I went through quite a difficult time over Christmas, losing someone whom I loved very dearly. Because of the love you showed me over this period and since you will always be someone who's very special in my life, for the words you bestowed on me meant more than you'll ever realise, they were the words which kept me uplifted through the sorrow and sadness which threatened to engulf me at a time when I was feeling so lost.......Love B....below is some stuff he says all the time and some bits of his poems and other stuff which he sent me over the christmas period and since :)

1) You bum

2) I love you

Step gently as you go
Take care not to crush
The blossum of your garden
The wealth of your spirit

Beauty must be known
Before it can be created

Pride in the creation is essential
For satisfaction

Find your joy in each day
and dont let this joy be smothered
By that which wounds

Only the memories you leave,
Mean anything.
Only the pulse you left behind,
Tells of your departure.
The walls lay heavy with you presence.
The photos are nothing,
Withoout the arm that held.

And so today,
I watched as you were dropped,
Into the bed laid out.
I tried to imagine life
Without your hugs,
Without your love.
I could not.

To deny all the things that have been.
To wash our hands.
Shake our heads in disbelief,
Anger at the loss so poorly timed.
Minds failing to register,
This thing so hard to bare.
Torn by the unfairness.
Gripped by despair,
We weep

How is that we contrive
To formulate our lives.
Consolidate the sorrows
And the joys.
Filing away deep,
Those we dont want to touch.
Purifying the edges.
Surfacing only the things we
Want others to see.
Creating new aspects.
Imaginative lies.

for tears are shed
In burning drops of rain
Down our cheeks
To clense again
Our hearts

heaven is a place
to be found in your heart
The temple of your soul
for each pillar is it's self
never can it be
that the pillars can be combined

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