At first I wasn't going to put these online but then I decide to give you all of me  !!!!
" The Breakup "
Can you see the bird of love dead at my side?
Can you feel the pain that makes me blind?
How could you end all but my life?
How could you give our love a price?
Reality
Love is a false conception in life.
Is love as real as it seem's to be?
I would believe in the all great great love if not for hate.
As I open my eyes to see.
Dying Flames
Your eyes melt my love for all but you.
But our fiery passion is burning our love away.
And when the flames have all gone out.
All there will be left is the rain.
" GX "
We shall be lost as the future comes upon us.
For we are Generation  X .
The lost and forgotten souls.
F ,T ,W
" Lifes great option " --(Milk  it)--by Nirvana
-Look on the bright side is suicide!!!
As I sit and watch you, my heart bleeds loneliness.
Craving to be liked or even acknowledged.
Sheading tears of pain and anger.
Knowing that my feeling of love can never be returned.
The sands of time shall bring me nothing but loneliness.
Walking through life loveless and heartbroken.
Never being given the chance to share my heart and soul.
Why me ???
Will I ever be loved? Never !
Will I ever be desired? Never !
Will I ever be able to love another? Never !
Will I ever be able to be truly happy? Never !
Why? Because I exsist ...
Truth
Why must loneliness be so painful?
Why must I be so alone?
Not knowing how to escape.
Not really wanting to escape.
Because in the end we are all alone...
Reality II
I am dead to love.
Learning to live alone.
Loving to live alone.
For eternity and on.
Never feeding my desires.
Never being needed.
Never to be loved.
Why do we exsist?
Why are we born?
Why do we love?
Why can't I die?
Life is good.
Life is grand.
Then we look at life
and see a grain of sand.
True End
Lying on the floor.
Gun on your chest.
They ask why? Questions.
Read the note. NO NOTE !
The end of an end.
Stardom
Superstars ,shining so bright.
Soon to be me ,this I know.
Burn so bright I will.
So bright you won't see my light.
Burning so quick  ,quick as time.
Goodbye..(fade away)
Wakeup
Opening up as I write.
What the hell is going on?
The words flow as easily as a tear.
Have I gone Insane? Well?
Oh wait ,I'm alone.
Now I see.
Trust No one , Hate all who apose me
Reality or fantasy? Ask me the question once more.
WHY?
Laceration , Bueatiful blood flow.
Taste , Drinking bueatiful blood.
Civilazation ripping out your heart.
The End , You Die!!!
Revenge ,Solice
Solitary confinement is a dream.
Dream and wish as hard as I can , society
still rear's it's ugly head into my business.
Fucking Assholes , I hope they all burn.
Then I will piss on there ashes.
Laughing and smiling at the pain.
It's thier turn to suffer , not me. Not this time.
Now my dream is a reality. I'm alone and happy.
Words of truth
Loneliness has again moved in. Not that it ever left.
Will it ever leave me be? Probably never.
Uninvited as it is, it remains for an eternity.
Death comes next to calm and hopefully heal the heart.
Is it the only solution?
Only I and my empty heart know the answer.
Friends? Too many friends. Why just friends.
Am I hidious? I don't think so.
Am I a jerk? No!
Am I stupid? Not to my knowledge.
Am I too short? ---????????
Am I feelingless and heartless? YEAH RIGHT !!!
Can I love? Maybe to much...??!!!
Can I be loved? --------------
Will I be loved? Highly unlikely.
WHY??????????
Crumbled and withered.
Void of any emotion.
Darkend by society.
A heart which has been crushed once to often.
End of an ending