These words were written during different periods of my life. The first one is to my husband. The second one is about a very recent time in my life. The third is for a man I once loved but hurt me very badly physical and emotionally.
Mr. Ivan
The day you met me I was not knowing
The day you met me you were not showing
The day I met you was a change in my life
And now you are considering me as a wife
We talk and laugh and share our time
You have worked your way into this heart of mine
Your touch is like no other I have ever known
And in my heart your love has grown
The soft gentle way in which you caress me
You open your heart so boldly for me to see
You let me know when things are not right
And when I am sad or hurt you hold me tight
You show me your love in so many ways
If this is true we will share the rest of our days
I often though my heart was untouchable after the last
But you have changed that and overcome my past
I don’t fear for my life
I would agree to be your wife
I feel safe and secure in your arms
I am very captivated by your charms
I feel I can walk side by side with you
Knowing that you hold me dear too
You show me your love in so many ways
In this I pray we have many more days
To kiss you good night and say I love you
Is the thing I want most in life to do
To feel your body so close to mine
Is all I want for the rest of time
Come stand with me come be my man
In this I hope you understand
What I am asking for in you today
Everything depends on what you will say
I want to share my life with you
I want to be one in all ways with you
I love you Mr. Ivan like no other
I don’t want you just as a lover
I want to feel your love run through me
I would love to be your wife don’t you see
I want to be complete with you
My love for you is very true
With my love for you I will love you well
If this is not for you then please do tell
I hold you close in my heart
And I pray for us not to part
I will go to sleep now with you in my sight
Holding you closely knowing this is right
Loving you madly and deeply I do
Praying it is the same for you
Good night my love
Why?
You knew of the pain in my life
And you took me on as your wife
It showed it’s face so very fast
The security it did not last
My safe little world came to an end
Violence from my spouse and friend
A face I did not recognize
As if he has been in disguise
The fear that rips through ones soul
Will eventually take its toll
The fear for my children and I
Praying one day we will not die
Now I wonder why I did not see
What should have been so apparent to me
I have lived it so many ways
Do I have to live it for the rest of my days
So Lord send me a sign
Don’t let me fail one more time
It Was Great At First
You asked me to be your wife
I thought we could handle the past
And this time it would last
You would hold me close in your arms
Smile down and me and smoother me in charm
It was great at first
Then the bubble burst
Then one nite you got very angry
Why I do not know is beyond me
That time I decided to let it go
Thinking it still could work you know
I thought we still could give it a try
It was not the nite I thought I would die
It was great at first
Then the bubble burst
Then came the nite you tossed me like a rag doll
It did not matter to you where I might fall
You picked me up and throw me some more
I hit the dresser I hit the door
That nite you lost control
I thought I was losing my soul
It was great at first
Then the bubble burst
I still hold a very strong place for you in my heart
But it was time for us to part
I know you still care for me
But there are things you have to see
I cannot be your wife
And live in terror and fear all my life
I do love you
Because it was great at first
And then the bubble burst
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