She told me to move on with my life
It hurts her when I tell her I love her
And that I need to look around for others
I can't let go, I look at her and see "the one"
The only one I want
I see the sexiest, most beautiful girl in the world
The only one I can open up to
She said to stop pouring out my feelingd to her
That it stabs her in the heart
So I have been holding it in, trying to behave
But holding it in feels like a grave
Its my first real love, and its killing me
To face the reality that it may never be
I have not the strength to fight it
nor the will to let go, for I fear my heart will die
My soul is so lonely, its her that it needs
Lonely, so lonely on the pain which it feeds
Why can't it happen, just start with a kiss
I would die for a moment of bliss
She could melt me so easily
I wish I could do the same
Too tough for me to tame
I have to remain silent, I have to pretend
That I don't love her, will the pain ever end
As much as it hurts, "Hold it in, hold it in"
daron spence 5/99
