ALWAYS
Sometimes I see you in my dreams.
I reach out to you, but you turn away.
My heart breaks a thousand times
As I remember the love I once had
But is not mine anymore.
Sometimes I need to get away.
I lock my door, but nothing can lock out love.
My mind is filled with familiar pictures
As I think back on all the times we shared
But are only alive in my memory.
Sometimes I think of you and cry.
I pray that you will return to me, but you never will.
My tears slowly trickle down my face
As I recall the mistake I made
But I can never take it back.
Sometimes I wish that I would die.
I close my eyes, but your face is all I see.
My spirit darkens with each passing day
As I reminisce the life I once had with you
But will never have again.
Always I hold you in my heart.
I call your name, but you will never answer.
My body is numb, yet aches so much
As I relive those magical moments
But your love is too pure to be given to me.