I close my eyes and it's you I see
When I feel the sting of tears in my eyes
I ask the Lord over a million different "whys?"
When I can't see a light in all this dark
I curse this marriage without the chance to start
When I can't remember a time when you were here
I shed a new river of lonely tears
When I miss the feel of your embrace
I try to imagine your beautiful face
When I fear the dream from which I must wake
I close my swollen eyes and desperately pray....
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