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Which do you think to be more important, duty or self-respect? At the time I believed duty to be the more important. By doing what was said to be my duty I would recieve the respect of others, and would believe that the atrocities that I perpetrated were the right thing to do, acts that needed to be done for the advancement of society. I was so wrong

As I walk through my house there are no mirrors. I had them removed years ago. When I looked into them I no longer saw a man, but a monster. I was a beast, a beast with blood-shot eyes, large, sharp, uncleaned fangs. I could not bear to view my own image reflected. How many times have I thought of taking my own life? About as many times as I took another's life.