OCTOBER 12, 1998 - MONDAY -

The better question would be...what am I not thinking? wow...my sleep has been restless for days...because I can not stop thinkin! It even invades my sleep and dreams...and it drives me crazy!

So..days like these...when my thoughts are jumbled together....instead of making them worse...I may post a song that is my fav at the moment....LIKE TODAY! *soft smile*


Easy

Know it sounds funny
But, I just can't stand the pain
Girl, I'm leaving you tomorrow
Seems to me girl
You know I've done all I can
You see I begged, stole, and I borrowed! (yeah)

Ooh that's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning!

Why in the world would anybody put chains on me?
I've paid my dues to make it
Everybody wants me to be
What they want me to be
I'm not happy when I try to fake it! no!

Ooh that's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning!

I wanna be high, so high
I wanna be free to know
The things I do are right
I wanna be free
Just me! Whoa, oh! Babe!

That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning, yeah
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning, whoa
'Cause I'm easy
Easy like Sunday morning, yeah
'Cause I'm easy
Easy like Sunday morning



by: Lionel Richie

Sometimes this is exactly how I feel. People want me to be who they want me to be....*sigh*...if there is nothing I can stand more...is than being the "norm". What fun is that? Who is anyone to judge one another. Of course we all have opinion but none better then the other really.....It just depends on how we react on them...or how respectful or disrespectful we are of others. Don'tcha think?*wink*

and for my other thing I might start doing with each diary is making a small note of what color nail polish I am wearing that day! May sound strange to you...but I had this friend.."Bigboy" that used to ask me every day what color polish I was wearing....because he knew I painted them every day....so in memory of him (he past away) I'm gonna tell ya what color I'm wearing. That way I can think about him and entertian myself.

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