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As time passes i begin to wonder how i have managed to survive in life as long as i have. I mean look at the things i have gone threw. Life has not been easy but i am still here. And i hope i am around for a while longer. As i have a new child being born very soon. My new son will be named Loki Alaxander Kosi. He is due on Oct. 10th but the way things are going he will be born sooner. I am still waiting on medical procedures which has been over a year of waiting. perhaps i am not meant too have them done. But i do require them. Only then will I know how to proceed. I am thinking that they are going to play a big part in my life. As is my apprenticeship as a Chef. I cant wait to finish it and be a full fledged chef and be able to work anywhere. Yet i sit and wonder is there a point in all my efforts?? Cause if i am to die what difference does that make? But i will keep trying till i know what is going to happen. And i must thank Chrystal for making me see the doctor in the first place for if it wasnt for her i would probably be dead as the doctor had told me.

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