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November 28, 1999 - SUNDAY - She's Got a Wayby Billy JoelShe's got a way about her I don't know what it is But I know that I can't live without her She's got a way of pleasin' I don't know what it is But there doesn't have to be a reason Anyway She's got a smile that heals me I don't know why it is But I have to laugh when she reveals me She's got a way of talkin' I don't know what it is But it lifts me up when we are walkin' Anywhere She comes to me when I'm feelin' down Inspires me without a sound She touches me and I get turned around She's got a way of showin' How I make her feel And I find the strength to keep on goin' She's got a light around her And everywhere she goes A million dreams of love surround her Everywhere She comes to me when I'm feelin' down Inspires me without a sound She touches me and I get turned around She's got a smile that heals me I don't know why it is But I have to laugh when she reveals me She's got a way about her I don't know what it is But I know that I can't live without her Anyway Well...what did I do this weekend? mmm..Friday night I went out with some girls from work....it was pretty fun...hung out at this DIVE bar for like 4 hours...but it was fun..I like to watch people and listen to stories...so I was pretty happy..then we went to another bar with a dance floor and that was pretty fun too...;) but still I was home by 12:30...one word....SMOKEY! wow... Oh yeah...my husband sent me flowers at work on Friday....was a bit weird cuz it took me by surprise...it almost made me more nervous then anything...making me wonder what he did....lol....but he's trying his best to be sweet....;) Saturday....Brad and I went to Red Lobster for lunch...*YUMMY* and went and bought a new Christmas Tree ;) Hopefully he will put it up today...;) Then last night I went out to dinner with my girlfriend and we went to Wal*Mart ;) So I actually started a little Christmas shopping.....I am having a hard time getting into it this year...I did actually start wrapping the presents :) Damn, this girl can make a mess in a heartbeat...;) Today, I need to pick up, I have a baby shower to go to..my sister-in-law and I are going shopping...and I have a policy book to type up that I keep putting off! I'm sad today...and it SUCKS...Thats my life. Anyways... Remember who loves ya...  November 22, 1999 - MONDAY - Well, I just flew in...."And boy are my arms tired" LOL...*duh* No really folks..;) I haven't been up too much...working...wishing I wasn't working...more like it..;) and well..doing the usual driving myself completely insane..;) Too bad you can't get paid for that....I'd be RICH ;)..Have you ever went to bed thinking? Continued thinking in your sleep..and woke up thinking? Doesn't make for a good morning...;( Called in a prescription today..and went and picked it up at CVS..nice little service that is....nice and handy..;) Ate at Rally's for lunch..and kicked back in my car for like 45 min with my chair reclined and my feet up on the steering wheel listening to some tunes.....was having a pretty good time until the last two songs...Jim Croce's "Time in A Bottle" and "Operator" ....had me so relaxed..I almost fell asleep! For the record..man..I hate football...esecially Monday Night Football. Don't they realize my ritual is to watch Friends at 11:30...and when football is on...it throws my whole schedule off! Isn't anything sacred these days? *grr* LOL.... Thanksgiving is coming...whatcha gonna do? Got a new picture for my bedroom today...;) Its a huge ass picture of a Leopard...hehe...and its COOL..;) My comforter set is leopard and my curtains and blinds are black with a leopard scarf..;) its so cool..;) hehe...."Welcome to the Jungle, we've got fun and games, we've got everything you want...honey we know the names..we are the people that will find...what ever you may need..if you got the money honey we've got your disease.." Damn, I should have been a rock star...LOL... GRRRRRRRR I just moved some code in my file!! and have no clue where it goes!!! and now I keep getting script errors!! I love it when that happens. *pout* Life is good... Or so I hear... *giggles* Remember who loves ya... November 17, 1999 - WEDNESDAY - So, did I tell ya I've been revampin the page? I'm sure you may have noticed by now...and I can't remembered if I've mentioned my new forum. A forum? you ask...why not..? *smiles* Quick way to throw sompin out there and see what responses I can get..and an easy way to keep up with others...its almost as fun as getting email..*smiles* So, I didn't go to work today...haven't been feeling to well....my nerves have been in a complete uproar..and man does it make me crazy...worse feeling in the world....it really is. Needless to say, I spent the majority of the day sleeping my troubles and thoughts away..;) Damn, I love sleeping ;) Remember who loves ya... November 14, 1999 - SUNDAY - Had a fun weekend. ;) Me and three other girls went to Cleveland for the weekend. Lots of fun. We left around 8 in the morning on Saturday...and went to an outlet mall, ate at the Cracker Barrel and went to our hotel. We got a suite at the Hampton Inn and we all put our PJs on..lol...it was like 4 or 5 in the afternoon, and hung out in the room, drank a little..laughed a lot ;) Did the fun things women do when they get together...then we finally decided to start getting ready to go out for the night. ;) We went to the Flats and ended up going to The Basement, and The Attic. Three of us were shitfaced within a half hour...now I remember why it is I only drink once or so a year. LOL..but I'm sure I wouldn't have been so bad if the first shot Maria bought me wasn't 101 Proof...*gag* Followed by 3 beers and 5 other shots...needless to say....I was...mmmmm...F*cked Up...I felt sorry for the one of us that was sober.....cuz I know how that position feels..LOL..but....after awhile..we regained composure...danced and had a good time. ;) I'm kind of cranky this evening. I have a lot of things on my mind...its really bringing me down...perhaps I'm feeling sorry for myself? or just plan tired..... Better news, in my last thoughts (see below) I was talking about Ambition. Its almost ironic. The day after I posted that I got a call at work from a lady that I know asking me if I wanted to interview for a job. I would be working at a newly opening psychiatrist's office as an office manager. The Dr. is getting ready to hire 10 therapists...so it would be a great opportunity and a growing company. So..of course I say yes and had an interview the following Monday. By the end of the interview the Dr. called in his assistant and they offered me the position! I am pretty excited about it. I will be starting out $1 more an hour then what I am making now, but there will be lots of room for advancement. After I had left the office I was almost in tears because I just felt so honored. Perhaps its naive to put so much trust into someone you had just met, but the Dr. was explaning and telling me about three projects that he was taking care of and I just thought the man was amazing. Anyways, I will be starting the job in January hopefully...and haven't let my previous bosses know....so maybe this is another thing working on my mind.... I could ramble forever tonight... Remember who loves ya... |
November 3, 1999 - WEDNESDAY -
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So how overdue is this? I know..I know...way over. Tonight a group of co-workers and I went out to a local bar and shot the shit...it was pretty fun...I work with a great group of people so...thats a lot to be thankful for in itself. Many times it comes up the conflict between money and happiness. Golly gee ned...you know..money is great...but I'm into that happiness thing..*giggles* I'm not ambitious enough or greedy enough for the money thing...so damnit...I'm all for the happiness part. Of course if you can have both...don't let me stand in the way. I was talking to one of my girlfriends this weekend and she was talking about getting a second job..because she wants to buy some new furniture and some things. Yeah, sure, I'd like a new bedroom suite..but I'll be damned if I'm gonna get a second job...*giggles* Its just a big improvement for me to actually work 40 hours a week...*giggles* Ambition....Is that something you're born with? A learned trait? Either way, I missed the stop. Anyone know where I can buy some? *giggles* What causes it? A mind altering experince? A life threatening situation? I keep searching and searching for any trace of it in my being...can't seem to find any. If any of you have ever seen it....could ya let me know? LOL...cuz its really starting to bother me. Anyways, remember who loves ya ;) |
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