September 29, 1998 - TUESDAY - There used to be a time when I was so sure about everything...issues..life...morals...my standards for a good life....yadda yadda..and one day I wake up and my views have changed...maybe swayed in one direction or the other....or completely in the opposite direction from which I was originally headed. HOW does that happen??

*Giggles* Heck, I know how it happens...you start following those ideas, those standards and sometimes find out how messed up they are...then you are thinking..."What the hell was I thinking?"

I suppose thats why it's so lovely that we are all entitled to our own opinions, our own views and entitled to change them any darn time we'd like.

It's funny, my girlfriend and I were talking the other day and we were talking about WHY do 99.9% of us have to learn the hard way?? It's a shame sometimes that we have to learn for ourselves but I guess thats most of the fun.

I can't say I regret too much in my life. I've certainly made some choices that surprise the hell out of me...but can't say I wish I wouldn't have made them. Life is just too damn short to not experience all that you can.

September 28, 1998
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