Questioning Hope

The wind was harsh today
Opportunities passed quickly
While the day dragged
Urging for another chance
I felt like I was in a movie
Where the camera points at the sky
And the days fade
And the seasons change
But I am still the same

I am

Worried over nothing
Frustrated with lack of progress
Angry at the clouds

That race in the sky
Changing my shadows
From darks to lights
My once hidden questions
Uncovered to reveal unsure realizations
False conclusions
And...
Because hope is still there
Underneath the crust
Just above the mantle
Because hope is uncertain
Of the result
And is afraid
Of rejection

The wind brings with it
Clouds that create doubt
Overshadowing conclusions
As they pass over
And re-cover
Their earlier status
Diminishing 'facts'
And questioning hope