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This month,
a story from childhood. |
My Mother The Satan Worshiper
by The Silent Warrior
written by The
Silent Warrior
It was Christmastime.
My family was visiting a relative. I was about 9 years old.
There was a Catholic religious display at my Aunt's home. I was fascinated
by it. My Aunt saw my fascination. She asked if I wanted to
pray. (My mother became enraged (although she didn't show it to her
sister), she is a Satan worshiper.)
As a gift to me that very next year, my Aunt
brought over a similar Christmas alter. My mother pretended
to go along with anointing it in the ceremony my Aunt held using holy water.
However, after my aunt left, my mother told me that she may have knelt
down but only to deceive my Aunt. She said that "Jesus power"
had no power in her house because it was a "Damned house".
Satan is the only power.
Later that year --
My mother's Satanic attack on me.
One evening Mother prepared the attack and then removed my father by having
him take her shopping. She had put my older brothers in charge
of me. Both were Satanic worshipers. Prior to leaving, she
had instructed them to give me a particular drink. They then ordered
me to go upstairs. Some time later, my brothers told me to return
downstairs.
Everything was blurry. One of the brothers
took me by my arm and brought me into the living room. He brought
me to the front of what had been the Christmas alter. The two
had changed it. They had turned the picture of Jesus upside-down.
They had replaced the white candles with black candles.
I was made to sit on the floor. One of
my brothers entered the room from behind me. He had a blanket over
his head. It was meant to frighten me. The two started
yelling and screaming at the picture of Jesus, then then spitting at it.
Then cussing at it and swearing at it. Suddenly, there were knives
and scissors and the two stabbed at the upside-down photo of Jesus.
This was done to inflict fear of their Satan
power (however, I could feel nothing due to the drug they had given me).
It was done to make me feel that they could do this heinous action and
I could do nothing to stop them. (The tea that was given me had been
spiked. It is suspected to have been psychedelic mushrooms.)
My reaction to this event was not one of fear
as Mother anticipated. Instead, there was no reaction. Everything
had become fuzzy and distorted.
When my parents returned, my Mother asked them
what had been my response. She was enraged that it had not scared "the
Heaven out of me". (This is the Satanic version of having the Hell
scarred out of you). She yelled at my brothers for not giving me the full
dose left for that purpose. She said she didn't believe them. There
was an argument. They told her that they had given me the full dose.
She came over to me and demanded to see my eyes. She asked me who she was.
I was too much under the mushroom effect to answer. She turned to my brothers.
She said she believed them.
After the effects of the drug wore off, I was
interrogated by Mother as to what I knew happened that night. She
told me that nothing had happened and that is what I was to say if anyone
were to ask.
One day after Christmas was over and all of
the decorations had been put away, a marble rolled under the bookcase where
the Christmas alter had been. I went under with my hand to find it
and found something else instead. I felt something on the floor and
scrapped some of it up with my finger nails. I noticed something on the
side of the bookcase as well. I scraped it off and was examining it when
Mother entered the room. (It didn't feel like grease. It felt like
wax.)
My mother, seeing this, asked me what
I was doing. I told her I was reaching for my marble when I found something
on the floor and side of the bookcase. I thought it was wax. She retorted,
"So, you figured it out, did you?" She then yelled at my older brother.
She yelled, "I thought I had told you to clean everything up!" He said
that he had. She told him to go over to the bookcase and check it. He did
as she demanded. His excuse was that it was dark that night when he was
made to clean it up and didn't notice that portion of it. He reminded her
that she had checked it herself and thought it was cleaned up. She yelled,
"Don't you dare contest my power!" She told him to finish cleaning
it up and go to his room.
Many years had passed. I returned
home from school one afternoon to find Mother in the living room.
She told me that she was going to rid her house once and for all of the
Christmas alter that my Aunt had brought over and anointed IN HER house
with holy water.
She was going to do this with her own secret
potion. She was holding a container in her right hand. With that
said, she threw the contents (a clear liquid) at the location of
where the Christmas alter had been. When the liquid hit the tile
floor it began smoking. She told me it was because the fires from Hell
were burning away the Christmas alter. She was concerned with my reaction.
She insisted on knowing what I thought about her show of power and then
what I thought.
It was from this experience that I came to
believe that 'poisoners', whether they are proclaimed Satan worshipers
or not, will continue their attack on their victims for years following
the attack to ensure their criminal activity remain unknown to the
justice system or, for that matter, other potential victims..
Further, I believe that although the
victim escapes to return to the safety, they are not truly 'safe.'
It must be realized that during their blackout period, the 'poisoner(s)'
have access to everything in their wallets, purses, cars, clothes and sometimes
even their homes (where the survivor wakes up in his or her own bed 12
hours later). These 'poisoner(s)' can continue surveillance
through this information such as the social security number. Notwithstanding,
the names and addresses in the address book. |