Far Away and Dreamless Night

I sit here dreaming of you -
No not dreaming - per say
but staring into an empty place
that should be filled by you

I have finally found you again
Yes, I have been looking... and looking.
Alas, an email brought you to me
And I called... I called

That was earlier, but I was not honest
I had to speak to you again
Again, I called, again, and again.
Messages unanswered till then

Then, Then, Then... I got a text
Noooo! I was bubbling inside.
Brewing what had not brewed in a while
I text Return... a return... a return

Then, then, then I called
You could hear the smile on my face
I was trying not to let it show
but I smiled and I smiled

It had been a while - way too long
My heart opened up to you
with four little words I knew
I knew... I knew...

I had to let you know it was true
What my heart had told me all along
It was true -- so true
Oh, but to begin again.

So, I start again by saying 4 little words
four small words that tell so much
"I want you back" it is.
And you say... you say...
"I'm not the person you knew"
I know... but you're in there....
I know... I know.... but I'll try.

I'll write to you.
I'll sing you love songs.
I'll hug you and kiss you every day when I can.
today... tomorrow...
and every single day till you love me again.