This pages is still undaComprendo bare wif me*
•My Profile•
My parents call me Yen
people later called me Noy..
but yet some may know me as Noy or Yen.
i popped out into this world as a female
my background is Laos
i`ve lived for 19 years so far
i saw light for the first time on 11/2/84
I was born in Thailand, Came to USA in 1990..Soo dat makes me a FOA, Fresh Off da Airplane.. *hehehe
i love rice,Chicken,and lemonade!!! :)
i`ve grown 5`2 n still growin.. i think
i think my hair color is black
tha tastey fruit in the world are lemons
tha best color in the world black n pink
tha drink to drink is milk..
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I am. super nice
I can. be very sweet
I enjoy. a good book
I love. my family & friend
I like. butterfly
I hate. 2face & lyer
I alwayz. carry lip gloss
I can'nt. B who i'm not
I wish. on shooting star
I want. to make you smile
I would. like 2 have lots of $$
I could. go shopping for hour
I hope. for tomorrow
I belive. that my dream will cometure




•Online Diary•
april six 2004 as i was driving home today from work, i came across this talk radio station. and they were talking about marriage and such. and one of the radio heads said something that really got me thinking: "men marry for love and woman marry to settle". first i thought about my personal standard of that suppose "prefect" guy. yah, i know there's no such thing, but a girl can dream. anywho, i realized that in every relationship or attempt of relationship i get in, i tend to just quit. just because they had one quality or two i found unappealing. it's not that i don't try to look pass that. it's just that, why would you want to waste your time with a guy you know you'll eventually leave? i remember this one time my aunt asked me if i wanted to get marry when i got older. and i told her of course yes! why not? then she asked me what i was looking for in a guy. after i told her, she started laughing then she said, "if that's what your looking for then you'll never get married, just find someone you can live with and then settle". i don't want to just find someone i can live with and settle. i want to find someone i can love and can't live without. but with this false world we're living in, i'm not sure if i would be able to do that. this just got me really thinking. my thoughts aren’t exactly final on this subject, but please do feel free to leave a comment on what you think. it'll be greatly appreciated.

April 5 *04 When are people going to grow up? Seriously I`m so sick of ppl who can`t grow up and whine and cuss about life when they can change it but they don`t. I mean yea I`m here to help whatever and be a friend but don`t frigging take your fustrations out on me just cause you can`t handle your own life! I give you advice it`s your choice whether or not to follow them but hell you don`t like what you hear then get someone to lie to you! I spit out the truth represent and you better reconize. Don`t complain to me if you aren`t going to do something about it when you can ok? I`m perfectly happie with my life because I act on what I believe and I listen when I think I agree with something. I`m don`t care if you don`t agree just don`t give me shiet cause your life is that way!

April o3 2004
What`s annoying me right now ? - I hate it when people lie to me. It doesn`t matter about what. Things that aren`t important to those people doesn`t mean it isn`t important to me! When I find out that someone is lying to me a piece of my heart falls off. The piece of trust.. Just because I look stupid doesn`t mean I`m really stupid! ! And even if I don`t say anything it doesn`t mean that I don`t know. I know a lot more then some people think..

Monday March 22 2004
Speechless ... A spectacular day! Someone once told me that you know when someone is the ONE when you get that feeling when you are around them, the feeling that you never get around anyone else in your life. You know when someone is the one when you’re willing to do anything you can to make them smile and be happy. You know when someone is the one when you can look them in the eye and its like you’ve never seen them before, and there’s the feeling like you can’t take your eyes off them. You know when someone is the one when you are with them, nothing else in the world matters. When time flies so fast, it seems like you were only with them for a second. You know when someone is the one, when you hold them close you get that feeling like everything is so perfect. You know when someone is the one, when you are willing to give them your heart.
Don`t need players, mackers, or *bleep*holes to fulfill my needs..
Don`t need a guy thats gonna be a one night standard shiet..
Dont need a guy thats gonna be pimping those ladies and then be running to me..
Don`t need to be lie to...
Don`t need to be played with..
Don`t need to cry.
Don`t need to be wasting my time..cause when i find my guy.. he`s gonna be
all mine.. and not play me for a f*cking fool.. f*ck them guys =D..
Don`t need them.. Done deal.
Because right now i need a plain nice sweet kindhearted kinda guy!!
"A person may smile and laugh in front of you but sometimes deep within, a smile can hide a pain unfathomable..."

This poems goes out to one guy i met at work & he is one of the sweetest guy i met so far:
<----------Me and my Sugah Baby

I don`t care if you are a brown guy,
at least you ain`t think he`s the shiit.
I don`t care if you are not good-looking to anyone else,
but you are good looking to me & my eyes only.
I don`t care if you can`t dress,
because you don`t have to impress anyone but me.
I don`t care if you have a country accent,
because i think its cute.
I don`t care if you got a big head,
as long as you got brains.
I don`t care if you don`t have much money,
as long as you care about me.
I don`t care about anything else but you,
because i like you dearly.
*Please stop asking me if i'm "15" because i'm NOT. i'm 19 so get over it. just because i look young doesn't mean i'm young and just because you look old doesn't mean your old."