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1 1 . 3 0 . 0 8 Turkey day come and gone, and its back to studying. I keep telling my self that this will be my last holiday season spent buried in the books, but it doesn't really help much on the stress relief factor. This year we invested in a brine bag and some seasonings for the turkey, I think it made a big difference than in our past attempts. I also did some honing up on my carving methods and was able to clean up the turkey pretty well. Practice makes perfect I suppose. Went to the local best buy to buy some toner for my printer and decided while I was at it, I should see if there were any decent post-black friday deals. Never being the one to camp out the night before, I instead just moseyed in a few days later and found a pretty good deal on an ipod for Hana. I had been hoarding best buy reward certificates for a while so I ended up not paying much out of pocket at all for it. I figure it has been at least a year or so since the model came out, so I was not paying brand spanking new full price for it (I'm still working with my 1G shuffle). I couldn't help but notice that store was pretty much empty, something that was not true in the years past. No doubt for every crazy consumer willing to trample over people in front of them at 5am there are quite a few others that just decided to take it easy and stay home. Another distraction from the turkey day festivities was the terror attacks in Mumbai over the weekend. It makes me cringe to think about what might be coming around the corner, with the media already blasting the reports 24-7 and bringing in terrorism experts who point to another middle eastern country which happens to have been mentioned frequently as a potential military target by our new president-elect. A couple things came to mind as the coverage went on, first the frequent reference to the attacks as India's "9-11" and secondly that the coordinated nature of the attacks were linked to OBL. True or not, I kind of think its too soon to be making connections, but that might be too late already to plant a seed in the American consciousness. Who knows, another middle eastern war in 2009? I'm still trying to figure out how we're going to pay for all of this. And find the fresh troops. And prepare for the eventual blowback. 1 1 . 2 1 . 0 8 November is winding down and my seasonal finals hell is looming again. I've been under the gun for about a month with my day job work so again I find myself in a semi-continuous adrenaline rush 24/7 trying to find time for everything at once. There is a silver lining to the stress though in the form of overall productivity since I seem to perform pretty good under trial by fire situations. I guess I'm still a scrapper after all. Another observation is that after another busy semester and getting hit on all sides, I really should be both mentally and physically drained by now, but surprisingly I'm holding steady and strong so far. My gut attributes it to the new diet that I started in August which I've been able to keep up on pretty well now 3 months and counting. Still no red meat, dairy, and not much meat at all, mostly vegetables and whole grains. I've kept off a solid 15lb even though I haven't had time to hit the gym in about a month. I'm pretty sure that if I had been able to keep up with a regular exercise schedule I would be more like 25lb down. The other part of the coin I think is that I've also been experiencing a benefit in overall mood and mental well-being. Working under a stressful schedule and environment can take its toll on the mind and perspective and I've observed a handful of instances that should've turned out very negative and somewhat self-destructive over the past few months, but instead I was able to turn them into very positive experiences in the end. I think a large part of this has to do again with the new diet and lifestyle change. All things considered, maybe eating more tofu, natto, wakame, brown rice, kim chee, hummus, saba and goya was a good idea after all. How you figgah? Even newer assignments at work lately are giving me several examples of how many different styles of work styles, management and overall temperament goes into getting a job task done. In some ways I'm still refining my own style, being that I've rarely been in purely superior role, and even when I am, I almost never see it necessary to browbeat or to one-up a subordinate even when they made a mistake, I don't see the point in beating on someone just for not following some official or unofficial policy or procedure. I tend to think that there are rules and then there are rules, and you pick your battles, save your energy for the real ones. Or maybe its because I simply don't like telling other people what to do. I reserve that for life and death situations in which I have the solution to an imminent threat or danger, which just so happens to not have happened at work yet. Meanwhile I've been keeping tabs on the ongoing economic meltdown, watching my stocks and retirement accounts get whacked every other day, only to rally up again the next day. Slowly but surely the overall balance is on a downward slope. Its very frustrating and I can't help but feel helpless to do anything about it really other than recalibrate the contribution schedule and check the balance again the next day. Almost everyone I talk to is optimistic that 2009 will be a better year economically, I'm much more cautious about any calls for a bottom. I've read up a bit on Japan's deflationary lost decade and Argentina's economic crisis and wonder which model the US will be following. Neither look good, that is for sure. 1 1 . 5 . 0 8 As I had in my gut, Obama wins by a landslide, almost 2:1 on the electoral college votes. With the Dems picking up additional seats in the Senate and House, it ended up being a sweep on almost all fronts. With a few senate races still being decided, it looks like the Dems are also close to a 60 member cloture AKA filibuster-proof majority in the Senate. Even if they come short, I'm pretty sure that at least a handful of Republican senators would be willing to go along with a very popular president Obama and cross the aisle in the spirit of bipartisanship. Watching Obama's acceptance speech late in the evening I was reminded again at how race is a powerful symbol and source of emotion for Americans. I can't recall ever seeing so many people swept with emotion over a politician before, crying in the audience, shouting for joy. With the historic anecdotes of how he is the first black president, this was a theme that kept coming up again and again throughout the long campaign. This is evident in conversations with African-Americans about Obama, more often then none there was a kind of competition to who owns him so to speak, based on how they identify with him racially. Too often it seemed that the one-drop rule of black identity trumps all others. He is the nation's first black president, with no alternative analysis or perspective shall apply. The reality is that his upbringing is very different than many blacks in this country, being that his mother was white American from the midwest, and his father was from Kenya, not an inner city section of an urban American center. He also spent time growing up in Hawaii and Indonesia, which would give him a southeast asian as well as a melting pot multicultural experience at a very young age. He would then go on to be one of the only black kids in a mostly white private school in Honolulu, which would serve as a spring board for his higher education in Occidental, Columbia, and Harvard Law School. From there he was a community activist in southside Chicago, and a Law professor at the University of Chicago. His ties to black America really began when he went to college, and then later on in his career paths and life. This doesn't minimize his own racial identity, but it just adds a perspective that is not just black and white, no pun intended. To me his unique background is a strength, not a weakness in perspective that he brings to the table that could unite many Americans from all walks of life. For me, I actually see him as a truly multicultural American both in his upbringing and ethnic background, blending black, white and asian experiences. I still to this day challenge the label of Asian-American for Hawaiians of Asian descent on the basis that many people growing up in Hawaii grow up unexposed to the politics of race relations in America until they leave home for college. This would also apply to a hapa-haole popolo kid growing up in Hawaii in the 1970s, and I have to think that Obama sees race in America as something more than just black and white. Unfortunately all of this has and will continue to be disregarded and he is going to be seen as an African American president, and nothing else. To me this is just sad, and just another wasted opportunity for real change on the front of race relations in America. There is also another very serious danger of this dichotomous thinking is that his claim to American history will forever be a double edged sword in that any mistakes he makes will be blamed on not just him, but the entire black race. You could see rumblings of this throughout the campaign, with the controversy about Rev. Wright, supposedly anti-American comments of his wife, and a whole lot of racist statements from both his supporters and his opponents alike. Similarly how Hillary decided to run as a woman candidate, and would've been judged for this and this alone had she won the primary, Obama has made that decision to run as a black man, and he will be judged on that first of all as he goes on as president-elect. I have to admit that there has been a little bit of voter remorse initially to not have voted along with many of my peers. But looking back on my reasoning and assessment of the entire 2008 campaign from the primaries almost 2 years ago, I can say that I stood by my principles and voted accordingly. I think it also helps when the candidate that I voted for has the tenacity to call BS when a media talking head tries to divert an election night interview about corporate corruption of American politicians into a race-baiting distraction. Time may tell, but for now I'm more than willing to wait and see just how much of president-elect Obama's campaign promises come to light and how much of it was just fluff and inner beltway business as usual. So for now I'm going forward in good faith in his victory speech late in the evening, that he will be reaching out to those that didn't support him this time around with the hope that he'll make good his promise of "change" and fix some of the very bad policies of the past 8 years. The start of a long list would be some key public policies that should be reexamined, and others that should be outright repealed. The USA Patriot Act, the Military Commissions Act would be close to the top, as well as our recent embrace of policies allowing the kidnapping and torture of foreign enemies and spying on Americans. Our foreign policy in the middle east needs an immediate overhaul, starting with ending the war in Iraq and the rejecting the Bush doctrine of preemption. Domestically the biggest challenge Obama will be facing is the out of control spending and entitlements time bomb looming overhead. However most importantly would be one of the most difficult for a popular president inheriting unprecedented executive power, which would be to scale back some power of the unitary executive and bring us back closer to the separation of powers that is in our constitution. That last one would be the ultimate test, could and would a man elected to a position of great power be willing to give up some of that power that was unjustly given to him by his predecessor, or will he want more? The racial identity and symbolism that he has assumed, combined with an utter disgust for the republican party and the outgoing president has given Obama potential dictatorial powers over America. Time will tell which path he will choose. 1 1 . 3 . 0 8 Eve of the election, thought I'd comment on who I decided to vote for this time around. I've decided to cast a vote for Ralph Nader in 2008. I go back to my key points that I had coming into this election cycle. I could only support a candidate that would get us out of the middle east, would restore our civil liberties lost over the past decade, and would offer a realistic spending plan on entitlements and federal expenditure. For the most part Nader's positions on the issues is the closest to these points than any other candidate currently on the ballot. As a lifelong consumer advocate and unabashed critic of political corruption, he seems like the best candidate for the job of president of the United States. I also decided that this time around I would be voting affirmatively for someone, not against the lesser of two evils. I felt jaded in both 2000 and 2004 voting for Democratic candidates that I wasn't quite behind, but to me they represented a less evil alternative to the the Republican opponent. If I had the chance to cast a ballot in Montana, Louisiana, California, or Virginia, I would vote wholeheartedly for Ron Paul. An interesting end note to this election cycle will be the die hard Paul supporters who got him either ballot access through a third party ticket, or write-in authorization despite him coming up short in the primaries. In some sense, that kind of enthusiasm and support when everyone has written off the candidate is more impressive than all of the Obama bandwagoners. I'm more than a little torn, being that genuinely like Obama's overall message and energy, and plus share some points of commonality by way of home state and educational backgrounds. However his message of hope and unity, while inspiring, comes across more as eloquent delivery without much substance. Universal health care and tax breaks for people making less than $250,000 a year sounds great, but when it comes down to it, totally fiscally irresponsible. On the other side, I never really was impressed by McCain, his pro-war stance and pro-corporate tax plans, and combination of his hail mary VP pick in Palin and all of the ridiculous media frenzy surrounding it. There also was this very dirty campaign tactics that he succumbed to that seemed to mirror the kind of crap he had to put up with during the 2000 primaries. Which goes to my next comment, I think Obama is going to win by a landslide. Anything short of it would make me very suspicious about the integrity of our electoral process. First of all, the Redskins lost Monday night, so that should be an indicator that the incumbent party will loose the white house. Voting irregularities and ballot access challenges continue to be a huge obstacle to Americans exercising their right to participate in the political process. If we're not careful, this election could very well be tampered with, if not stolen. The real reason why I think Obama is going to win comes down to While the Democrats have had two candidates in the primaries that drew a lot of enthusiasm and support, the Republicans only had one candidate that drew a large showing. The energy in the Republican party this year was behind Ron Paul, not John McCain, ironically because he was offering a message of radical change to the establishment. This time around I can say that I was intrigued by Obama and kept it open until the very end. For now I can say that I'll consider voting him for re-election in 2012. I was very impressed with him when he gave the keynote speech at the DNC in 2004 I had hoped that he would run one day, after he had gotten at least one Senate term under his belt. My concern, especially with the current state of the economy is that he'll be a one term president. The cult of personality that he has run on and created for himself will backfire when the American people realize that he isn't able to deliver on half as many of his promises, either because of his inexperience, or because simply that America is going broke. I think this country is ready for a change of course, the question is which candidate would offer a genuine change of course. This time around I think its Ralph Nader. |