I want to ask you,
"Where do we go from here?"
But it seems I've burned that bridge.
I'm making my own decisions now,
Regardless of whether they are thought out or not.
My spontaeity hurts people
I just discovered it and it's made me feel better
soemtimes
It's an ever growning battle
Keep it in
Let it out
I can't find the balance
I can't keep soemthings in
and let others out
I'm an all or nothing person
I never meant for my thoughts to hurt anyone I love so much.
I never meant to not back my self
I never meant to agree with me only on occasion.
Somedays, the battle is between me and Christie
and it's not between me and Trick,
but it's between me and me.
And how do I stop myself?
I'm supposed to trust me
I wish I were in some goddamned sci-fi so there could be a reason for this
But life seems more without reason everyday.
more pointless
more futile
more painful
"nothing can hurt me, you didn't hurt me, nothing can stop me now"
"The greatest enemy is the man with nothing left to lose"
Cammy
It seems you're all I've left.
Of my own doing.
I'm so cold
empty
rambling...
If I stop...
what then?
Where do we go from here?
where do i go from here?
can i go from here?
Mood: The tip of heartbreak
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