My will is gone, the walls closing in
fighting the lonliness, but i'ts going to win
Feeling so hollow, too sad to even cry
nothing but darkness, is seen through my eyes
Feeling not worthy of even a kiss
cold and alone, my spirit I miss
Wanting to withdrawl to the place that I came
a pit of self loathing, void of reality
seething despair, I feel i'll never be able to tame
Told to go out and look life around
i would rather lie in the rain, on the cold dirty ground
Trying to reach deep, for the strength to break out
the sadness so potent , fight it? I doubt
Having to go out, put on a false smile
lonliness and pity, with me all the while
My heart once gaining speed like a train
is now slowly melting, oozing down the drain
Solace I need, ever so gently
cause my entire world has become empty
daron spence 4/99
