I'm so ashamed of myself, I haven't updated this page in months. God, it was still snowing on my index page, and I haven't written any journal entries this century! I fixed the index page, I changed it to the "new index" that has been done for probably a year but I was just too lazy to change it. Or something. I think the original reason I didn't change it was because I wanted Shadowed Moon to be completely done before I launched the new index, but forget it- it'll never be completely done! *I have not yet begun to procrastinate!* Anyway, this will probably be one of those dumb entries where I try to sum up everything that has happened in the last nine months. Well, then I might as well get started...

I get annoyed when I go to a page and the journal entries are like, once a year and the last one is ancient. But I've done the same thing. It's not like there's been nothing happening to write about, it's actually the opposite. I've been so busy, with track (I joined!), finals, the end of school, and having as much fun as possible in between. So the last time I wrote, it was my anxiety about joining track. I did join it and I'm really glad I did, it was an awesome experience. I never was good at it, I was one of the worst people on the team, but it was fun, it was horrible, and it was amazing all at the same time. It was my number one topic of conversation and thought while I was in it. I got injured for half the season, pulling a ligament in one knee and tendonitis in the other, so that bummed me out. It made me realize how much I wanted to do it though when I wasn't allowed to.

Tuesday the 21st was my last day of school. The previous week was finals and it was the week from hell. I studied for an entire day, went to school and tested for 2 or 4 hours, came home and went right back to studying. By Friday my sanity was on the verge, but it all paid off. I got A's on all my finals, and the highest grade on four of them. All my friends hate me, but hey, I'm secretly proud of it even though I can't say anything or it sounds conceited. I went to school Monday and Tuesday after finals to just hang around and get my yearbook signed. When it comes down to the end of the year, I like school. I love summer but I get really bored, although this year looks like it might be different.

I haven't done that much this summer but I've enjoyed sleeping to 11 everyday, I am definetly not a morning person. Last nite I went to a carnival and the cotton candy lady told us to go to hell, and she wouldn't sell us cotton candy. And adults get all messed up about teenagers being disrespectful..well, it really pissed me off. Today my cousin and my aunt and uncle came to celebrate my birthday which is on the 26th. My cousin is really worrying me, all she talks about is getting drunk and stuff like that. They gave me this shirt that my friend has and I always tell her to wear it. It's from Pacific Sunwear and it has a turtle with a snail on it's back going,"weeee". I call it the "weeee the snail shirt" and tell my friend to wear it, so I don't know what I'm going to do now that we have the same shirt, but it's pretty funny anyway. Hmm..I wonder if people even come to this page anymore. This one's for fun, but I make $$ on my other one, and I get tons more visitors so my focus has been there lately. Maybe with all my summer boredom I'll update more often so you can hear about my adventures staring at the wall! Nah, I'm anticipating a more exciting summer. That's it for my first entry of the millenium, how pathetic! I feel like since it's the first of the 2000 entries it should be more ponderous or something, but it's June, who cares?!


Forever Always,

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