On a Friday the Thirteenth
i
Count the stars
in the sky in my eyes.
Pluck them and keep them
in your palm.
Hold on to one, two, or three
hours that you and I had:
my memories should be
your memories too.
ii
I bury my face
in your hands
your soft, warm hands
which are bigger than mine.
Don't use them to push me
away from your sadness:
your sadness should be
my sadness too.
iii
i am your puppet
without strings
attached to my hands and feet.
You make me dance
to your tune.
You make my heart skip
to your beat.
I have tangled emotions:
your music should be
my music too.
iv
Say you care
about my rough feet
my rough hands
my rough face
about whether I heal
or die.
i do not want to be a file.
i don't want to lose myself in misery
nor in a crowd
i'll hold you
to a promise you made
(can I count on your memory?):
your promise should be
my promise too.
v
I'll give you liberty
to hook my fingers with yours
to catch me when i teeter
and fall
to call me names other than my own
(i do not like mine)
in return, I want
your cynical remarks
your critical observations
your honest opinion
my happiness back:
my happiness should be
your happiness too.