Between Two (selves)

the wrong time.
I have no reasons...

no joy.
For all these years, I've searched,

finally I found someone.
Can a hope come alive after death?
Can a feeling be renewed?
(do I want to try?)
A heart is to be broken many times...

first comitments are impossible.
Someone is here for me.
Someone who wants (and maybe needs) me...
(my feelings for many years)
A final step has not been taken...
(should it be?)
A New Year! ...

A new beginning for me
One with joy... maybe pain, (but can I?)
(am I able?)
Can I be in love?
(am I allowed?)
Sometimes it seems not!
(sometimes I don't believe it!)
A tear!
A word - are they synonimous?
A sharp pain of mistrust?!?
Is there total content?
(can there be unity?