Things are finally looking up for you and, as long
as you work at it a bit, they will stay that way. However, don't
slack off; you may screw things up more than they were, before.
You're feeling stressed out; that's a given. Try
to stay calm, and tough, and resolved, and things will get better
. . . or they'll just continue to spiral out of control, like
they always do. It's up to you, in the end.
Be sure to acknowledge the existence of certain
loved ones, before they get hurt by your oblivion.
You've encountered many hardships in the last
couple of months, and things are starting to seem harder and harder.
The important thing is to handle it the right way. Don't do something
stupid like the last time; try to control your temper, and perhaps
things will turn out better than you expect them to.
Sometimes doing things for the sake of others is
a good thing. But in your case it isn't. Stop fooling yourself
and others. Admit the truth in what you do and you won't lose
that close friend you are unconsciously hurting.
Paranoia has often gotten the better of you, in
the past, but the past is exactly what it says it is: In the past.
Forget all of that and get by it. Concentrate on new ventures,
new people, or else you could get sucked into bad memories.
Take care of yourself in all that you do, because
you are going to need extra support in the time to come.
So you've made a few mistakes, and now you're
stuck with the consequences. But don't worry; things should turn
around . . . if you're extra, extra good . . . Otherwise, you'll
be spending the rest of your life alone.
Impetuousness is your main fault, these days,
and you don't even seem to realise it. Take your time and think
things through before acting, and things will come out much better
than you could have ever dreamed . . . or else they could turn
into a nightmare.
You've managed to rekindle some old friendships,
and now things are going much better. Just remember to stay on
simple terms with those people, and you won't lose them again.
Times are hard, right now, and
you will need all of your strength in order to survive what is
to come on the road ahead of you. Just make sure you don't lose
your head, or act out your frustration on those you love; you
could use their support, as well.
You're learning new things about
life, now. Just be sure that you handle this new knowledge the
right way, and keep focused on your main priorities, or else you
could end up hurting the ones you love.