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12:47 p.m. 2004-31-7
It's funny.
The duality of things.
I've been reading about duality all day.
In string theory they use mirrorsymmetry to solve the easier of two equations of identical physics.
But it seems all my equations are equally difficult.
Friendless and alone.
Befriended and alone.
It seems to make no difference.
And I'm back at the popular table screaming on the inside
smiling on the outside
quietly munchin' my luncheon.
I know the phases come and go.
Tonight I depeserately want what I can't have.
Tomorrow I will just want to be left alone.
Plans
mean nothing
laid to waste
impossible
never work
weeks ahead
futile
birthday part
shit.
and I still hate your mom.
and I could hear it in her voice tonight that she doesn't much appreciate me either.
Faceless people
frauds
Hypocrits
I'm just rambling now.
I'm just sad tonight.
And there's no getting around it.
It's going to be August soon.
And I wonder what happened to everything we said we'd do.
Everyone.
Cedar Point
Art Show
Akron
Hedges
The 4th
*sigh*
I want to play quitar until my fingers bleed.
because i'm too much of a pansy to slit my wrists.

Mood: Disgusted at Sadness
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