November 16, 1996
You know you've had a sad and depressing life, if you can't remember anything happy from your childhood.
All I can remember, is my dad getting and and my parents fighting. I don't remember trick-or-treating when i was 5, or going to swimming lessons when i was 4. I don't remember my 6th birthday party, or 7th for that matter. I can barely even remember my friends from then.
The only memories I can clearly remember, are from when I was in 2nd grade and higher. That was when I was 8 years old. TEverything else from my past is just a ton of sad memories. I look at pictures and don't remember a thing...
Disneyland, Yosemite, earlier trips to Taiwan, and my cousins' houses-- nothing.
It's more annoying than anything, trying to remember something-- and it just won't come. Like when you have something "on the tip of your tongue," or "in the back of your head," only 24 hours a day, 7 days a wekk, 52 weeks a year. I hate it more than anything else.