Wonderings

Staring at the moon pondering my life.
Wondering if I had it to do again
Would I still be here?
I dunno...I might.

Thinking of all my regrets,
The many mistakes I've made.
All the thoughts inside my head,
I never seemed to say.

All the pain and all the strife,
What did it bring to me?
It brought me all the wondering,
If things could be differently.

What if I'd done this?
What if I'd said that?
Would I still be here,
Wondering, why me?

Thinking of all the choices,
The ones that cannot be undone.
The same choices that have made me,
What I have become.

A lonely miserable person,
All alone in this world.
Looking at life so negatively,
Dreaming of finding a way to flee.

To flee from all I am,
All that I have done
And all I have yet to do.
Flee from all I have become.

~Crissy~

Written: August 2005 Completed: July 2006

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