If your here then you probably want to know more about your faithful story teller.{That is I}
Well sit down and get comfortable and let me tell you all about myself.
I guess I'll start with my family, family... I thought I knew what that word meant, I guess I dont anymore.
Let me tell you about my father, now I know he loves me but, he doesnt realize that he is smothering me in the process.
he thinks he understands me but, how can he when I hardly know myself anymore.
Then there is my mom...I guess most people love their mother but I hate mine.
See for her it was always like she was competing with my father,and everytime she bought me a present, its like
"Sorry but its still mine, until you pay me back for it", think how this sounds to an eleven year old boy, how was I suppose to pay her back?
with love? I tried, I really did but that wasnt good enuff for her, so I'll be glad if I never see her again in my life.
Now you can imagine what my childhood was like, how both my parents, out of love, fought to control me.
Because of this, I now suffer from clinical depression, and I have had thoughts of suicide. Then I remember something, someone once told me,
and that is "Running away never solved anything.". And I think killing yourself is running away from everything, including your friends, and those who love you.
Now that we got some of the most depressing stuff out of the way, lets talk about some of my friends, and if i didnt have these friends,
I might not be here to write this today...
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I guess the place to find me is online, because I spend most of my time there... I am mostly on IRC using EFnet and you can find me most on the time in my channel which is #thedarkones... my nicks online are Vinesse and Xanthus, so if your on, drop me a line:)
Now lets talk about my friends whom are as important to me as my own life, first on the list is Eric, but what can I say about him....He is a good friend to me, and
we've been thru a lot of shit together, he may only be 16 years old but he has the intelligence of a 50 year old (no lie). If you ever want to talk to him you can usually find him
on mirc as KeighlonD or on diablo's battle net as Keighlon or Bendalor.
Now lets talk about Brandon, I've only known him about a month or so, but I can talk to him about anything at all, and he listens. He always has some advice to give and I have offerd him some of mine. He is always there when I need him and hopefully I'll meet him soon...
One thing I dont like about him is I dont think he has seen Rocky Horror Picture Show yet:).
Now I must not forget about Beth, without whom this page would not have had sound (thats for those of you who hear the sound:) )she is a really interesting person, I dont think
I've ever met anyone like her. she shares alot of the same interests as me, and I wish she would get online more often, because I havent seen her in so long.
Now I do have other friends, its just that I dont see them often now, and I wish I did...
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By the way, this site is always under construction, I still want to add alot more to it so come back soon : )
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