much i can do during
the week. sometimes i just feel like i missed out on alot of stuff. of
course running naked through an apple orchard under a full moon has it's
appeal too.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 09:09:03 (EST)
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B::
Whipped~^~the new kuru doesn't suck... it's just not the same without a live
drummer.
I think they sound great.
Lynx~^~sorry, you probably missed me at Sanctuary saturday. I had a gig that
night.
We, DIE BLIND, were in the Canadian Music Week festival. Great show!! Really
drunk. Went
to sanctuary after the show to party. It was my day off and felt
weird not having to work on the weekend. Anyways, see you soon.
Athienne~^~Got some new equipment eh!!? Inspiration overwhelms me when I get
new equipment. Enjoy!
- pm1-29.passport.ca - Monday, March 10, 1997 at 05:37:09 (EST)
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Athienne:
Lynx~^~Hee hee...I've been 29 for several years now.....
- port75.hm.interlynx.net - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 23:06:26 (EST)
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lynx@howling.com:
That was much longer than I intended. My apologies.
- ppp-166.toronto-03.ican.net - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 21:02:49 (EST)
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lynx@howling.com:
john:_you_ feel old? I was going to Parriah, Twilight Zone, Voodoo, Larry's
Hideaway, Dance Cave, Nuts and Bolts, Lizard, Empire when I was at the
height of my clubbing days. Sucks to be old. Nothing changes, just that new
blood comes in and most of the old generally retire to more socially
acceptable/productive pursuits. Sorry, I'm turning 29 again in a couple
months and it's getting to me. I find it's the same at any non-mainstream
type of club. Anyone going to a place for the first time is a little self
concious and you can pick them out right away... whereas ppl you see a few
times, but never spoke to... well, quite often these ppl will aknowledge one
another, a kindred soul in a cold world? It happens in the clubs, walking
along Queen St, or even friendlier in suburbs or smaller towns. When you
feel the gaze of another, don't assume it's hostile. Many come to gawk at
the freaks, maybe they were just wondering what your intention was. A smile
is usually returned. We are a friendly sort, really. If you are coming next
weekend, let me know. PS. I'm a girl too, so don't assume otherwise.
Athienne:we never spoke. But I never seem to talk to anyone I'm not
introduced to, or play pool against. Death was Sanctuary's original
location... did you know? do you care? Ask Paul who I am when you are here,
say hi.
Sanction (L):hello. Would've said hi on Saturday, but you were at the bar
and I only wanted to go as far as the door, just to say hi to Paul... I had
to be somewhere and didn't have time. Maybe another day?
Whipped: bucking up yet, little lamb?
lore:thanks for mail. I take it you aren't coming to Toronto for a few
months?
Shut your eyes
Feel the thirst
Red rich elixir
The blood of the cursed
- ppp-166.toronto-03.ican.net - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 21:00:29 (EST)
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john:
what the? that really got mangled. i'll shut up now.
- ts12-07.ott.istar.ca - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 19:22:11 (EST)
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john:
oh, i suppose i shu have speifdtti was talking about dred's rabnbu oepfclos
eenglfhbling that is here. it is alot better than seeing "HI IS ANYONE
HERE?!!!" and more interesting to read.
- ts12-07.ott.istar.ca - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 19:21:16 (EST)
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john:
your rmbling is always welcome.
anyway. you folx really make me feel old. and right now i am tired. what a
crummy weekend. i think i will see if i can get to toronto next weekend.
- ts12-07.ott.istar.ca - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 19:17:30 (EST)
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Dread:
Goodness....i have missed quite alot....i now see that's what occurs when
one is confined to ones room....writing and reading....but i have returned
for now....let the shadows long for my soul....i see that wew have garnered
new and un-familiar "blood"...:)....do forgive me i am but a person of few
words.....but precise words they are...i shall not take up space with
rambling's.....do not be offended if you are one that ramble's...for indeed
rambling at times is quite good......regradless...i shall take my leave
now...but as always a shall return..whether it be this eve or others to
come...farewell....
- www-at2.proxy.aol.com - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 14:08:45 (EST)
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Athienne:
Lynx~^~Really? You have me at a disadvantage. Have we met?
I never got to see Death...we went the week after it closed down; ended up
in Sanctuary instead.
(p.s. Serena's in the band as well...we spent Saturday nite making music,
and in my drunken state I promptly erased the sequence disk when trying to
save the song...it's back to square-one today)
Sometimes technology can be a pain.
- port141.hm.interlynx.net - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 11:10:59 (EST)
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Serena:
Hello Folks, so how was the weekend? doom and gloom or fun and sun? didn't
show up this weekend-money's low and lots of snow. i'm such a poet when i'm
nursing a throbbing forehead. take care everyone!
- port141.hm.interlynx.net - Sunday, March 09, 1997 at 11:03:04 (EST)
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lore:
john: it was you! well, that's pretty cool. i'll probably send you mail some
time for the hell of it. your bodyart sounds cool! i have 9 piercings(all in
my ears, i'm a whimp!) i plan on getting my ears finished all the way up. i
also want my eyebrow pierced, that's it. i said before that i'd like some
celtic stuff or something like that on my upper arm. i don't know if you
like type o negative, but if you do, you'll know what i'm talking about: on
october rust, the cover w/the thorns, i'd like an arm band of thorns just
like that!
whipped: it is lovely to hear from you! everyone knows that i'm a minor
still (since most of them know i'm still in high school). i'm still 16.
sorry! most people can't guess my age though, especially since all of my
close friends are 18 and older, i guess it just turned out that way. well, i
love to do lots of things. i'm always open to new things, as long as
everyone can accept me for who i am. i'll email you and tell you more about
myself, if that's okay?!?
lynx: you'll be hearing from me soon!
goodbye everyone! i'm going to begin mailing everyone soon. i'm gonna check
out chat now! XOXOXO
- usr15-208.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 21:54:31
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john:
lore: it was probably from me if it was something about checking your
address.
i also sent mail to Attienne, Whipped, Sanction, and Mortishia. so if you
all got mail from lower case j, it was me.
ok. bodyart: i have 1 tribal piece on my right sholder and 7 piercings. but
that is all i am saying in a public forum. so there.
- ts26-07.ott.istar.ca - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 21:21:52 (EST)
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lynx:
lore:please do. welcome. umm... I thought it was obvious you are a girl.
Whipped: Wie geit es dir, mein leibechen? I mailed you, btw, since your
address was posted.
Athienne:I've seen you around. For what, about 2 years now? Did you
Masquerade at Death? I was the main bartender there... for that matter, does
anyone remember Death?
B:I replied you, yes you know me. Probably drop by tonight, so I'll see you
before you read this... so why am I bothering to say so?
I*S*U*K local unit:your mail _is_ working again now, isn't it?
- ppp-184.toronto-11.ican.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 21:13:19 (EST)
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Corti:
has anyone out there ever met Daniel Johns or any other members of Silver
Chair? I LOVE them soo much. Please e-mail me at carebear@total.net (please
don't use my name) if you have any thing to say about Silver Chair.
- annex1-toronto-ppp-104.accent.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 20:12:20
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Athienne:
Sanction, John, Mortisha~^~~Looks like we're staying in this eve and making
music...(bought two compressors this weekend; new gear makes for new music,
you know).
Hope to see y'all at the Big-S next weekend....
hugs, kisses and lotsa blood,
Mois.
- port10.hm.interlynx.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 18:57:14 (EST)
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Athienne:
Julian~^~So sorry...I was referring to someone else. No offence intended.
I*S*U*K*~^~~Thank you....needs updating though.
- port10.hm.interlynx.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 18:55:57 (EST)
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Whipped:
Bonjour mon amis!
There's awfull lot of biliangual people here. I admire those for I myself do
not speak French or Spanish. (Maybe Russian or German?)
Anyway, I find it hard to keep up with you guys.
Lore just keeps posting. Lore: Do you do anything alse?! (other then
Internet).
By the way, GREAT idea about the summer meeting, I'll gladly join ya if you
don't mind a minor around. For those not aware I am a guy of 17 years.
When it comes to Sanctuary, I'm there every Thursday. Yes I listen to Retro,
but it's because I do not want to spend five bucks on stuff I can listen to
at home. Besides I have fun dancing to this type of music, everyone acts
crazy (It's great).
I went to the Catacombs once, and disliked it. The atmosphere was very cold
and unfriendly, and although a minor myself, I was irritated by the other
minors who just looked like they were trying to outfreak each other. Not a
fan of Manson shirts either.
By the Way I live in Downtown Toronto. My E-Mail address is elvo@ican.net,
if anyone cares.
Has anyone heard "The Shroud". (They're great)
Also the new KURU sound sucks!
Well I'll be around in tomorrow, so until then, farewell my dear fiends.
erutluV
- ppp-020.toronto-13.ican.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 17:50:46 (EST)
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lore:
lynx: no i'm not lorz. sorry! so, i remind you of someone?!?! just to let
you know, i am female! we've all had a small problem with figuring out who's
a guy or girl lately. since you left your email, i'll probably write to you
sometime. if you don't mind! i love to write to people!
hello everyone! just wanted to see what was going on. JOHN: hi! i'm still
confused about an email message i received, i was wondering if it was you?
if your address starts w/vague, then it must be you!
i must be leaving now. BONJOUR, ADIOS. (soy muy loco). je mapelle(?) lauren.
llamo lauren. soy alta y flaca. mis oyos son verde. shit! i major in spanish
and i don't even know how to speak it after 4 years,(oh well!) bye again!
- usr15-219.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 16:27:54
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b::
hey everybod! i just want to thank all of the people who ever
came to see die blind. the support is great and we hope to have
our cd out soon!!!! i hope!! send feedback to :
bryan a.k.a. B: c/o biohzrd@passport.ca
SLAYER!!!!
- pm1-11.passport.ca - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 16:26:12 (EST)
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Lenea:
Armand: Tu nous appelles de la saloperie, mais tu viens nous voir toi meme
se samedi, sa te donne pas bien d'allure! Si tu parle donc comme ca, rends
nous la faveur, et cris ton camp!
- www-ala.proxy.aol.com - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 11:52:35 (EST)
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lynx aka I*S*U*K remote unit:
Athienne:nice page
- ppp-046.toronto-01.ican.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 11:10:15 (EST)
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lynx aka I*S*U*K remote unit:
b of die blind:hello. phone me, lets do coffee. it's been so long since we
had a game.
LECORIX: yes. definitely. B+D and anything leather, too...
Paul:hello, miss you. will come visit soon, blackjack is done and have many
things to do downtown.
John:bodyart is amazing, 4 tatts and numerous peircings prove my esthetical
taste here... what about you?
lore: I am assuming you aren't "LORZ"... you remind me of someone.
I*S*U*K local unit: how's you and the spouse? send me the new address again,
so I can write.
Everyone:anyone in the area of Toronto, Brampton, or Barrie/Orillia and want
to go for a game of pool, write me at lynx@howling.com... or even if you
just want to say hi... I'll answer, just say where you got the address.
thanks to everyone for the wonderful posts again...
- ppp-046.toronto-01.ican.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 11:04:04 (EST)
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lore:
i'm done working. just got back from a nice night/morning of coffee and
smokes. my friend rob took me out, he got the most wonderful tattoo today,
well, yesterday. he's always wanted this tattoo. it was designed by one of
our special friends, dawn. the tattoo says VAMPIRE w/ a big cross, it even
has dawn's signature on it. i am so proud of rob. this tattoo is huge, it
covers most of his upper back. i just can't believe he got it all at once.
if i meet you guys rob will too. you'll see it then! sorry i'm babbling. i'm
just so happy for him. i hope you guys get a chance to see it, it is
beautiful. JOHN: yes, body art is beautiful!!! now i am inspired to get a
tattoo(something like a celtic knotwork band around my upper arm). oh, JOHN,
did you email me? or was is some other john? i'd better be going now. i've
taken enough of your time. UM, is julian a guy? cause so is athienne! even
if you're not gay/bi ATHIENNE, it looks like you've got yourself a nice
little admirer(he he he)! bye.
- usr14-139.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 01:23:34
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Julian:
Athienne, that wasn't very nice. Give me a chance. On second thought
give me a big wet kissy.
*smooch*
- crc-selq19.unl.edu - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 01:00:16 (EST)
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Athienne:
...who let the extremo-wannabe's in?
- port67.hm.interlynx.net - Saturday, March 08, 1997 at 00:01:31 (EST)
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Julian:
Alright Lovers!!!
I'm outta here!
choo choo!
*kisses & hugs*
- crc-selq17.unl.edu - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 22:20:19 (EST)
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armand:
J'y vais aller au Sancuary le samedi prochain alors je vais voir tout les
espaces de saloperie que vous etes, donc vous voudrais me connaitre je vais
etre l'homme tout en noir, avec les cheveux longs et noirs. bon a samedi!
- crc-selq16.unl.edu - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 22:15:18 (EST)
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Julian:
ah, the sanctuary, it seems like only yesterday that i was first
embraced there. i'll miss thee.
- crc-selq17.unl.edu - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 22:04:58 (EST)
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The Dark One:
Well, Im just hangin out on this Gargoyle statue about 45 flights up and I
see this telephone
line so i decide to take out my lap top and check out MY favorite goth bar's
website.
How is everything in Toronto, how I miss my fair love lost there, (i hope
that tear does not land on
a passer-by and charm them with my luck most rotten) well tis the witching
hour and I have a reputation
to uphold tah, TDO
- crc-selq14.unl.edu - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 21:52:29 (EST)
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john:
well, i am sitting here stuck late at work. (blah!) listening to the
Sisters. I hate working late. it sucks rocks but i have to make sure that
some tings get done so here i am.
blah.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 19:56:47 (EST)
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Knight:
Is anyone still here?
- 46.ft-lauderdale-003.fl.dial-access.att.net - Friday, March 07, 1997 at
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john:
ok, haw about a topic:
how do you folks feel about bodyart? do you have any? do you want any?
personally i think it is pretty wonderful stuff. i dream of getting a pair
of wings that go from my sholders to mid thigh. some day. sigh.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 16:48:42 (EST)
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john:
Athienne: cool. well not really effeminate it's just that e on the end.
Sanction: i'll let you know when i get home to check my mail. and don't
think you are an idiot with computers. all it means is that computers are
designed by people who already know how they work. if you don't know then it
is like learning a new language.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 16:45:47 (EST)
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lore:
hello! i just wanted to read everyone's messages. i hope all of you guys
have a good time when you meet. i wonder how whipped is doing? well, i have
to make this short, i need to get ready for work. maybe i'll be back later
tonight when i get home. farewell!
- usr18-134.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 14:42:21
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Sanction:
Athienne-hope to see you out on Saturday
John- Sorry about the mix up. I e-mailed you, ihope you got it. I'm an idiot
when it comes to computers so please excuse my ignorance. My e-mail is
meadowsl@rosebud.eci.yorku.ca
Remember-talk to Paul(manager) to find me. See below.
- 199.212.66.83 - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 11:34:46 (EST)
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Athienne:
John~^~I received your e-mail. As for assuming I was female, it's
understandable. The moniker I use is somewhat...effeminate.
SANCTION and MORTISHA~^~I'm quite broke at the moment, but will try to get
out to Sanctuary for Saturday. I usually wear a leather biker jacket with
white designs plastered all over the back. It's difficult to miss. Walk up
and introduce yourself....my friends and I don't bite. *grin*
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 10:47:48 (EST)
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Sanction:
John- My E-mail wasn't working because you were putting a "u" after york. I
rewrote it below. Please try again.
- 199.212.66.133 - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 09:55:05 (EST)
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Sanction:
hey B. How are you????
- 199.212.66.133 - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 09:42:33 (EST)
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Sanction:
Mortisha- Please look for me(ask for me- read below) on Saturday.
- 199.212.66.133 - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 09:41:58 (EST)
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b::
i'm still alive.... i think!!
die blind
- pm1-08.passport.ca - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 09:37:13 (EST)
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Sanction:
Athienne- I am supposed to go on Saturday.If you would like to meet mee(or
anyone else wants to meet me)ask Paul (manager- big guy at door-shaved head)
to point me out. We have aalready talked about this, it's okay with him.
John- Sorry about the E-mail, it's new. Meadowsl@rosebud.eci.york.ca
- 199.212.66.133 - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 09:09:47 (EST)
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john:
sanction: i tried e-mailing you but it bounced. it is not recognising your
computer. could you repost? or
send me mail at vague{at symbol goes here}istar.ca. unless, of course, you
have no desire to get e-mail from me.
- ts12-15.ott.istar.ca - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 07:06:06 (EST)
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GWYN:
Hey, just a note to remind everyone that the web page will be moving in the
little while. There will be a link, so no need to worry. Our saturday night
D.J. has agreed to take over the site, so this means that the page will
actually be updated when it needs to be! Incredible isn't it? Also, Todd
will be hosting the brand spankin' new HOUSE OF ILL REPUTE web site and on
line catalouge. Yes, you too can buy incredible Gwyn Strang originals on
line for the first time!!! WOW!
Also, as a side note, we have been getting alot of complaints about the
minors in the catacombs, so starting April first, the Catacombs will be
MINOR FREE. No wait, that sounds wrong. I mean NO MINORS, 'kay?
Ask and ye shall receive.
- dial032.passport.ca - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 01:20:46 (EST)
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mortisha:
i will be going to the sanctuary on saturday so meet ya's there i will be
wearing a black velvet dress and dark hair i am 5 ft 4 inches tall i look
younger than i really am i am 21 and yes i am a female hehehe lol so e-mail
me again here is my e-mail address dakota@interlynx.net ....... ok kewly i
will check back later ok
- port14.hm.interlynx.net - Friday, March 07, 1997 at 00:53:41 (EST)
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john:
serena: actually i wasn't really implying anything. i just miss university
when i didn't have to get up before noon. it was nice. standing in a
snowstorm at 7:15 for your first day back after the flu is a big steaming
pile of not fun.
- ts8-08.ott.istar.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 22:04:20 (EST)
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john:
athienne: i am feeling like a really like a poor judge of people. i though
you were a girl. i am 0 for 3.
everyone: Well, the most appropriate place to meet would probably be
sancturary but i don't know if there is a time of day that is good for
conversation.
- ts8-08.ott.istar.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 22:00:59 (EST)
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diabolique:
the newmarket internet cafe..whatever..
- ppp1051.on.sympatico.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 19:44:02 (EST)
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diabolique:
catacomb's is not the best place to be on a friday night, as all the little
kiddies can stay out. all the little kiddies piss me off, and i don't like
being there anymore.
- ppp1051.on.sympatico.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 19:39:01 (EST)
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boy:
god I love the kiddy winkees at the club and that Weeve he give,s the best
slap & tickle I do so love all the BOYS at the club
- moe09.slip.yorku.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 19:11:49 (EST)
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DARRIN:
Well there is a lot of talk about Sanctuary but what do you think of what is
happening in the Catacomb's ???
- moe09.slip.yorku.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 19:06:29 (EST)
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Spiritual Cramp:
I read the messages here almost on a daily basis, yet I've never posted a
word. I feel like it's finally time make my prescence known. I'm not sure
who it was (john's friend maybe?) said they got negative vibes from people
at sanctuary, and I have to say I felt the same thing the few times I was
there. I'm not mr. super goth boy, I'm more of a industrialite ( is there
such a thing? ), but while I was there and since then even when I'm just
walking down the street I can't help but feel that people are looking at me
thinking that I'm one of the newbie goth bandwagon jumpers. I'm actually
extremely paranoid of what people think (never used to be - is it my
imagination, or real?) and because of this I now spend most of my time
avoiding other people. I'm sure what I hope to accomplish with this letter,
but it's just something that I felt I had to get off my chest.
- bart.ionsys.com - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 19:03:22 (EST)
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Athienne:
Serena~^~You have a point....many overly-drunk people seem to hang out
there. Of course, on the odd night, I'm one of those supra-drunk people.....
- port149.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 18:35:56 (EST)
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Athienne:
Mortisha~~^~~I'll fire off an e-mail ASAP....
Sanction~^~I and several friends are usually found there on Friday,
Saturday, or both, depending on the kind of week we've all had.
Undoubtedly, we've already seen one another in there....what do you look
like?
P.S. If you want to see what I look like in the digital-flesh, so to speak,
check out my Vampire web-page:
http://www.hookup.net/~mcmike
(my real name is Michael...yes, I'm male. Athienne is one of my Vampire the
Masquerade character names....he's a Toreador.)
- port149.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 18:31:38 (EST)
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darrin:
Tod you still have to change the Friday listing for Pat & Dave s night .
- moe09.slip.yorku.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 18:30:17 (EST)
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lore:
sanction: i'm sorry, i thought you were a guy too. i guess i'm like john, i
assume that people are males, unless their names otherwise identify them as
female(but still, you never know :)!!!).
i guess if we're all willing to, we could meet sometime this summer?!?! i
guess we all would have to discuss it more later on, but it seems like a
cool idea to me. normally i wouldn't suggest anything like this, but we all
could meet in some public place first and see how it goes! oh, i also see
why some of you may have thought i was a guy, if any of you had ever read my
complaints about a certain twisted girl(jennifer). well it goes something
like this: we WERE friends, but she always thought that i was dumb. she
preferred listening to modern rock and dressing grunge-like. then she
started to copy me, went out with my best friend rob, said she was a
vampire, dyed her hair black, now she was the QUEEN. it makes me sick. she
tried to make me look bad, but she was only being a hypocrite. in the past
few months she has managed to discredit me in every way possible, destroy
ALL of my friendships(except for mine and rob's-she screwed him over too).
she has harassed me every single day for around a year now. this sis like
some warped soap opera. she just broke up with my other best friends
x-boyfriend and she is now going out with the guy i went out with for a year
and a half, she was out to get him the whole time i was with him. all i can
say is SINGLE WHITE FEMALE!!! even after i was FORCED to kick her ass(i've
never been in a physical fight before!) she continues to harass me. i cannot
do anything about it, i refuse to get the cops involved, because we all live
too close to one another and share the same friends. enough of my life. i'm
sure i'll clear it up for you if we all meet. i've gotta go now, bye!
- usr17-99.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 18:03:54
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april:
Hello everyone! I'm from Cleveland,and I just wanted to find out how the
clubs in Toronto are doing.Haven't been there for a while, and I can't wait
to return!
- www-ai2.proxy.aol.com - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 18:00:33 (EST)
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john:
Sanction: um, actually i though you were a guy too.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 17:10:44 (EST)
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john:
Yey, Incubus, this is not really a chat site. think of it as a message
board. leave a message and some one will respond eventually.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 17:09:07 (EST)
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Incubus:
I'll try back later
- 199.234.64.13 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 14:51:42 (EST)
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Incubus:
Is anyone there
- 199.234.64.13 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 14:51:20 (EST)
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Incubus:
hellllllllllllllo
- 199.234.64.13 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 14:44:38 (EST)
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Incubus:
Is anyone there
- 199.234.64.13 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 14:43:32 (EST)
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Sanction:
If anyone would like to E-mail me-meadowsl@rosebud.eci.york.ca
I'm proud to say I had no choice in the naming of my address.
- 199.212.66.149 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 14:37:10 (EST)
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Dread:
John.....i do believe that the idea of a get together this summer....indeed
sounds like a marvelous idea....good day for now....
- www-ah2.proxy.aol.com - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 12:46:15 (EST)
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Dread:
Goodness...the sun(blah)..rises....and we rise as well....i never thought
i'd be up this early....indeed weirder things have
occured...regardless...greetings all.....not much to say at this moment in
time.....just checking in...i shall return later....farewell for now.....
- www-at2.proxy.aol.com - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 12:42:53 (EST)
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Lenea:
hey...I know that Die Blind has a gig comig up either this weekend, or the
next. If someone with some info on where and when they are playing could
respond to my question, it would be much appreciated.thanx.
- eccmac111.erin.utoronto.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 12:21:56 (EST)
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Incubus :
Well i have to work so i'm gone
- 199.234.64.13 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 12:21:02 (EST)
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Incubus :
Is anyone out there
- 199.234.64.13 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 12:19:38 (EST)
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Incubus :
Have any of you been down to Pittsburgh the goth scene down here is pretty d
- 199.234.64.13 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 12:18:14 (EST)
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Sanction:
Athienne- I totally agree with you about Sanctuary being better on Friday.
You are exactly right-more dance room.
Tristen- my brother lives in Waterloo and comes into Toronto every weekend
to go to Sanctuary with me. If interested in more details please write back.
John- I am sad to admit that I thought Lore was a guy too P.S. I'm Female
everyone. Please no offence Lore. I'm so sorry to hear about your horrible
experience. Are you sure you weren't at Savage Gardens? Anyway, I have never
seen or felt the bar to have such horrible negative energy. Please don't
leave it at this experience, try again.
Mortisha- I hope you and Athienne make it soon to Sanctuary, I would like to
meet you both. Please give a few days notice to when you would be going so I
could reply and make sure I go that night.
EVERYONE- I'm looking forward to meeting all of you (if possible).
- 199.212.66.150 - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 12:09:34 (EST)
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lore:
AAAHHHHH! i'm pissed, i just wrote you guys a nice long message(as usual)
and it disappeared. i have no clue what happened. what the message said was
something like, blah blah blah...hi SERENA, don't worry about me bringing my
normal friends, they always complain about my music anyways(like "what the
hell is that noise"). i'll have my bestest friend rob(who's already visited
the sanctuary)meet me. he's definitely a weird one! we share makeup tips!
also that i am very excited about going to toronto, i'm looking forward to
possibly having the chance to meet everyone. oh, i guess i'm staying at some
hotel called the weston or some shit like that? also, before i leave i just
want to ask one question. do any of you know of any good chat rooms, like do
you have one that you go to? if any of you do please email me at
kkcar@frontiernet.net!(HI JOHN! as always, it's been nice hearing from you.
i'm glad you had a good time at the sanctuary!) bye now!
(screaming at the top of my lungs, violently kicking my computer) i just
tried to send this message and this damn thing isn't working! *WARNING*
don't be surprised if there are 10 thousand screwy messages from me on here.
i don't know what's going on. my computer has been having problems all
morning. just call me an IDIOT or something.
- usr16-52.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 11:33:11
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Serena:
John~^~ are you implying that i do not work? hee hee. i'm fortunate enough
to have job with incredibly flexible hours, fortunately for me-i was up late
last night. speaking of work...*flutter flutter*
- port52.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 10:28:15 (EST)
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john:
Serena: well some of us have no choice. (grumble, stupid work, stupid bus)
lore: i just assume that every one who is on the internet is a male unless
they do something to obviously identify their gender. most of the time i am
right but... as for my tiem at the Sanctuary don't feel sorry for me. i had
a great time. my friend was the one who wasn't happy but that's nothing new.
everyone: perhaps we should arrange a munch/gettogether for this summer.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 09:39:27 (EST)
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Serena:
I'm quite amazed that everyone is up so very bright and early this morning.
i thought i was an early riser.
lore~^~congratualtions on your vacation to TO. it is a great place to visit.
you must definitely come to Sanctuary-it's an experience that i think you'll
appreciate. However, if you do want to keep even a shy remnent of your
"freakiness", i wouldn't bring your "normal" friends along. if you want to
lose that "freakiness", by all means bring them along. There are quite a
number of real characters (as i like to call them). The one thing i suggest
is that, if possible, you get to check the club out on both Fridays and
Saturdays. Only then will you get a decent feel for the scene here in the
big bad city.
- port69.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 09:18:56 (EST)
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lore:
this may seem like i am writing a novel but i just found out I DON"T HAVE
SCHOOL!!! i LOVE winter! now i have time to feed my internet addiction.
there is something i cannot believe i forgot to tell all of you(that care),
i am going to toronto this summer! my parents want the whole family to take
a vacation there, we're going to see the phantom. but this is really cool
because i've made the decision to drive my car there instead of riding with
everyone else. so i'll have time to do some sight seeing, check out all the
stores! i bet i can even meet some of you sometime. i'm also going to have
some of my friends come meet me one night when i'm in toronto, i'm really
hoping to check out the sanctuary and other places. bye bye everyone, i
think i'm going to go back to bed now. talk to all of you later.
- usr17-118.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 06:55:20
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lore:
once again i am back. JOHN: i did have this strange feeling that you had
assumed i was a guy. it's pretty funny. but how would you have known? yes, i
am a girl, my real name is lauren(but all of my friends call me lore, vamp,
freak, and so on.) i figured lore fit the best, since i only have a strong
interest in vampires and i do not consider myself a freak by any means. i am
just being myself.
but i did just do something i consider quite freaky though, my boyfriend
talked me into SKIING with him, and i actually had fun. all of my "normal"
friends had a good laugh, none of them could picture me skiing. but i did
good, i didn't even fall once! i guess it's cool to try new things, even if
MANY people give you strange looks! i must be leaving all of you now. you
know i'll be back soon. oh, hi Serena!!! john(again) i'm sorry about your
first time at the sanctuary, i'm sure things will be much better next time
you go.
- usr15-220.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 06:27:42
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Serena:
hello everyone. i hope to be welcomed into your little chat as this is my
first appearance. i must admit that i prefer conversing in person; i find it
hard to breathe in ether.
Athienne~I must agree with you re: Fri vs Sat nights. I have found in my own
travels to Sanctuary that Fri nights are, by far, less crowded and less
pretentious. Although i have to admit that it is the crowd that makes
Sanctuary an interesting place to while away the dreary hours of the night,
i often feel suffocated by the staunchiness of most of the clientel
(particularly the supra-alcoholized males).
- port16.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 01:40:14 (EST)
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mortisha:
Athienne: kewl i would love to car pool my e-mail is dakota@interlynx.net
send me some email and give me yours and i will get a hold of you there and
like i said kewly. Oh and i dont drive wish i did though. it would be great
to meet Delerium and Sanction aswell kewly.
- port125.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 00:22:54 (EST)
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mortisha:
just checking back for messages. hello everyone.
- port125.hm.interlynx.net - Thursday, March 06, 1997 at 00:12:37 (EST)
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Athienne:
John~^~You're right. If you ain't dancin, you ain't enjoyin, especially if
you don't know folks in the place.
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 23:00:35 (EST)
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Dread:
Goodness....indeed i did not wish to post that twice...do forgive
me.....regardless.....
"i thirst and hunger.....my soul malnourished...withered....and fluttering
in the cold breeze.....i seek shelter but none is near.....a darkned
heart.....rain beats slowly in pinpricks onto my tatered corpse.....the moon
illuminates the shadowed sky.....a scream...an echo in my mind.....broken
and alone.....sick with grief.....i lay my head......embraced.....
- www-aca.proxy.aol.com - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 22:16:00 (EST)
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Dread:
Good eve.....darkness surrounds this desolate place yet again.....and i have
returned.....john it seems that the ignorance that we have spoken of
previously is indeed not only associated with "normal" people...as they so
boldly wish to label themselves..but indeed that type of ignorance does
haunt many that are shuned by others who consider themselves normal.....it
is pitiful to see that one is not even able to interact in a mature way with
others that share similar intrests....i do indeed get dreadfully sick at
displays such as the one you have described in your one trip to the
Sanctuary.....it is indeed pitiful.....
- www-aca.proxy.aol.com - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 22:10:15 (EST)
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Dread:
Good eve.....darkness surrounds this desolate place yet again.....and i have
returned.....john it seems that the ignorance that we have spoken of
previously is indeed not only associated with "normal" people...as they so
boldly wish to label themselves..but indeed that type of ignorance does
haunt many that are shuned by others who consider themselves normal.....it
is pitiful to see that one is not even able to interact in a mature way with
others that share similar intrests....i do indeed get dreadfully sick at
displays such as the one you have described in your one trip to the
Sanctuary.....it is indeed pitiful.....
- www-aca.proxy.aol.com - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 22:09:56 (EST)
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john:
marilin: i do, or rather i did. they now are uncomfortable with me for some
unknown reason (unknown to me anyway). i no longer care. i'm too old to deal
with highschool shit. i suppose i should point out that i had a great time
there but next time i want to go with people who dance (skill is
unecessary).
- ts14-14.ott.istar.ca - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 19:57:11 (EST)
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marilin:
john and lore: perhaps u should wish happiness on that person truly happy
peple r usually cind konsiderate etcetera
whi;pped:shouldn't the person you love be your dreams?
take it allmake it happen make it work
s'later
- iah1-47.barrie.connex.net - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 19:46:34 (EST)
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john:
interesting. i had lore pegged as a boy. i realize that this is pretty
hetrosexist of me (the fact that i now think she not he because of the
boyfriend comment not because i previously thought she was a he) but that's
what the odds say.
anyway for those who are interested here is my sancturary experience:
i went to toronto with a couple of friends for a weekend. one of those
friends is painfully goth and really wanted to go to the sancturary although
she "knew" that she would be loathed by all of the regulars. so we went.
there were 4 of us. myself the goth poseur wannabe, the real goth, an
industrialite, and my toronto native friend who can best be described as a
thug. (it's weird but it fits). so we sat there for a while drinking beer
and listening to music in a booth near the door. the thug was ammused
because there were people there who ammused him and he was once again seeing
my low alcahol tolerance. the real goth was purturbed by the "hate rays"
being beamed at her by the other goths in the bar. the industrialite liked
the music. and me? i was having a grand old time. and then the negative
energy became too much for the real goth and so we left. and that is my once
and only time in sanctuary.
- ts27-08.ott.istar.ca - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 17:22:51 (EST)
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lore:
YES!!! i've survived one more day in hell.(too bad there seem to be so many
more days). thanx to everyone for their responses! this may seem weird, but
i find comfort in this little chat-type place. it's really cool to actually
"converse"(well, sort of), with other people of the same interests. as you
can probably tell by now there aren't too many people that i personally know
that are into the stuff i'm into. even my boyfriend is quite normal(looking
that is), but it's fine with me, as long as he can always accept me for who
i am. it sounds like you're all doing pretty good. whenever you all go to
the sanctuary tell me how it was. right now i just talk to my friends about
how much fun THEY had at the vampire raves and stuff like that. but, almost
all of my friends are age 18 and over, so they're done with high school or
college. basically, they can find the time. i've babbled long enough. be
back soon enough.
- usr14-137.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 15:01:00
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Tristen:
Is anyone here from Kitchener? I would like to head down to Sanctuary some
weekend, and car pooling would be great.
- ahrens.worldchat.com - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 14:06:30 (EST)
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Athienne:
Oh, and Mortisha....I'm in Hamilton as well. We should consider car-pooling.
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 13:34:48 (EST)
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Athienne:
Hi folks.
My commentary for today:
Sanctuary is much better on a Friday than Saturday...more dance-floor room,
and less meat-marketing...
of course, that's just my humble opinion.
And now, back to your regularly scheduled mayhem....
(Mortisha, Sanction, and Delerium---I'm at the big-S every weekend as
well...)
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 13:34:22 (EST)
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john:
sanction: i agree that there are better ways butif you have reached the
stage of seriously contemplating suicide you are probably not weighing the
pros and cons logically.
and, no, i am not a regular. i have only been once. i live too far away to
go often.
- ts42-05.ott.istar.ca - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 13:32:23 (EST)
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Sanction:
John- Are you a regulular at Sanctuary?
- 199.212.66.149 - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 12:09:30 (EST)
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Sanction:
Mortisha and Delerium- I'm a regular at Sanctuary and I would be very
interested in meeting the both of you (on a friendly basis).
Lore- I couldn't believe it when you said you are going to medical school-
that's totally cool. Congradulations!
John- regarding suicide- there are better ways to cry out your pain and
receive revenge. You can show you have control over your life in other
ways,as for attention-you wont be around to enjoy it. Sure it's a way to
escape-an eternal escape. There are other ways to escape, find your love and
passion in life Ex. my escape is The Sanctuary. Don't you ever wonder what
is beyond this world???? I believe suicide will lead to eternal darkness and
pain. When I leave this world, I'm looking forward to having eternal
happiness. All the pain in this present world is enough, I don't need or
want anymore.
- 199.212.66.149 - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 12:05:24 (EST)
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john:
mortisha: no worries. i just find that all caps is a pain to read and i am
morally opposed to capital letters.
i am sure there are people who would slag me for using lowercase. (who does
he think he is, ee cummings?)
- ts5-08.ott.istar.ca - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 10:55:37 (EST)
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mortisha:
delerium: so you are a regular at the sanctuary? i have been there once and
i loved it and going again soon i hope. just what i love the darkness and
the industrial music and good people to associate with and maybe we can meet
there sometime. i am sure it would be fun :)
- ppp36-max1.interlynx.net - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 10:31:21 (EST)
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mortisha:
( john ) sorry for the caps i just love to talk in caps ummm so i have been
to the sanctuary befor and i was wondering if and when i go there next if
anyone is interested in meeting me and a friend just for fun of course
nothing sexual or anything cause i am from hamilton and i would love to meet
some people like me please respond k?
- ppp36-max1.interlynx.net - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 10:09:15 (EST)
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lore:
good morning everyone! i'm one of the youngins, so it's time for me to get
ready for school!!!
john: i'm hoping to get accepted to the University of Rochester. it's a
great medical program, i also want to stay close to home. also, there's some
cool clubs in the area that i hope i'll have the time to become a regular
at.
goodbye! i'm off to hell!(i should've chosen to graduate early).
- usr16-16.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Wednesday, March 05, 1997 at 06:19:31
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john:
Üelerium: this is not really for chatting. leave a comment wait for a
responce. check back again later.
- ts41-12.ott.istar.ca - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 19:42:16 (EST)
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john:
sanction: re suicide and giving up.
in some cases yes, but not in all.
it can also be a cry for help. a very direct way to send a message.
it can be for revenge. "Boy, will they be sorry when i'm gone."
it can be a statement of controle. one at least has controle over their own
life.
it can be a bid for attention.
it can be a means of escape.
there are probably as many reasons for suicide as there have been people who
have tried it. interestingly enough there was a study that looked at
jumpers. the ones who jumped for reasons of the heart usually had bloody
fingers indicating that they changed their minds. the ones who jumped for
money did not.
personally i think this says something terrible about out culture.
- ts41-12.ott.istar.ca - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 19:40:26 (EST)
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Üelerium:
I live *L* in Toronto, and am a reg at Sanctuary... Anyone else here from my
area? Too bad there is not a list telling of who is on here at any one
time... Then I could tell if I was talking to myself, or not... *L*
- peppe04.wwonline.com - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 19:36:30 (EST)
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john:
hey bela. think of tthis as a message board and not a chat line. post a
comment and not a greeting.
lore! what school will you be going to?
- ts41-12.ott.istar.ca - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 19:34:10 (EST)
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Üelerium:
Hey fellow Sanctuarites... How are you all tonight?
- peppe04.wwonline.com - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 19:33:38 (EST)
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Bela:
Good evening everyone.
- peppe04.wwonline.com - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 19:01:57 (EST)
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lore:
sanction: yes, i am the one from new york. i'd love to meet all of you soon.
as soon as i get out of my house and get into the college i want to go
to(which is soon!!!), i will make the trip. hopefully until then, or
whenever i have the chance, i will keep in touch. i must admit though, that
being a goth/industrial oriented person is kind of tough. i've heard so many
great things about sanctuary, it seems like a great place to just let go and
be yourself. i'm definitely going to need it as soon as i start medical
school(yep, that's right, a goth doctor!). pretty funny, huh? it's a big
joke with all of my peers. well, i hope i didn't bore you too much.
hello everyone. it's a beautifully dreary day here in the Rochester area,
NY. haven't got much to say. oh, where's my LOVELY dr. i.m. paler been
hiding??? wouldn't we all be overyjoyed to hear from him!!!(sure). well, i
hope everyone is doing good(whipped!!!). dread's poeticness has darkened my
day!!! (HI JOHN!). i'd like to leave you now with a few words:
while you're enjoying the might...the bonds are getting tighter...in coming
lives you'll pay the price-project pitchfork "entity"
- usr16-38.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 15:11:44
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Dread:
the new pools...of the darkest red....bright in the darkness....and warm not
cold....teeth grinding against bone....as an unknown figure observes the
scene....speculating about his next move......as scurrying screaming figures
fidget around him.....water drips...and creates a puddle...blood
seeps....and creates a river....lost souls creep and search.....and the
darkness surrounds....
E-Mail.....DMoon69657
- www-ag2.proxy.aol.com - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 13:12:10 (EST)
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Dread:
Greetings all withered souls....i have returned yet again....D.R.I.M
paler..interesting name.....not quite...regardless....i have never heard
such ignorance in my dreaded life....you are indeed the lost one my
friend....it seems you aimlessly search....and prefer to insult others to
make thyself feel better...you are a fool....you my pathetic imbecile assume
things rather quickly....not good....it seems to me that you are one that
follows this wasted societies lies....i do believe that is why thy ignorance
is indeed at such level....i have no more to say.... for i rather not waste
my time on ones such as yourself....i do hope that thou finds thy true
self....and opens thy mind to others ways of life....farewell...
- www-ag2.proxy.aol.com - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 13:06:34 (EST)
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Sanction:
John- Remember, suicide means you have given up.
- 199.212.66.85 - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 12:17:13 (EST)
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Sanction:
EVERYONE- Is there any regulars to Sanctuary that talk here frequently?
- 199.212.66.85 - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 12:15:02 (EST)
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Sanction:
B.- Where are you. I haven't heard from you in a while? So, how is this new
No Smoking policy affecting the bar???
P.S --Hello Paul.
- 199.212.66.85 - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 12:12:46 (EST)
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Sanction:
Lore- It will be like nothing you have experienced..... I'm sure it will
change you. I have never felt so happy, free and accepted in my entire life.
If you decide to go please let me know, I would be very interested in
meeting you.--Are you the one from N.Y.? I have read about so many people I
sometimes get confused. Excuse my ignorance.
- 199.212.66.85 - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 12:09:49 (EST)
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Sanction:
Dr.I.M. Paler- If you think this is such a pathetic line, why are you here?
Everyone has a deep, dark area to themselves and fortunately, we have found
it. We are dealing with it instead of running away like some people. You are
the pathetic loser that needs help. Stop putting on this
arrogant,ignorant,and childish act. Grow up and look into your soul ans see
who you really are. If this is the true you....I'm sorry you turned out that
way. You are going to have a difficult life.
- 199.212.66.85 - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 12:01:06 (EST)
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john:
for some reason this vampire thing made a connection with Monty Python for
me.
a: Do you have any vampires here at all?
b: It's a Vampire Sex Bar, sir.
sigh.
i'm stuck at home today after finally getting the flu. Whipped, At least you
hve your health. :-)
to I.M.Paler: Vampires are not real. Grow up.
- ts28-07.ott.istar.ca - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 10:32:42 (EST)
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lore:
what the hell with is this dr.i.m. paler? they seem to think that chat is
meaningless. but i must ask, why were they here then?
sanction: sanctuary sounds like a really cool place, i hope to visit all of
you soon. i know a few of my friends are dying to go there again. i really
need to find somewhere i can belong, it must be nice to feel so good every
once in a while.
whipped: you're welcome. i'm happy to hear that you're taking things so
well, some wouldn't be. if you needed a laugh i'm sure you got one, that is
at the expense of dr. i.m. paler.
farewell everyone. i hope all of you have a good day(not to sound perky or
anything like that)! be back soon.
- usr14-164.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 07:08:13
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Whipped:
Does Paler imply that he's a real vampire?!?!
Right.
- ppp-039.toronto-01.ican.net - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 06:27:43 (EST)
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Whipped:
DR.I.M. Paler: You are an unintellegent idiot just like the other one who
came here to shout how they're so much better than us pathetic vampire
wannabees. Not much I could say, nor would I wanna waste my time conversing
with whatever you are.
To everyone: Thanx for warm responses. I do believe that there's been a
misunderstanding, for I was not thinking suicide. I am far too opimistic to
even consider it. It's just that the girl lived under tough emotional
stress, and although I was against it, I could see why she would really want
to commit suicide. As for me... all things heal. CD's I'll get new ones.
Thanx anyhow.
P.S. Dr.I.M. Paler is a of rare idiocy. (What's with the name!!?!?!)
- ppp-039.toronto-01.ican.net - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 06:25:09 (EST)
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Dr. I.M. Paler:
Sorry for the misunderstanding, got to go now....bye
- rddrpx01-port-89.agt.net - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 01:33:39 (EST)
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Dr. I.M. Paler:
you are nothing but a group of pathetic therapy seeking losers who wouldn't
know the first thing about a real vampire if it came along and bit you. Give
me a break. Boo Hoo Hoo, I want to die, my life sucks, I'm whipped. Get over
yourselves. Theres more to life than internet chat.
- rddrpx01-port-89.agt.net - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 01:31:24 (EST)
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Dr. I.M. Paler:
wisdom is earned...not given
- rddrpx01-port-89.agt.net - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 01:28:41 (EST)
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Dr. I.M. Paler:
The doctor is in, any vampires out there?
- rddrpx01-port-89.agt.net - Tuesday, March 04, 1997 at 01:27:01 (EST)
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john:
Sanction: it's a gift or a curse depending on your point of view. I have
been bouncing back and forth between various opinions on suicide for a long
time. at them mojment i feel that it is your right to do what you wish with
your body but you should remember that so many things we do have
consequences that we don't intend. why should you expect suicide to be any
different?
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Monday, March 03, 1997 at 13:55:22 (EST)
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Sanction:
Ashera Aisling- If you haven't signed off for good and you receive this, I
will be in touch.
- 199.212.66.73 - Monday, March 03, 1997 at 11:57:52 (EST)
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Sanction:
John - I agree with your opinion on whipped's situation. You sound to be
very level headed.WHIPPED- I believe the thought of death has stalked
everyone from time to time. Going through with it is another story. Suicide
IS stupid- things will get better they have to. One can only be at rock
bottom so long. As for the one you love, there are many people out there to
love. Are you sure you need this one? Could it be feelings of not wanting to
be alone? Being alone isn't as hard as it sounds. A corney cliche`, "Follow
your heart"
( But before you do, don't forget to think).
- 199.212.66.73 - Monday, March 03, 1997 at 11:54:05 (EST)
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Sanction:
Dear Lore and John- I go to The Sanctuary every weekend-it is a place of
emotional healing for me. It gives me the strength to deal with every day
life. I feel that I grow off of the surrounding energy but when I have to
deal with life out side of The Sanctuary, I become drained. I dont know if
the both of you are able to get to The Sanctuary but its worth trying. Imay
effect you as it has me. Dearest WHIPPED- Try to remember that marterial
objects(cds) only serve temporary happiness. Please dont give up, remember
we are all in similar situations. Is it possible for you to go to London and
"surprize" her??
- 199.212.66.73 - Monday, March 03, 1997 at 11:29:45 (EST)
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- dial042.passport.ca - Sunday, March 02, 1997 at 23:37:00 (EST)
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john:
whipped: i know that it seams like a hard choice from where you are right
now but take it from one who has been there. if you give up your life and
your dreams for love that love will turn bitter in your mouth as resentment
slowly poisons your relationship.
- ts8-07.ott.istar.ca - Sunday, March 02, 1997 at 17:22:12 (EST)
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Athienne:
*sigh*
Whipped, it sounds like you are in a low period, to put it lightly...I'm
there as well.
Your defense mechanism of laughing at it all is what I've taken to doing.
These days I take very little seriously.
It sounds trite, but things will improve if you give it time.
As for your question, there's no contest in my humble opinion: family,
career,education and dreams are my choice. Of course, it would be nice to
have all that AND someone you love.
Why must you make a choice like that, if I may ask?
- ppp35-max2.interlynx.net - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 21:18:07 (EST)
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lore:
hi john! yes, i did admit that i wasn't being a very nice person by wishing
that upon someone. but you're right. i also know that they are destined to
be unhappy, they are bringing it upon themselves.
whipped: i'm really sorry for all of your misfortunes, my problems don't
really seem like ones at all, compared to yours. but you do know that things
will get better. i really don't have anything else to say, i don't feel that
i have the right to tell you anything else. i just wish you the best. as for
the person who stole your cds, they will get what's coming for them.
my life is quite boring right now, so i don't know what else i should say.
i'll visit again, soon. bye.
- usr16-23.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 21:09:49
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Whipped:
Suicide is not that stupid after all.
- ppp-031.toronto-05.ican.net - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 20:52:26 (EST)
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Whipped:
What do you do when you have two commitments and you must choose one.
1) Your life, family, education career, dreams.
2) The person you love (And I mean that!)
??????????????????????????????????????
- ppp-031.toronto-05.ican.net - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 20:51:25 (EST)
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john:
wow, Whipped. that really sucks. no girl and no music to help sooth the
pain. i'll offer a sympathetic ear but i really hope that you have some one
to talk to that is more than just electrons flashing against a monitor.
Licorix: S+M's the candy coated chocolate covered restraining device. the
Chocolate melts in your mouth not on your sub.
Lore: some one may be a waste of good carbon but wishing them dead is not
worth the stress. wish them unhappy.
- ts9-16.ott.istar.ca - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 20:18:09 (EST)
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Dread:
Greetings...indeed Whipped my desolate life has been at the point thou has
reached for many moons now...life is indeed the beast we must tame....or
perhaps life is death itself....for the human race does indeed live in pain
and suffering....that is the nourishment society feasts on....
- www-af2.proxy.aol.com - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 14:01:24 (EST)
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Whipped:
Hello everyone! Remember me [grin]!
There's been so much talk here over the last week. I didn't have time to
post, but I printed all the stuff out.
This world keeps getting shittier. I had all of my CD's stolen. And so I was
upset for a while. But I didn't know the half of it. I live in Toronto, but
the girl that I love lives in Kitchener. So today she called me and said she
being taken to the London Mental Institution and then hung up. Great, she
doesn't take my calls, and I'm going crazy. So now what the hell am I
supposed to do!?
My point is that life has gotten past the point where you cry of all the
shit, now I'm going to laugh at every new bad thing that happens.
Hope you guys are doing better...
- ppp-150.toronto-03.ican.net - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 13:16:57 (EST)
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! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! DIE BLIND UPDATE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !! ! ! ! ! !:
DIE BLIND WILL NOT BE PLAYING ON MARCH,11th/97!!
DIE BLIND WILL BE PLAYING ON MARCH, 8th/97 AT THE GENERATOR.
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MORE INFO. ABOUT DIE BLIND [www.globalserve.net/~djtodd/dieblind]
transmission out
- pm1-22.passport.ca - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 04:28:20 (EST)
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LECORIX:
Anyone like S+M?!?!?!?!
- 206.137.30.195 - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 03:40:14 (EST)
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LECORIX:
I am the darkness and nothing can stop the encroaching night.
- 206.137.30.195 - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 03:38:58 (EST)
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betrayed:
When do you give up on the chance of a future because of an unknown but
presumably infamous past?
- dial031.passport.ca - Saturday, March 01, 1997 at 01:29:33 (EST)
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ashera aisling:
I bid farewell to all of you, having lost my access to the internet. No, I
do not live in Hamilton but I've probably seen you around. Anyway, it's been
cool hearing from all of you, and maybe I'll be back when I get a real
computer. If any of you want to reach me, call (905) 773-7223, wait for the
dial tone, then dial (905) 898-5795. I assume none of you are psychopath
stalker types. The dialogue's been wonderful, but all things must end.
Hugs n' fishes all...Ashera Aisling.
P.S. Sanction: I'd like to know who you are. Your messages have been
enigmatic. So call. I'm not scary.
- 207.107.37.3 - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 21:38:47 (EST)
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DJ Todd:
The Sanctuary website will be moving ina few short days. Please note that it
will be located at:
http://www.globalserve.net/~djtodd/sanctuary/
Please update your links...
B: I changed it already...
- dialin360.globalserve.net - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 20:46:02 (EST)
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lore:
i am once again angered by a certain someone who keeps interfering with my
life. i wish death would come for her(i know that i'm not being a very nice
person, but some people need to get what they deserve). Besides, the world
doesn't need one more worthless person feeding off of them. so, have all of
you been to the sanctuary? sorry, i haven't YET. i have some friends who
have visited sanctuary, they really loved it. i guess i live to far away to
go there (i live right outside of Rochester, NY). i'd better be going, i
will return soon. goodbye.
- usr15-211.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 07:07:44
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john:
Mortisha: this is not a chat place. leave your message and eventually it
will be responded to. assuming you are saying something interesting.
biting, screaming, scratching, kickig, the best thinks in live are free.
- ts6-06.ott.istar.ca - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 06:38:13 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
I DONT BITE HARD YOU CAN TALK TO ME UNLESS YOU WANT ME TO BITE HARD ?
I CAN DO THAT. WELL I MUST BE GOING TO TRY TO CATCH SOME ZZZZZZZ'S
- ppp35-max1.interlynx.net - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 02:25:04 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
HELLO IS THERE ANYONE HERE?
- ppp35-max1.interlynx.net - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 02:22:39 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
ashera aisling are you in hamilton?..... cause i am in hamilton too i am
wondering now if i know you!
- ppp35-max1.interlynx.net - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 02:17:24 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
greetings fello peoples
- ppp35-max1.interlynx.net - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 02:15:23 (EST)
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l:
test
- proviso.dialin.utoronto.ca - Friday, February 28, 1997 at 02:00:12 (EST)
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Dread:
Sanction....i do believe i have not had the priveledge of meeting...perhapos
even in passing...i am not a sanctuary regular...at times i enter to rest my
crippled soul....but i am....however....not there regualarly....farewell the
hunger for the shadows emabrace is strong....and i must feed it....but i
shall return.....
- www-ab2.proxy.aol.com - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 23:09:09 (EST)
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Electra:
hello?
- ppp-206-170-67-203.anhm01.pacbell.net - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at
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john:
sanction: i would go back except for two things.
1. i live far away from Toronto.
2. it is hard to find someone to go with when your friends are not really
interested and you are mearly a goth-poseur-wanna-be.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 11:25:46 (EST)
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john:
wishing for death....
i think i stopped wishing for death when i realized that there was no way
that killing myself could make things better and would very likely make
things worse for those that i care about and that care about me.
well, actually that's a lie. i have never wished for death. it has tempted
me but never as a solution to a problem. more as a threshold that can be
crossed. tantilizing as this is my scientific mind won't let me take such an
unknown risk and my emotional/romantic mind won't let me give up all of the
experience that i can still get by being alive.
and this is a good thing.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 11:22:53 (EST)
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ashera aisling:
Sanction: I don't actually live in Unionville, I'm just writing from here.
(ie. I don't have my own computer...yet.) I live in Newmarket which is even
worse than Unionville, except that it has one amazing coffee house and one
fairly good internet cafe. I'm sorry you (temporarily) lost your love for
life...I've been through that kind of thing too. Why do goths want death so
much? I had a friend who was doomed from the day I met him. I could see it
in his eyes. I was fourteen and I could tell, but as one often does in these
situations, I pretended to ignore the signs. Even after he was committed to
a psychiatric hospital. Even after the last time I saw him, incidentally at
Sanctuary. We played pinball and talked about how we wanted to die. He was
killed in a car crash last summer, the idiot. I was working at a womyns'
shelter at the time, working with disturbed children who carried around a
lifetime of violence. It wasn't a very happy time for me. But that was when
I stopped wishing for death. It's funny the way these things work. Funny and
kind of sad.
Albert Camus, one of the great existentialist philosophers, believed that
the world was essentially absurd, and there was nothing anyone could do to
change it. But he also believed that suicide was a bad idea, because it was
the fight against absurdity that brought human beings together to work
towards a better world. He said that it is important to die unreconciled,
and not of one's own free will. I think, even though Camus wasn't a very
happy guy, that's an inspiring thought.
- yrbe.edu.on.ca - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 10:31:49 (EST)
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Sanction:
john- You should definately go back
- 199.212.66.149 - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 09:27:18 (EST)
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Sanction:
Ashera Aisling- I'm soor to hear you're above Hamilton( no offence to people
living there).
- 199.212.66.149 - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 09:26:03 (EST)
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john:
b:
i have only been to Sanctuary once. you don't know me. or if you do i will
be very suprised.
Sanction: sometimes it is more like a bathroom wall than others.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 09:25:48 (EST)
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Sanction:
Dear Dread- Are you at Sanctuary often??? We might have met in passing.
- 199.212.66.149 - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 09:24:00 (EST)
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Sanction:
Bryan- sorry about not replying,you must have just missed me.
- 199.212.66.149 - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 09:22:52 (EST)
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Sanction:
Bryan- I didn't know about Genereator last night-I would have went though. I
guess it's a little too late now-next time.Thanks for asking. ---You're
absoulutely right about this chat place being like a bathroom wall. You are
always working, you should try and get a night off just to party with us at
good'old Sanctuary. It would be fun.
- 199.212.66.149 - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 09:21:01 (EST)
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BRYAN::
DRUNK!!!!!
- pm1-05.passport.ca - Thursday, February 27, 1997 at 02:55:13 (EST)
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Dread:
Eyes sewn shut...blind.....the crippled soul divide....greetings all....the
night embraces the day in it's grasp....iand i return....i shall not say
much...merely checking....broken and decayed i shall drag my corpse..and
return another time...farewell.....
- www-ag2.proxy.aol.com - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 20:46:10 (EST)
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lore:
hi everyone(hi john)! it's been so long since i've been on here, i was never
even able to check if anyone had anything to say about some of my previous
messages, oh well! well, i'll come back later on when i have more time. bye!
- usr15-219.dial.roc.frontiernet.net - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at
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B::
john: I know a couple of Johns that go to sanctuary. One is
a singer, the other a bike courier/graphic artist.
Just trying to figure out who's who on this chat.
- pm2-00.passport.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 18:09:39 (EST)
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john:
b:: i do but mostly to myself. why do you ask?
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 13:58:41 (EST)
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B::
Athienne~^~did you check out my web page?
- pm2-24.passport.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 13:21:48 (EST)
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Athienne:
Hmmm...
Sanction~^~we must've just missed each other....I tend to post and run,
since I pay for connection time with hookup....
ASHERA~^~Unionville is one step above Hamilton, the True Armpit Among
Armpits (and where I'm currently residing). The only advantage it has over
Toronto is the cheaper rent.
- mcmike.tor.hookup.net - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 13:16:22 (EST)
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bryan::
F@#K'n stupid chat ting. more like bathroom wall!!
- pm2-24.passport.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 13:09:55 (EST)
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bryan::
hey sanction are you going to the generator tonight to see
KURU?
- pm2-24.passport.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 13:08:49 (EST)
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bryan::
hey sanction are you going to the generator tonight to see
KURU?
- pm2-24.passport.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 13:07:48 (EST)
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Sanction:
ashera aisling- interesting name. Anyway, I use to view life as you do but
too many events happened in my life that were humanly impossible to stop.
Unfortunately, these events have some how included me or effected me in a
huge way. Lately, I have just given up hope, I'm tired of fighting and not
seeing any results. I'm slowly regaining my mental strength. When I feel
ready to fight again I'm going to with full force. This will be the
beginning of a whole new start, life and person I'm sure there is atleast
one other person out there that feels this way).---Now that I fully
understand the meaning of "art is a silly thing", I agree. I have just moved
back to Canada a few years ago so my geography is not the best-I'm not
exactly sure where Unionville is.--- By the way, I'm really pissed off. I
just spent the pased half an hour typing some other stuff and I accidently
hit RESET.------Dearest Bryan. I may be travelling the week of your concert
but I'm going to try my hardest to be there. I REALLY want to be!!!!!!!!
- 199.212.66.149 - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 13:05:39 (EST)
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b::
john: do you sing??
- pm2-24.passport.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 13:00:04 (EST)
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john:
so, it is sunny here today. and above zero. which i think is pretty great.
so,i've been thiking about the sun and the darkness. partly because of dread
comments and partly because of the sun out today. darkness is nice. it has a
tangable feeling to it. back where i grew up in nova scotia there were many
lakes that were fill with waer the color of dark tea. they are what i think
about when i think about the darkness. the cool feeling slowly creeping over
your skin as you slowly submerge yourself. inch by delicious tantelizing
inch untill you can't take it any more and dive in. and then there you are
under the water cut off from the world of light and sound. cut off from
human contact untill your lungas are about to burst and you come up for air.
it can be so nice to go away. to cut your self off. but eventually it has to
end or you will. so you let your self follow those instincts and feel
yourself being pulled to the surface. the light you left behind. and then
you can float there sitting at the border of light and dark knowing you can
go either way and yet still come back to the precious twilight.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 12:56:12 (EST)
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ashera aisling:
Sanction: Thanks for the encouragement. Life is only hell if you choose it
to be this way. I think too many people are preoccupied with a certain
concept of "life" that rules out most of the exciting and beautiful
possibilities. As for the "art is a silly thing" comment, it refers to Dada
and a rejection of pretensions (all too common these days, with the rise of
pseudo-goth) It is a call for a return to brutal honesty and expression,
where art becomes a way of life rather than just a pretty painting to see in
a gallery. Anyway, it's cool to see that someone's responding. If you look
at the address at the bottom of this message, you may notice that it's from
Unionville, the boredom-centre of the armpit of Ontario, a world where
everything is one giant mall. So dropping by Sanctuary isn't too possible,
too often, hence the messages. Toodles...Ash Aisling.
- yrbe.edu.on.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 11:25:34 (EST)
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Dread:
goodness...one last thing.....if anyone wishs to mail me i am now found at
DMoon69657@aol.com....farewell once again...born unto darkness...i shed my
soul to the shadows....
- www-ai2.proxy.aol.com - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 10:48:09 (EST)
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Dread:
Embraced in the shadows i wander this desolate land.....i have
returned...greetings to all that have crippled souls as i indeed do....
Ashera: indeed a hug shall be great...but my darkness and pain cannot be
soothed....only fooled for a few minutes....
Sanction: i thank you for your complement.....indeed i am not alone....my
anger...pain....hoplessness...does indeed flow in the veins of others...
John: indeed John.....ignorance can be tricked....and that is one must count
on....i to hope that things may surely improve soon...thank you....
Whipped: Yes...indeed i have returned....and yes my problems....if that's
what one will call them have only increased....i do still shiver in the
warmth of the light.....
farewell to all....
- www-ai2.proxy.aol.com - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 10:46:09 (EST)
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john:
for anyone who cares Powwow is Windows only.
- ecarh29c.nortel.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 10:00:30 (EST)
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john:
MORTISHA: this is not a chat place regardless of what it is called. you
leave your message and others will respond to it eventually. and you can
release your CAPS LOCK too.
if you are sitting arroung waiting for some one to respond then you are
wasting your time.
- ts31-04.ott.istar.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 06:43:22 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
UHHH HELLO PEOPLES I AM HERE AND I DO EXIST HERE ON THIS DAMN PLACE WE CALL
EARTH. MAYBE I AM DOING SOMETHING WRONG HERE HOW EXACTLY DO YOU CHAT IN A
PLACE LIKE THIS . THIS IS THE STRANGEST CHAT SETUP I HAVE EVER SEEN CAN
ANYONE HELP ?
- ppp33-max1.interlynx.net - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 06:05:23 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
HELLO IS ANYONE GONNA TALK TO ME OR AM I WASTING MY TIME HERE
- ppp33-max1.interlynx.net - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 05:57:38 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
IF ANYONE WANTS POWWOW ITS A GREAT CHAT PLACE AND ITS ALOT EASIER TOO
ITS www.tribal.com ok download it and get conected to me
get powwow and page me for a chat tomarrow night the url is www.tribal.com
ok page me and wel will talk .its a great chat and alot easier and you can
do alot with it
- ppp33-max1.interlynx.net - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 05:54:29 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
DOES ANYONE HERE HAVE POWWOW ?
- ppp33-max1.interlynx.net - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 05:47:12 (EST)
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MORTISHA:
HEY ALL YOU GOTHS OUT THERE?
HELLO THERE I LIVE IN HAMILTON BUT HAVE BEEN TO THE SANCTUARY
- ppp33-max1.interlynx.net - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 05:46:36 (EST)
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b::
just in case you didn't know...
DIE BLIND!!!! LIVE @ THE GENERATOR!!!!!
TUES. MAR.11/97 COVER: $3 OR $5
INDUSTRIAL AT IT'S BEST!!
DJTODD: FIX WEB PAGE!!
SANCTION: SEE YA AT THE SHOW
ATHIENNE: STRANGE BAND NAME BUT COOL JUST THE SAME.
- pm1-29.passport.ca - Wednesday, February 26, 1997 at 01:52:39 (EST)
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DJ Todd:
I notice that Weeve has been posting here again, as well as B.
Presonally, I think that all of the staff are due for a huge raise,
and that we should bring back rick.
Serious! ;)
- dialin761.globalserve.net - Tuesday, February 25, 1997 at 22:23:44 (EST)
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john:
Servo: more of a post-it board but welcome on the less. feel free to offer
content.
ashera aisling: So that the person handling the needle doesn'thurt
themselves, strong will and porous dead skin. because we don't live in
toronto. in perception not execution. yes it is. no. no. no.
all: would any of you be interested in a change of format? i have code for a
sort of web based newsgroup type thing and space to put it on. (and just so
the sancturary people don't think i don't care i will put in a link back to
their page.)
so, anyone interested? better readability but maybe less dynamic.
- ottgate4.nortel.ca - Tuesday, February 25, 1997 at 15:55:37 (EST)
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Servo:
Good morning *squint eyes from sun*. First time entering this room
- dialup36.campus.rpslmc.edu - Tuesday, February 25, 1997 at 11:39:39 (EST)
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- p35.bigwave.ca - Tuesday, February 25, 1997 at 11:18:34 (EST)
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Sanction:
Athienne- are you still here???????
- 199.212.66.87 - Tuesday, February 25, 1997 at 11:11:34 (EST)
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Sanction:
ashera aisling- Good question,why do they sterilize needles for lethal
injections? I must say, I do not agree with you about the "Art is a silly
thing" remark. I believe art is a person's feelings and self expression so
how could that be silly??? I also don't agree with you on "life is
beautiful" to me it is hell, hopefully I will see it your way soon-Thanks
for the inspiration.If you are in need of finding this person, why don't you
go to the Sanctuary and look for him??? You may be surprized on what you
find. Good Luck.
- 199.212.66.87 - Tuesday, February 25, 1997 at 11:09:46 (EST)
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Athienne:
B:: the band's name is "Amusia". It's a psychological term describing people
who can't perceive music...
no web-page yet, but I'm working on it....(as soon as I'm gainfully employed
again).
- ppp30-max1.interlynx.net - Tuesday, February 25, 1997 at 11:06:34 (EST)
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ashera aisling:
Dread: you need a really big hug. Smile, you probably look good in black. :)
Hi everyone. Why do they sterilize needles used in lethal injections? Why
did the Crow's makeup never wash off in the rain? Why do people send
incomprehensible messages to the Sanctuary webpage, especially when they
haven't been to Sanctuary in months? Art is a silly thing. Life is
beautiful. Is anyone going to the Cranes concert? Does anyone know