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It's funny...I am not a mushy person most of the time...but the times that I am....they seem so emotional...I get so deep and teary eyed... Especially those times when I think of how much my friends mean to me. Sometimes I am afraid that I might die without getting the chance of letting the people I love or care about know just what they mean to me. I read all these pages dedicated to friends...and special loves and such...but do the recipients on these pages really know....the feeling behind those simple words? It's there it seems we are ripped off. How can we let the people we love and care about KNOW just what they mean to us? Sometimes, I don't think it is possible to show the gratitude I feel. If you have ever made me smile....made me laugh....you have given me a reason to be thankful for you coming into my life. Even for those brief acquaintences....it's hard to beat the feeling behind a smile or a giggle. There haven't been many people in my life that I have come across that I simply don't like or circumstances have brought us to unhappy grounds. But really, it wouldn't take much for me to forget the things that have made me unhappy. I don't like "not liking" people. It makes me feel yucky inside. and how fun is that?? Not much. My dad told me once..."Hating someone hurts you more then it does them" and that has always stuck in my mind...and it is so true. Really, what does it matter to them? It is just a bunch of wasted energy and heartache. Ya Live...and Ya Learn... *giggles* jeesh...must have been a semi-mushy night for me....Take care of you....if for no one else...for me. I need ya. *huggles* |