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10:39 p.m. 2004-8-8
At times like this I remember why I love you
My heart races as I click refresh
I know something has gone dreadfully wrong
And, as usual, my only connection is e-mail
I am shaking
There is no phone
Dad will be back online soon
Won't he?
Could the seconds tick past any slower?
I am going to be sick
I have been telling myself for days that I will let you go
But as my knees quiver
and my whole body rattles
so that my back aches
and my stomach churns
I know I could never stand to be without you
This is killing me.
Reconnect you goddamn internet.

Mood: Wide-Eyed-Frightened-Shaky
Current Music: Summer Song by Joe Satriani

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