First you will make sure you are completely showered. All stress leaving your body down the drain and you come to Me as a new born child. Naked and prepared.

Now close your eyes. Sit still. A blindfold covers your eyes. Everything is dark. I am going to place a collar around your neck. Feel the tightness wrap around your neck. A feeling of cold leather, thick and tight, around your neck. You hear it snap and buckle, knowing that it has been locked on and that it will not come off unless I take it off. You have no control here. It's locked on and only I have the key to unlock it.

You suddenly feel something wrap around your right wrist, tightly it is also locked in place. You here the buckle and snap of a lock. The same thing happens to your left wrist. They are both securely fastened and suddenly you feel yourself lead down and lying on a leather table, unable to move your arms which have been tied down. You can still move your elbows but not for long. You feel rope being wrapped around your biceps, pulling your arms completely down onto the table. Around your chest and torso thick rope embraces you. It's tightness growing greater as each pass encases your body.

You can not move the upper half of your body. It is immobile, unable to move within the tight rope bondage. You begin to sense helplessness. The fear of this helplessness is beginning to sink into your chest. You feel your throat lump and you want to scream. You start to open your mouth but instead a ball is forced into it muffling the sounds, exchanging them to moans and grunts. Scream all you'd like darling. No one will hear you. No one but I and I have no intention on letting you go for a very very long time. You have no control over this. I can do whatever I want to you and no one, I do mean no one will know what is happening behind these walls. So scream all you want.

You feel restraints wrapping around your ankles. Again you hear the locks. You feel a pull and a stretch that spreads your legs apart, exposing you. You can not lift, cross or close your legs. You feel the air blowing places the sun never shines. More of the rope wraps around your thighs, wrapping and wrapping encasing them and pulled down securely. You are totally helpless. Unable to move. There is nothing you can do so give up. Let go. You have no choices here. I am in control completely and I will do as I will. There is nothing you can do now. Relax and just experience the sensation. Time will pass and you will become afraid. You've never been so helpless and so out of control. You are used to being in control and now you can't even move or scream.

Everything is so dark. Total black. Your mind races with images. You can see Me with your minds eye walking around the room. Looking at you. You can't see Me watching you but I am. At times I leave the room and you hear the door close.
"Where did He go? When is He coming back? Will He forget about me?"

You don't really know and there isn't anything you can do. You are helpless, completely unable to move in your bondage. Anything can happen to you right now.....anything. Your senses seem more aware and your bound body although unable to move it begins to come alive. You feel everything. The fear beginning to dissipate until you once again hear the sound of My foot steps walking around you. You wonder what I'll do to you in this most vulnerable state. You try once again to move and scream and I completely ignore the moans that try to escape your mouth.

Suddenly you feel a swish of air move across your body and you wonder if something, someone, perhaps Me, you wonder if you've been touched. You jump but once again realize that you can't even move. The fear again races through your body and your heart feels large. It pounds in your chest and your adrenaline pumps through you, you becomes light and again you feel the fear begin to move through you and then away. It disappears leaving you with a feeling of peace. You suddenly have lost your fear and no longer care what happens to you. You have realized that there isn't anything you can do nor do you want to.

It seems as though an eternity has passed. Light feathers begin to stroke your body and you tingle all over. The gag now leaves you and your tighten jaw contracts back into place. You hear the locks snap....you feel the rope slowly move across your tingling flesh as the bondage begins to lift, leaving you feeling relaxed. Drained. Free. You fear nothing.